Serious Whine about life;

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Well.. in this thread you can like.. whine about life. xd
doesnt matter if you want to whine about... your dog dying or eh you havent had cake in ages. D8
just whineeeee.


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Well my life is good right now, and I have no complaints. I do however have complaints about others, in which are no emo in any way possible, so I'll share. I'll do this like a debate thread.

1) People disgust me 90% of the times.

- I hate to say it, but when people are always looking for ways to belittle their fellow man or woman in the harshest of ways it makes me freakin sick. It doesn't take a religious person to not want to be an asshole or bitch.

2) People who lie suck. (ties in with point 1)

- Now granted I'm not perfect and I've lied about even the stupidest of stuff, but when something is serious and you hide behind your little lies. I hope you get a struck down by a bus.

- Parents are raising their children on sheltered lies more and more, in order to prevent them from growing up in a real world or prevent them from growing up or getting hurt to fast. While I see this is as a good thing, it is truly detrimental to the child. While I will not tell you how to raise your child, just realise they will become self aware one day, and when they do they will look back on how you raised them. Also feed your kid to many lies and they might be a compulsive liar one day.

3) People who have good work ethics should be rewarded more often.

- I say this because my fiance has worked at the same job now for 2 years and her boss is crooked. This is a self owned business, and L is a manager over there. Her boss makes terrible decisions with the job, and plus L doesn't get time and a half for overtime. She is tax evading, and what is worse if L turns her in for this, it is possible she could get in trouble with the law as well. So she is just happy to have a job. Making 7.75 at a job though as a manager, is pathetic.

4) People who blame others, suck.

- Not one person I've ever seen is willing to be responsible for his or her mistakes at the fear of losing their job. The first time a problem occurs, its like automatically someone is pointing the effin finger at their brother or sister and not at themselves. Even if the other person is at fault, it should be handled with more tact, and not be

5) People who are two faced hidden agenda do-gooders, will get theirs one day.

- I've had enough of these people who are willing to be given everything on their platter yet don't have the gratefulness to give back. They have the audacity to talk shiznit about their brother or sister. It all comes around though, gotta love karma.
 
I support the post above my own. Anywho.

I hate having to work. I hate putting myself through school for the sole purpose of acquiring a skill set to perform a job I'm not going to like. I also hate having to interact with people, as most of them are complete jerks. Sure, it ultimately boils down to laziness. I'm lazy. Whatever. I came to terms with that a long time ago. Even so, I wish it was easier to win the lottery so I could sit at home with my small list of personal hobbies for the rest of my life.
 
... Examinations.

For a student such as myself, it is a recurring thing. Year to year, I encounter this exact same monstrosity said to help further this thing called 'education'. Indeed, I have little choice but to accept that fact, and conform to the norm- and follow the crowd in the process of learning.

No doubt, it's for the better, and I know that... But since this is a thread to whine.. I'm just whining about it. Sometimes, it comes to a point where I'd like to grab the test paper and actually toss it out of the window. I wish I could do that, but that'll probably kill me, and I know.

... Hypocrites.

I think I might be one myself, sometimes. Well, maybe I'm not.... I don't know. However, is it me, or is it the truth that some of my friends are utter hypocrites? I wonder if I'm thinking too much, but there are a few friends, whom always rub off me as 'pretentious', and a 'hypocrite'.

One great example is the friend, whom I had grown distant to, though still on friendly terms. For one, I'm not sure but, he always seem to be behaving like me....! Behaving not so much of a normal behavior. It's following what I am doing...!!!

Which kind of freaks me out sometimes, though I don't actually react that way. In class, I'm pretty much the joker of the class, and sometimes my 'antics'- which is just my normal behavior, to be extremely honest- seems to be a big joke. However, amusingly, during some times, I am just bored, and purposefully do some random stuff...

And he follows. I think it's irritating he does as such, but I'm not too furious about it.

... Actors.

Not the one in the showbiz, but actors in real life. Oh yes there are actors in reality. Those are sometimes known as hypocrites, but the reason why I created a separate segment for this one is because....

Well, they're in a class of their own.... In the negative sense. Hypocrites, to me, usually appears less obvious. It's more of a hunch type of thing. However, for these 'actors'....

It's like they're screaming 'HEY YOU, I'M JUST PRETENDING TO BE WHAT I APPEAR TO BE'

The caps emphasizes the volume. Quite glaring, and has the potential to piss me off, and on weaker occasions, just turn me away.
 
I shall fully agree with the above statements concerning people's frustations about specific aspects of other people, or humanity in general. (Shu and Zephiris) Much of my anger and frustration at the world comes solely from what I observe in the world, or in others that I had once considered to be friends.

Other things that are bothering me, though, include still being single, my writing career, and people's level of dedication to things they agreed to do beforehand.

I shall start with the last listed item. I play Dungeons and Dragons on a once-a-week basis. D&D is an excellent creative outlet for me, since when I am DMing, it helps me create interesting antagonist motives, situations, worlds, cities, and the like. And when I am a player, it helps me work on creating plausible character motivation, or just craft something that is really fun to play and role-play. I am not demanding, I do not force them to get fully into the role-playing if they are not comfortable with it, I do not force them to say until unreasonable hours of the night against their will, and if they give me a good time in advance of when they are going to miss, I am completely fine if they end up not showing up.

But what I get are an arseload of crappy excuses and lies. I used to work a full-time job, AND go to school when I started this out (My schedule is -far- more open now, which only makes the boredom bigger), and I could manage to make time, once a week, on a day that people rarely have to work on (Sunday). All of my friends did -far- less then I, and still do, but they always have some made-up excuse that they throw at me at the last possible second. This hurts me on multiple levels, and infuriates me. If they are willing to put off a simple game, how can I trust them to be there for me at all? Oh, sure, they -say- they will be there, but do I have to have a family member die or have another relationship problem for my friends to go out of their way to hang out with me?

The whole writing thing is tough. I knew it would be, but I find that it is more of my self-confidence, rather than the industry itself, that is keeping me from going anywhere. I have always had problems with liking anything I produced, or seeing any good attributes in myself, and when I have to expose something that is so close to my heart, and that I worked so hard on to others who very well might say it is garbage, I lock up, and find myself unable to put it forward. It has even been killing my ability to write anything beyond creating characters or a detailed synopsis. It is killing me in more ways than one.

And of course, my ever-present problem of being single. I have had one horrible relationship, and then no luck with women for years after that. I find myself being constantly rejected or rebuked, regardless of who I approach. I fall in love very deeply when I finally do find someone I like, and the rejection is always crushing. Social anxiety and a fear of rejection are two of the biggest problems here, but I have no idea how to overcome them, especially since each rejection makes me feel more and more undesireable in every way, shape, and form. I am not just throwing myself at these women either. I build up a friendship, and would be fine with them just being my friends, I come to love them, and wish to be with them, and then even after my rejection, I am still fine with being friends still, but then they run away from me altogether. Not to mention the variations of the same lie they use over and over again. "I'm busy", "I already have a boyfriend", I know they are not being honest with me when they say this. I can see it in their eyes, they are trying to put me down gently, but all it does it tear me up inside.

I want to know what makes me not good enough, what makes them prefer to reject me and move on, rather than even just give it a try and see how things work out. Maybe it is my lack of self-confidence, or something else altogether. But it is like telling a man who desperately needs water to dig his own well. I cannot "fake it until I make it" or any of that poppycock. It is utterly idiotic, and I am just not the kind of person who can pretend to be someone completely different until that aspect takes over me like a sort of variant parasite.

But, yes, apologies if that seems whiney even for the context of the thread.
 
Let's see, this world has gone to crap. There are homosexuals everywhere and it is accepted and taken as normality there is more violence, lying, murder, war. This world is DISGUSTING I hope the majority of the world is destroyed by earthquakes and soon. The disgusting sinners of this planet need to be eradicated we need Jesus to return. I am tired of the sin on this planet, of the discord of the lies of the unholyness. Of the unrighteous and incorrect. We shall all be judged and we shall deserve it. Bring forth judgment day.
 
Let's see, this world has gone to crap. There are homosexuals everywhere and it is accepted and taken as normality there is more violence, lying, murder, war. This world is DISGUSTING I hope the majority of the world is destroyed by earthquakes and soon. The disgusting sinners of this planet need to be eradicated we need Jesus to return. I am tired of the sin on this planet, of the discord of the lies of the unholyness. Of the unrighteous and incorrect. We shall all be judged and we shall deserve it. Bring forth judgment day.

Yeah I'm sure you're not being serious.
But this is actually the normal line of thinking for the Far right wingers.

How can this world be considered crap when we have great games like FFXIII on the horizon?

lol.
 
fucking pigs.

:jtc: bitch


I hate back stabbing. Everyone in my work slates everybody behind their back. To your face everything is fine and happy but as soon as you turn around their pulling out the knife and sticking it in. Youd think most people would have the sense to realise that if your bitching to everyone about everyone its gunna become pretty obvious to people what your true colours are like. Sure theres nothing wrong with a rant or so, and everyone gets angry with people but theres no need for the constant petty bitchy comments that seem to flow out thier mouths like the fucking conga river. It gets me down, what a waste of time, spending days bitching about the people you have to work with. =/
 
. i find most guys disgusting, no offence,
but ffs theyre too sex fixated.
fucking pigs.

Just remember.. not all of us are like this. Careful where you and how you word this. You might be gay, but that is preference and what you are attracted too. I love the opposite sex, but I know some girls more dirty than I am and I actually wouldn't even call them whores. They just love to do crazy shiz, in commited relationships.

So I think guys can be "pigs" but girls can be as equal if not more from time to time.

I have nothing to attribute to the original post except that people who express their opinions freely are fine, except when they know fully well it is disrespectful.
 
i find most guys disgusting, no offence,

Me too, tbph.

I need more money. I need a full-time job. I'm debating whether I should leave where I'm living, but I don't know that the situation would be any better anywhere else.

Bleh. My life really isn't all that bad, all things considered. I just need an injection of cash flow.
 
I bought a tie-dye kit the other day. There's a severe lack of tie-dyed shirts in my life. Anywho, when I got the kit home, I found that I was given THREE containers of yellow dye! I was supposed to get a red, a yellow, a green, and a blue. Instead, I got a red and three yellows. Life sucks.

Oh, and I also bought a wind-up toy. It's a frog that's supposed to swim when you wind him up and place him in water. Unfortunately, his winder snapped off the first time I tried him out. More tragedy.
 
excuse me ? whats wrong with being gay ?
i dont even want your answer if youre one of those over christian fucks who thinks the bible is the only thing to live after.
wtfffff.
im gay, and damn i cant help it. i find most guys disgusting, no offence,
but ffs theyre too sex fixated.
fucking pigs.

being gay is natural, imo. theres nothing wrong with it.
humans are humans, and they should love whoever the fuck they feel the need to love.

And you aren't fixated with sex? Human beings are fixated with sex on both sides of the coin. Gay,straight, male, female, it's all the same.
Men have a lower level of restraint, if that's what you're getting at. The reason for that is truly acceptable and necessary though.

But you are right, men are pigs and dogs I might add.
But women have little nicknames too. But those are uh...a little more vicious...
 
no i am not fixated with sex.
i dont want.. sex.
i dont like it.
and i have my reasons.

Huh.

Well you must be one of those rare cases.

I don't really see how that is true if you are gay...I mean you must like gay sex to claim you are gay. But now I'm getting confused by that comment.

I mean if you said you didn't like either sex, that would make more sense to me.

Well I'm sure you have your reasons, like you say. Not really anybodies business I suppose.
 
I don't really see how that is true if you are gay...I mean you must like gay sex to claim you are gay.

Does that mean that every straight five year old who has a little crush has it because of sex.. ?

My life's pretty average, a few of my friends irritate me sometimes but I know everyone has their flaws, especially me. My life doesn't suck, either. It's just kind of unexciting~ xD; Excitement would be nice.
 
Huh.

Well you must be one of those rare cases.

I don't really see how that is true if you are gay...I mean you must like gay sex to claim you are gay. But now I'm getting confused by that comment.
Eh? You have to like gay sex to be gay? So if I didn't like any sort of sex, then I'd be...nothing? Or maybe this rule only applies to homosexuals. How strange.

It's possible to be attracted to someone without being obsessed with sex.
 
im gay, and damn i cant help it. i find most guys disgusting, no offence,
but ffs theyre too sex fixated.
fucking pigs.

I don't mean to be picky, but you were going off at him for being against homosexuals but now it feels as though you're going off at people who are straight like me for liking guys.

Some
guys are disgusting and I'll agree with you on that. But sometimes you need to sift through the horrible ones for a while before you get a freakin' decent one and I'm sure that it's the same when a guy is looking for a girl.

Hell it's the same for homosexuals. As I'm sure that when you go looking for a girl you'll find not all females on this planet are the cleanest. XD

being gay is natural, imo. theres nothing wrong with it.
humans are humans, and they should love whoever the fuck they feel the need to love.

Agreed.

no i am not fixated with sex.
i dont want.. sex.
i dont like it.
and i have my reasons.

By saying this would mean that you've already experienced it, which I hope this isn't the case due to your age . =0

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My life is alright at the moment. Though my car did get into a minor accident on the weekend. Steve was driving.

And now we have to go to the wreckers to find the right parts for my car. I think we found a left side panel already. The only other thing left to find is a left blinker light. The main front light didn't get touched surprisingly.

So I'm taking the day off work tomorrow to get this shit sorted.
 
I hate my intolerence to egg in certain forms like scrambled, it fuckign cripples me :rage: And I found out on friday the egg in egg fried rice kills me as well, ive been ill all fucking weekend. Yet I can have boiled , poached, omlett...ed and fried no problem. It's so annoying. I'm not gunna have eggs for AGES now after this unfortunate experience, I FEEAR THE EGGOO.

Fucking sucks I love eggs :rage:
 
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