Fan Fiction After AC

Hello everyone! Thanks for the comments, they're truly invaluble! I know it's been a long time since the last update, but I can explain!! This 4th part is actually only half of what I'd intended to post--this chapter would've been much longer. But when I saw that I'd already reached 10 pages, I deemed that enough of an eyeful for one installment before making another big leap in the storyline. (hint hint)

So, I'm posting this half now, so you all won't forget this story is here! Needless to say, I really enjoyed writing this chapter and I hope you enjoy reading as much as I did writing it. Have fun and remember to comment to your heart's delight!

Part Four: Fitting In

“Not a damn thing has changed from home,” Cloud muttered darkly as he selected yet another plate and began scrubbing. Behind him, piled on couches and chairs, the other eight mercs were enjoying a relaxing beer together, laughing loudly and often while Cloud labored away at the slowly shrinking pile of dinnerware in dire need of cleansing.

“Yo, Spike! ‘Nother beer over yonder!” called a voice from the living room.

With an irritated sigh, Cloud flung the sponge into the murky sink water, wiped his hands dry on a already soaked towel and went to the fridge. There, on the second shelf specifically reserved for alcohol alone, lie the beer in need. Grabbing it, he negligently tossed it in the Tolm’s direction, who caught it deftly and continued his conversation.

Cloud returned to the sink, surreptitiously glancing at the raucous group from the corner of his eye as he labored on.

They were a curious group, no question. He only knew two names of the whole group; the rest were only identified via nickname.

There was Lieutenant Razana of course, informally called “Raz” by her troops, and her solemn, dark-skinned second-in-command, Tolm. While everyone else enjoyed a cheap beer, Raz happily indulged in a mix of Kahluah and cream.

There was Dice, as he was known, a scar marking an ugly path across his face. From what Cloud understood his nickname was acquired on the account that gambling had been a crippling weakness in his past until the military straightened him out. Still, that scar served a constant reminder. Not surprisingly, he beat everyone on poker night.

Sitting next to Dice, his feet propped on the battered coffee table, sat Sparky, his bleach-blond hair sticking out in every direction as though he’d been electrocuted. Guess how he got his name.

Across from him, engaged in a fierce thumb war, sat Jazz. As Cloud understood it, Jazz proved a wonderful tenor, and his skill with the guitar just as good. His choice in swing and ragtime music produced the inevitable nickname. The man was a born musician with a nasty right hook.

Even as he battled fiercely to keep his thumb on top of Jazz’s, Rice knew he was losing. The slight man hailing from far Wutai gained his nickname on the account that rice composed the main diet of his native country. Cloud understood that despite Rice’s short stature and mild manner, he had a fierce temper and sliced into his foes with a dangerous glee bordering on bloodlust.

Cloud scrubbed a particularly difficult part of some stubborn food best left unidentified. After a bout of scrubbing that left his arm aching, Cloud still hadn’t managed to remove all of it, little green flecks obstinately sticking to the ceramic. Sighing in surrender, Cloud rinsed the plate and put it on the rack to dry, figuring no one would notice.

A loud bout of laughter drew Cloud’s attention back to the group. Sitting between the conquering Jazz and flailing Rice, a man with only three fingers on his left hand struggled to see the game of his handheld as the other two waged war. Finally, he hunched forward under the two undulating arms, his chin almost touching his knees as he jabbed at the game. That one’s name was Magic, as Cloud heard him called. Not a clue as to why though.

Sitting in a chair across from Razana, a man with tattoo of a battle-ready angel on one bulging bicep quietly sipped his drink and smiled good-naturedly at the fun but participated little. That one’s Preacher. From the rough introduction that afternoon, Cloud deduced that Preacher was a devout believer in some new religion just beginning to rise. Unlike his brothers, however, Preacher believed that world peace could only be achieved by protecting the ‘righteous’ and ‘all that’s just’ from the servants of some evil guy. In short, Preacher was a holy warrior. Cloud had heard of the strength of religion, but this was the first time he’d ever seen its full power.

And, last of all, there’s the nickname they’d given Cloud. He frowned as his thoughts once more returned to this irritating subject. He supposed he should’ve seen it coming. It was, after all, the most identifiable thing about him. Even so, the name brought to mind the image of a mean, chewed muscle of a dog that ripped the pants off kids that wandered into the junkyard. He briefly wondered if they’d start whistling to get his attention instead of calling him--

“Spike!”

That.

He looked over his shoulder at the merry group and saw Razana craning her neck similarly to see him. She waved a friendly hand indicating for him to join them. “You’ve worked long enough. Come and have drink.”

All too happy to accept, Cloud tossed the damp hand towel on a rack to air dry and joined the group, selecting a seat between Dice and Sparky, the only available seat left.

He’d just settled himself down, feeling slightly uncomfortable by the large grins Sparky and Dice were wearing, when Razana asked, “So, what kinds of creatures have you faced in your time, Spike?”

He snorted humorously. “You name it, I’ve killed it.”

“That so?” said Dice. “Personally, I hate those dang cactus things.”

“Are you kidding?” Cloud said. “It’s those damn frogs that’re the worst.”

Sparky laughed. “Don’t like being a frog too much, eh?”

“You’ve no idea,” Cloud said in a tone that spoke volumes. Everyone laughed at his dark expression.

The conversation continued this way for a while, everyone sharing a short, humorous story of their fighting past. Once they all laughed simply at Razana’s reaction to one story Cloud related, her hilarity proving hilarious in itself. When she could breath again and confessed she’d nearly wet her pants, the laughter didn’t stop for five full minutes.
Eventually, the inevitable question arose.


Magic looked up from his game and asked, a sly smile on his face, “So Spike, you got a girl at home?”

Jazz snorted. “Course he does. Didn’t you see the bag he dragged upstairs? I never seen a man pack like that. Dumbass.” He cuffed Magic playfully on the back of the head for asking such a stupid question, and Magic retaliated by punching him in the arm.

“To answer your question,” Cloud cut in before the fight escalated, “Yeah, I do.”

“What’s her name?” asked Tolm. He’d spoken little during the past hour or so, but he laughed freely at the jokes and stories that’d bounced around.

“Tifa.”

“No shit? That other chick from the whole Remnant thingamajig?” asked Dice. “Dude nice score! She’s hot!

Cloud merely leveled an expressionless gaze at Dice from the corner of his eye. It suddenly dawned on the past gambler exactly what he’d said. He raised his hands in truce saying, “Whoa, whoa, man, no offense meant. Just an observation, man, didn’t mean nothin’ by it.”

Cloud merely raised one eyebrow slightly and almost imperceptibly nodded, before turning his gaze away.

Razana chuckled. “Thank you Dice, for the personal display of markedly lacking subtlety.” This brought a small laugh from the group. “So how long have you known her, Spike?”

“Um…” he rubbed the back of his neck knowing how this would sound. “We’ve actually known each other since we were kids. She used to be my neighbor, actually.”

A low whistle came from Jazz, the only sound as the rest digested this. It was Dice that broke the silence again.

“So, you expecting any kids yet?” he asked casually.
This time Cloud glared at him as the others laughed and Dice grinned evilly. “Can I hit him?” Cloud suddenly asked, turning to Razana who was in the middle of a sip from her drink. She hastily swallowed and motioned an affirmative with her glass.

“Absolutely!” she said.

Dice squawked in shock from this betrayal and he curled up defensively putting his hands over his head, bringing his legs to his chest and leaning away from the blond in an attempt to reduce all surface area for a blow to land on.
Cloud tapped the back of Dice’s neck and the hands covering his head shot to protect the area. Cloud placed an audible slap on the man’s exposed dome before Dice even realized he’d been tricked.


“Hey, who’s side are you on, Raz?” he retorted in mock anger as everyone laughed at the antics between the two.
“What!? I’m not responsible for whatever comes out of your mouth. You deserved it.”

Dice settled back in the couch, rubbing his head where the slap had landed. “But he’s the new guy,” he grumbled petulantly.

Everyone laughed at that.

“Hey, Spike,” said Rice, he voice unexpectedly soft and carrying only a slight accent. “You have a picture?”

“What?”

“Of Tifa. A picture?”

Tolm shot him a quizzical look. “Shit, man, don’t you watch the news?”

Rice nodded, unfazed by the barb. “But I want to see an actual picture, not a news shot. News stuff isn’t the same as real stuff.”

No one could deny that.

Cloud shrugged. “Yeah, I have a picture. One sec…” He leaned dramatically to his left as he reached into his back pocket to retrieve his wallet. As such, he was very close to Sparky, his chin almost touching the other man’s shoulder.

Sparky grinned and gave Cloud a sidelong look. “Hey,” he said simply.

“Hey,” Cloud returned.

Somehow, this exchange prodded a swelling bubble of laughter that’d been silently growing and a few chuckles escaped some of those watching this scene. Cloud continued to dig for the wallet--it kept getting caught on some seam in his pocket.

The awkwardness of the situation put grins on more than a few faces. Finally Sparky said “What’s up?”

“Not much.” A pause. “You?”

“Same.” Sparky took a loud sip from his beer.

After a few more moments, Jazz finally burst out, “What the hell man!?” just as Cloud freed the wallet.

A burst of laughter and few “Finally!” came from the group as Cloud flipped to the picture and handed to Rice across the coffee table. Rice studied it and handed it to Jazz, and the picture proceeded to be shown to everyone else.

When it came to Razana, she glanced at the picture ensconced in the plastic sleeve next to the one of Tifa. “Whoa,” she said, leaning forward and extending the wallet toward Cloud. “Who’s mister doom and gloom back there?” She pointed to the person in question.

Cloud leaned over to see the picture she indicated. It was a reduced version of the picture the photographer had taken that first day after the Remnants had been destroyed, all the heroic companions strategically positioned to fit in a small space. The person Razana pointed to had his arms folded over his chest and glowered at the camera, a crimson cloak setting him apart from the others.

“Oh, that’s Vincent. He always looks like that,” Cloud said, leaning back in the couch.

Razana looked at the picture again, clearly bewildered. “No shit. I knew he was still alive but damn, has he changed.” She shook her head and handed back his wallet.
“You knew him?” Cloud asked, surprised.

She nodded. “Yeah, when I was in SOLDIER. He seemed like a good guy, for a Turk. Pretty charismatic, too.”

Cloud’s eyebrows shot up. “No shit!”

“Yeah. Optimistic all the way. The only other guy I’ve ever met with a sense of right and wrong like that is Preacher here.” She grinned and Preacher smiled dutifully.
Cloud looked down at the tiny features of the photograph in the wallet he still held as the others traded banter.
Vincent? Charismatic, optimistic Vincent? He shook his head in silent disbelief. He couldn’t wrap his mind around such a bizarre concept.


“All right gang, cocktail hour is over,” Razana said, interrupting Cloud’s train of thought. She stood up and stretched, one shoulder making a meaty crack as she did. “Dark in fifteen minutes!” The men groaned as she left and headed toward her room.

Tolm stood, his broad shoulders expanding as he resumed his role of sergeant. “All right men!” he boomed. “You heard the LT. Lights out in fifteen minutes! Move!”

They scrambled for their rooms and Cloud surprised himself for still having a hearty fear of a shouting black man after knowing Barret for so long. He’d thought he’d be accustomed to it by now.

***

Lost in the dark oceanic depths of sleep, Cloud felt a small piece of consciousness float to the surface. Breaking like a bubble when it reached the top, it brought the faint sensation of something brushing his face.

Instinctively, Cloud’s fingers twitched to remove the irritant and the sensation vanished. Satisfied, Cloud slept on, sinking deeper into sleep…

Another bubble broke the surface, accompanied by two more this time, each one lifting him further from his sleep he’d sunken into. Still not quite awake to finish the full task of brushing whatever it was away, Cloud’s hand moved a little then stopped.

He has begun the serene descent back to deep sleep when, again, the wisp of feeling brushed his face. Another bubble pushed him further towards the surface.

Cloud’s hand rose and landed on his face with a wet squish, the cold feeling of a whipped substance shocking him to wakefulness.

Cloud sat bolt upright in bed, one eye obscured with the shaving cream that had been generously lavished upon his open hand while he slept. The first thing his fuzzy mind registered were shrieks of laughter surrounding him.

Through his one good eye, Cloud saw Dice and Jazz leaning against each other for support, helpless in their throws of laughter.

Still not quite registering exactly what was happening, Cloud pawed away the cream from his face as best he could and stared at the substance in his hand, puzzled.

His slow reaction only brought more hearty peals of hilarity. Everyone had come to his room to witness this traditional initiation event except Razana and Tolm.

Cloud looked at the mercenaries; Magic looked about ready to wet his pants. Cloud looked at the white fluff covering his hand.

Then Cloud exploded from his bed with a roar of rage so fierce that all laughter cut short in shock.

Springing to one knee on the bed and one foot on the floor, Cloud reached out, nabbed the first person his hand met--Sparky--and planted his fluff covered hand into the man’s shocked face. Pushing him aside, Cloud reached for his next victim, who received similar treatment.

By now everyone was trying to push through the door in a simultaneous attempt to escape. As a result, someone tripped someone else who knocked the door shut and another person fell in the mad scramble conveniently providing a living barricade, preventing the door from opening. Panic ensued.

Cloud caught sight of the can of shaving cream dangling from a hand and snatched it, jumped on the bed, and liberally sprayed everyone with cream just as Dice wrenched the door open and dashed out. A line of cream adorned his shoulders and a pile of it had begun to form on his head, which now left puffs of white in the air behind him as he raced down the hallway, cursing with scatological inventiveness, Cloud in hot pursuit.

The two passed Razana in the hallway, who found it necessary to flatten herself against the wall to avoid impact. She stayed that way long after they had past, blinking, her brain still trying to comprehend exactly what she had seen.

Dice entered a bathroom with a slide that would’ve made the best baseball players envious, somehow shutting the door behind him in time. A small click announced it had locked.

Cloud, thwarted, heard a creak to his left. Whipping around, can at the ready, he caught Jazz trying to creep past.

The black man pivoted on heel and ran, with Cloud hot on his heels. By the time Jazz found refuge behind a door, he’d gained several new strands of white fluff.

Magic was the next victim of Cloud’s retribution, who’d gotten the worst of any of them. He slipped as he tried to take a corner too fast and Cloud walked away, leaving Magic curled up on the floor adorned with a new blanket of white.

Preacher, who’d been casually walking around hoping Cloud would overlook him while chasing others, found himself standing face to face with the avenging blond. A moment later, Cloud dashed off to give Rice his due. Preacher looked down, puzzled, at the neat stripes of white down each arm and removed the cap of foam from his head, also regarding that quizzically.

Razana stood in the kitchen, patiently sipping her coffee, leaning against the counter as she read the morning paper folded in one hand. The sound of feet pounding and someone cursing in exhilarated panic sounded about her. “When you’re through having fun,” she shouted, “You got ten minutes to get ready and get outside.”

More pounding of feet and someone slammed a door loudly.

“DID YOU HEAR ME!?” she bellowed.

A chorus of “Yes sir!” answered her from the various regions of the lodge where the mercenaries sought sanctuary from Cloud.

Razana nodded once, satisfied. Suddenly, Rice shot out of a hallway and dashed behind Tolm, the slight man easily concealed behind the sergeants’ broad shoulders. A moment later Cloud zipped out of the hallway and paused, glancing around warily. Seeing only Tolm and Razana, quietly sipping their coffee, Cloud turned around and dashed off after another victim. He fully intended to empty that can.

Razana glanced at Rice, still crouching behind Tolm. He’d been thoroughly covered with shaving cream, some of it even mashed in his short cropped hair, his clothes clinging to his skin with the stuff. He looked like an absurd Oriental marshmallow mascot.

“Make that forty minutes!” Razana shouted. After a moment’s thought, she added, “And Spike! Rice is down here in the kitchen!”

Rice gasped at this betrayal and scampered away. From the second floor, Razana could hear someone leaping down the stairs.

The redhead emptied her mug and turned to Tolm, grinning. “I’m starting to like this new guy.”

***

Thirty minutes later, cleansed of all shaving cream and in various stages of dampness, the mercenaries assembled outside as ordered. There, Razana was already waiting for them, running a whetstone over one blade. A second blade rested in its sheath on her back.

Razana glanced up as Cloud approached, following the others, and she smiled. “Lovely morning, isn’t it?” she greeted him.

He nodded. “Yep.”

The whetstone rasped on the blades’ edge. Finally, Razana stood and sheathed the weapon over one shoulder. “Between you and me, Spike, that was the most enjoyable morning I’ve had in a very long time.”

Then she left to harass someone lagging to the line-up on the account he was trying to dry his hair with one hand and don his boots with the other while he stumbled out the door. Cloud grinned, fully satisfied with his revenge.

Once everyone had appropriately lined up in very little time, Razana stood before them, hands on her hips.

“As you all know, we are here to kill the local wildlife for a company called Coltun. They need do-gooder points with the public it seems and they’re paying us to do it for them. Now that our welcome replacement is here, we can start earning our pay.

“Now Preacher here,” she nodded in his direction, “Has found some likely tracks to the northwest of here, about fifteen minutes out. No fancy stuff here, folks: Spread out, keep in sight of each other, and kill whatever you come across. The wind talks.”

The last three words were accompanied by a slight disturbance in the ranks, the men muttering either curses or prayers under their breath .

“What does that mean?” whispered Cloud to Jazz, standing to his left.

“It means,” he hissed back, “That Razzy here thinks we’re not getting the full story from that company. There’s something else going on. ‘The wind talks’ is our code for red alert.”

“If there’s something else going on, why did we take this job?” Cloud had just met Razana, but he already had the impression she looked out for her comrades.

Jazz shrugged. “Could just be nothing. But we need the job. If nothing goes wrong all the better. But if Razzy thinks something’s up, you can believe it.”

Cloud nodded, feeling a chill crawl up his spine, accompanied by a rush of adrenaline. This was what he loved doing: Fighting, living on the edge, never sure what may happen next. Tifa was right: He was meant for this.

“Rice, Magic, and Sparky, you’re on the left edge,” Razana barked. “Jazz, Dice, and Tolm, you’re on the right. Spike, Preacher--you’re with me. Let’s move!”

Cloud automatically fell in line as ordered, the distant training from Shinra coming back to him. Razana took point, leading the group into the woods. Cloud stayed on her left while Preacher, holding a vicious-looking hammer heavy enough to crush souls, covered her right.

They walked quietly and swiftly through the sun-dappled forest, weapons as the ready. Birds chirped in the trees and rodents chirred in the brush. The mercenaries quietly slipped by, waiting patiently for their first opponent to find them.
They didn’t wait long.

By some stroke of luck, it was Cloud who encountered them first, and any doubts about his fighting prowess vanished within the space of seconds.

Razana had stepped right past them, never seeing the hulking creatures. Cloud, however, nearly passed right between them. He sensed, rather than saw, the tree to his left begin moving.

Whipping around to face it, he managed to bring the flat of his broad blade to deflect the sudden attack, though it drove him back nearly three feet, his boots making furrows in the layer of dead leaves on the forest floor.

He saw what he’d previously mistaken for a tree take a step toward him, raising one blunt branch of an arm above the knot of wood that served as its head. The strange creature had mastered the art of camouflage: The bark-like hide sported small twigs and a few larger ‘branches’ had grown near the thing’s head and shoulders. Towering at least nine feet high, it looked like nothing more than a stunted tree, provided it stood still.

As Cloud took this all in, he detected a slight rustle behind him, accompanied by the creak of wood bending and twisting. His decision took only an instant.

Taking a step to the side, the tree-creatures’ arm crashed in the place where he’d stood a second ago. In one smooth slice, that arm was severed from the creatures’ body. It let out a high-pitched keening, an eerie sound that raised hairs on the back of his neck.

Calculating what the enemy behind him would be doing, he stepped back to his initial position, and the arm from the second tree-thing smashed the ground next to him before the vibrations in the ground from the first attack had faded. That arm, too, parted from its owner.

What happened next Sparky would later swear had been a blur. Cloud spun around and, in one powerful slash, neatly sliced the creature behind him in two. Quickly reversing his grip on the blade, he jabbed the point into the first foes’ torso, while looking over his shoulder to be sure of his aim. A small twist on the hilt and the blade snapped open, splitting right down the middle as it was made to do.

Then Cloud extracted his weapon, unconcerned of any attack, as the vanquished enemy slowly tumbled to the forest floor in two pieces.

Cloud reached down, grabbed a handful of leaves, and proceeded to wipe the green blood off the sword.

“Ahem.”

Cloud glanced over. Razana stared at him.

“Yeah?” he queried.

She raised one thin eyebrow. “You okay?”

Cloud nodded slowly, wondering what she was getting at. “Uh, yeah…”

She nodded as if this had been the answer she’d expected. “Forward!” she shouted, and the line of mercenaries continued on.

He wouldn’t find out until weeks later, but the entire group of mercs had watched in shock as Cloud easily dismembered his attackers. For the first time in the history of EndSky, every weapon hung loose in eight pairs of hands, their owners stunned by the fact that the battle had ended before it had hardly begun.

He slowly came to realize what regard the others held for him, and when he did, it left him in shock. As he would discover, he’d had shown them a glimpse of a far different and exceedingly rare kind of warrior, one that possessed capabilities beyond any average fighter, and whose feats were often believed as mere fantastical stories so impossible they were. Cloud belonged to that order of mankind that only a few ever truly achieved--he was a hero.

(Author's Note: I felt it was important to show that Cloud isn't an average joe with a big sword. If the feats he achieves seem impossible that's because they are--to average folk. Cloud--and the rest of the FF7 cast--aren't average. This reasonably explains why Cloud & Co. can leap huge distances, can move with blinding speed, are extraordinarily strong and so on and so forth. Too often this hero status becomes the norm in several fanfics; to me, that makes the characters simply average joes. Here, I wanted to show that hero status is anything but normal and I felt that lent a certain kind of uniqueness to the characters that would otherwise be lost.)


***

Cloud had just flipped his phone shut after talking with Tifa as he’d promised when there came a knock on his door. A head topped with wild blond hair poked into the room.

“Hey, Sparky. Need something?” Cloud asked.

Sparky shook his head. “Naw. We were just wondering where you went.”

“Um… where else would I be?”

“We’re having a bonfire if you wanna join.”

“Really?”

The ‘cocktail hour’, as Razana had told him, wasn’t typical of every day. Usually, after coming back from a day on the job, training and maintenance of weapons and armor took up the entire evening. Cloud had anticipated a strict schedule, and didn’t expect another period dedicated to absolutely nothing for a while.

“We got smores!” said Sparky, grinning, taking Cloud’s surprise for hesitancy.

Cloud stood. “Well, if you’d said that in the first place…”
As he followed the merc downstairs, Cloud heard the distinct yet faint sound of a guitar. Winding through the kitchen and to the back porch, Cloud came upon a perfect scene of camaraderie.

A fire merrily consumed several large logs while most of the mercenaries that sat around it held marshmallows on above the flames. The mouth-watering aromas of toasted marshmallows and melting chocolate filled the air. He watched as Razana put a marshmallow on the end of a stick and purposely held it in the fire, let it burn for a few seconds, then blew out the flames. She proceeded to eat it with every sign of enjoyment.

On the far side of the bonfire, sitting on a large log, Jazz strummed a few experimental notes from a beautiful guitar.
“Got him!” Sparky called as the two approached. They were met with a roar of happy greeting.

Before he knew it, a shaved stick topped with a marshmallow was thrust in his hands and he was guided to a seat next to Razana while Jazz strummed a few more chords and fiddled with the tuning keys.

“Need some graham crackers?” Razana asked, offering him some. He thanked her and took some.

“It tastes better when you burn the it,” she added after a few amused seconds of watching him endeavor to brown one marshmallow above the roaring bonfire. She reached for a piece of chocolate. “You should try it.”

He took her advice and thrust the puff into the heart of the flames as he’d seen her do. It surprised him that something so burnt could taste so good.

As Cloud bit into his first smore, Jazz began playing a song that was vaguely familiar. Magic sat down next to him and pulled a harmonica from his pocket. After waiting a few beats, he joined in the song, providing a pleasant harmony. All around the fire, feet were tapping in time to the music.

“What’s the special occasion?” Cloud asked, spearing another marshmallow.

Razana shrugged, smiling. “First week on the job with over thirty kills and not a single injury. That’s reason enough.”

Cloud nodded. He could understand that.

Jazz and Magic had finished the song and they slapped each other on the back, laughing. Then both started up a new song, Jazz singing the first verse alone, but quickly joined by others as they started singing along. While Jazz sang perfectly, Tolm was another story. The harmonica stuttered as Magic fought to contain his laughter as Tolm sang wildly off-key, and loudly. The others tried to drown him out, even though they weren’t much better.

It was a general mess of happiness and friendship.

Speaking so only Razana would hear, Cloud asked, “So, what position did you have in SOLDIER?”

She licked a smear of chocolate off her thumb before answering. “I was general of the Second Army.”

She said it so nonchalantly that it took a full minute for Cloud’s brain to process this information. When it finally clicked, he stared at her, oblivious to the flaming puff being burnt well past edibility on the end of the stick he held.

From the corner of her eye she caught him staring at her and she smiled. “Trust me, it was only for four years. I joined just as the war ended, so I did little more than handle dispatches and provide troops where they were needed. That’s all.”

Cloud shook his head in disbelief. “Somehow, I doubt that’s all there was to it.”

She shrugged. “It’s overrated.” She looked away from him, clearly indicating that the thread of topic was unwelcome. Cloud, understanding, took a different track.

“So, any family?” he asked conversationally, spearing another ‘mallow. Though he didn't show it, he was mentally bewilderd at why he had asked that, of all questions.


She grinned and nodded towards the carousing group around them. “You’re looking at ‘em.”

Rice and Sparky were happily crafting smore’s while trying to wage a thumb war simultaneously. Tolm, carving away at a small piece of wood with a sharp knife, sang happily and off-key to the song that the black-skinned Jazz and the pale Magic were making. Preacher had finally joined the gaiety and provided a solid rhythm with a thick stick he beat on the log beneath him, while adding his deep baritone as well. Sparks flew and wood cracked in the dancing flames.

Razana gave no further explanation and Cloud asked for none. He understood perfectly.

That night marked the Cloud’s entry into EndSky for good. From that time forward he was acknowledged as a permanent member of the elite mercenary group, which at times doubled as a second family of sorts. The others grew accustomed to Cloud’s quiet nature, and conveniently forgot that here was a man that could easily do any job for them without breaking a sweat. Cloud got used to (and even anticipated) Dice’s daily pranks and sometimes even got back at him a few times, though such instances never rivaled the Day of the Cream (as it was infamously known).

The weeks passed, the days grew cooler, leaving fiery days of summer behind. Each day the group advanced further and further into the wilderness, bringing down more and more twisted mistakes wrought by Shinra. Around this time, the members of EndSky pursued their quarry with a grim determination, each creature slain a step closer to relaxing at home with family. Except Razana, that is; she almost seemed saddened that the final week of this job had come.

But Cloud didn’t notice. He, too, was eager to be home, eager to see Tifa again and to see this new dog the Denzel and Marlene had gotten as a pet. He only hoped it wouldn’t drool on the furniture.

And so it was that final week, with everyone thinking about home and their loved ones, when disaster struck.
 
Ooooh that was so good, DragonMage! I can't wait to read the 2nd part to this. It provided some excellent humor as well. Very good work! :D I loved the socks and Tifa part. :lol: And the sunglasses too. Cloud can be so daft sometimes. You really are a wonderful writer, my dear!
 
*squees* Thank you Mandi! It means a lot. And yes, lol, Cloud can be extremely daft at times. And that socks part comes from experience, let me tell you. *mutters darkly*

And I'm really racing through the writing now that I got to this part. In fact, I had to cut this part AGAIN because it was going longer than I had foreseen. In this chapter, we see some old faces. And that's all I'm gonna say! And since I left you all with such a suspenseful ending last time, it's best I post this for ya'll now! Enjoy and don't forget to comment!!!!!

Part Five: Monsters

The days were getting cooler. Cloud shivered a little as a crisp wind blew through the forest the EndSky mercs stealthily stalked through. The wind carried the scent of bitter chill and sleeping trees, but a long way off.


Gently pushing aside a branch so he wouldn’t disturb the half-dead leaves, Cloud advanced further, azure eyes taking in every detail of the forest. The job was almost over--only five more days until he could go back home! He’d made several close friends during this job, as well as a solid occupation, but he missed home. He missed his own bed, the creaky fifth step on the stair, and the scent of Tifa’s hair…


Cloud suppressed a sigh. Homesickness was something he hadn’t known for a long time. He wondered briefly what Tifa was doing right now and if--


Something moved.


Cloud froze, stared intently at a spot about fifty feet ahead, slightly to the left. Nothing but drifting leaves and wind. He stared at the spot for a second longer before shaking his head and continuing on. For a second there, he’d been sure something had mov--


He lurched forward a step from the impact, stumbling a few steps and nearly falling over a dead branch. He turned around to face whatever attacked him and felt the sensation of being struck twice more, once in the back, again in the arm. But behind him, there was nothing.


Razana saw Cloud stumble and turn. She paused. “Cloud?”


He didn’t hear.


“Cloud? What is it?” Something was wrong. The forest was too quiet. She took a step towards him. “Cloud?”


He didn’t hear her. He couldn’t hear anything but the sound of wind howling through the dying leaves. Nothing was there, the forest empty. Then what had struck him?


A tree kept drawing his gaze for some reason, as though some sixth sense alerted him to the danger there. Squinting at it, he stared…


A monster clung to the tree. It glared at him with hate-filled crimson eyes, it’s six insectoid legs clinging to the tree. A tail hovered in the air, tipped with a needle-like barb, red with his blood. Draconic jaws opened…


Cloud gave a wordless shout, and swung at the creature. The thing abandoned its camouflage and leapt into the air with incredible speed, screaming its bloodlust. Cloud’s blow went wide; his arms felt like lead, the world spun around him. Poison. He dimly registered the others rushing to help him.


The creature snapped him up in its jaws and shook him as a dog would a rat, letting him go only when Preacher crushed one insectoid foot with his hammer. Cloud flew through the air, slamming into a tree. With a grunt of effort, the blond laboriously pulled himself to his feet, grabbing his sword where it had fallen in the leaves. Cloud stopped, gasping for breath, the effort draining him of energy.


Pain.


Mind-rending agony flooded his senses, the cushion of shock unable to protect him any longer. The first attacks had been too sudden for the pain to even register, but now it flooded over him. He put one shaking hand to his side and it came up drenched in blood. When had that happened?


Looking down, he saw terrible gashes seeping crimson, dripping onto the dead carpet of leaves.


The world was growing dimmer, the poison acting slowly but surely. The din of battle sounded far away, as though from a half-remembered dream from long ago.


Falling forward, his blood soaking long dead leaves, Cloud saw Razana leap onto the thrashing beast, her swords sheathed in rippling crimson energy.


Then all faded to nothing.

*

Tifa was vacuuming the when the phone rang. At first she didn’t hear it over the vacuum’s roar and her own cheerful humming. Cloud would be home soon and she could barely contain her excitement. She vented her resultant boundless energy of anticipation in chores. This was the third time she’d vacuumed today. Nimbus, the young husky dog newly acquired by pleas of the children, warily eyed the screaming machine from under the desk.


Finally, the phone’s shrill ring broke through her cheerful reverie. Turning off the vacuum and bouncing over to the phone, Tifa answered cheerfully.


“Hi, this is Tifa Lockheart!”


“This is Razana, from EndSky.”


“Oh, hey Razana, how’s it going?” Tifa had spoken to the lieutenant before, when Dice had stolen Cloud’s phone and called Tifa. The result ended up with Tifa getting to know every single eccentric person in EndSky and Cloud having a large phone bill.


“Tifa… are you sitting?”


Only now hearing the tenseness in the woman’s voice, Tifa sat down on a the couch.


“Razana, what happened to Cloud.”


A sigh. “Tifa, he’s been hurt, badly. He’s in surgery right now. Some kind of creature attacked us in the forest… we had no idea it was there…”


Tifa didn’t hear. The words over the phone rang hollowly, fading into the frantic shriek in her mind: No no no no no!


“Where is he?” Tifa demanded sharply.


“Junon Central Hospital. Tifa--”


“I’m on my way.” She hung up and rapidly dialed the next number. She stood and paced the room as the phone rang.


“Hallo?”


“Cid, I need your help.”


“Whoa, what’s goin’ on, Teef?”


She swiftly explained.


“Be there in twenty. Shera’ll get the kids.” He hung up.
Her hands were shaking so badly she couldn’t dial the next number. Stopping, Tifa closed her eyes and forced herself to calm down, trying to ignore unsuccessfully the rising chill wave of panic. Feeling slightly more in control, she dialed the number.


“East Edge Middle School, how may I help you?” answered the secretary.


Tifa quickly left a message to be passed onto the kids that they would stay at Cid and Shera’s for a bit.


Wasting no time, Tifa grabbed a swayed leather jacket--a gift from Cloud--to guard against the chill and locked the doors of the bar, putting up a sign that announced the bar was closed until further notice. Racing up the stairs, Tifa climbed up to the roof and scanned the skies, waiting for Cid to come.

*

Razana stared, wide-eyed, as the magnificent airship swiftly docked at the hospital airpad not two hours after she’d hung up the phone. She was just beginning to appreciate the full power this woman had…


Speaking of, the woman of mention was running for the door Razana stood at. Striding up to her, the woman asked, “Are you Razana Firestorm?”


She shook her head, “Yes I am. You must be Tifa,” she shouted over the airship’s roaring blades. She held open the door, knowing Tifa didn’t want to waste time over trading pleasantries. “I’ll take you to him.”





Tifa followed the tall redhead through the hospital halls. People rushed about on their duties, chattered in the hallways. It was odd, but never before had she noticed how sterile it was in a hospital, how a chill having nothing to do with heating emanated from the walls.


“Here he is,” Razana all but whispered, breaking into Tifa’s thoughts. Tifa stared at the door Razana had brought her too. Suddenly she was scared to enter, scared of what she might find.
“Go on,” Razana said softly, picking up on Tifa’s feelings. “You can go in.”


With only a moment of hesitation, Tifa twisted the knob and silently entered the room.


The lights were dimmed, but for whose benefit she couldn’t say. A doctor stood at the foot of the bed, his back turned to her, jotting down numbers he read off a machine.


There were many machines. Their meaning and use were arcane to Tifa, the strange objects signifying nothing, their beepings and whirrings otherworldly. And all of them were connected to the familiar, unmoving form on the bed.


She must have made some sound because the doctor turned towards her and gave her a warm smile.


“Ms. Lockheart? We were told you’d be coming. Please, come in.”
Tifa took a few small steps further into the room and stopped, too shocked to say anything more.


“I’m Dr. Oren,” he said, shaking her limp her hand.


“Is…” Tifa left the question unfinished, unsure of how to start.
“He’ll be fine,” Oren said, intuitively knowing her questions. “He had several severe injuries, but Ms. Firestorm got him here in time for us to act before any serious damage had been done.”


He sighed, the charming features creased. He looked remarkably like a parent only mildly annoyed at a child failing to do a simple chore properly.


“Unfortunately, he’s fallen into a coma. The other… mercenaries?… said that the creature that attacked had some kind of poison. He’s been given treatment, but without the antivenin nothing will change anytime soon. This venom has also made him very unstable, but for now he seems okay…”


Tifa listened to the doctor’s words as though they were coming to her through a dense fog, half understood, flitting by too quickly before she could fully understand what they were.


“When will he wake up?” she asked finally, sensing that he had finished speaking.


Dr. Oren regarded her solemnly. “I don’t know. Ms. Lockheart,” he put one hand on her shoulder, made her look at him. She couldn’t stop staring at the still form, shrouded in wires and tubes and arcane screens.


“It’s very likely he never will wake up again,” Dr. Oren said quietly. “Do you understand?”


Not really. Something about waking.


But Tifa nodded her head as she knew he wanted her to do. The warm smile came back. It suddenly occurred to her that he could turn that smile on if the hospital were burning and people were dying from plague. He patted her shoulder. “Take all the time you need,” he said and walked off to check on his next patient.


She was alone.


The walk to the bed was like a dream, as though it were someone else’s feet that carried her across that vast gulf to stand at the bedside. All she could see was the faint rise and fall of the blanket, hear the mechanical gasp of oxygen streaming through a clear tube.
He looks so pale. A wisp of something Dr. Oren had said passed through her mind, something about blood loss.


She smoothed the blond, spiky hair with a trembling hand, not even aware of what she was doing. Her other hand held his unresponsive one. She could very well imagine he’d fallen asleep, with the terrible wounds stitched and bound and hidden from view. Except she’d seen the blood still on Razana’s clothes. There was a lot of it.


“Tifa?”


She said nothing and Cid remained silent. The machines hummed and whirred and beeped, echoed in the oppressive silence.


“You know,” she said suddenly, “This is the first time I’ve seen his face in almost three months.”


Cid said nothing.


“I always thought… that if something happened to someone you love, you’d know.” She spoke barely above a whisper. “You know what I mean? If they were hurt, you’d just feel that something was wrong. But… I didn’t. I just kept on vacuuming. Didn’t feel a thing.”


Cid opened his mouth to speak, thought better of it, and opted for silence.


Suddenly the hand stroking the blond hair trembled, a lump wedged itself in her throat, bottling up the fear, despair and pain, until it felt like she would burst.


“The-the doctor…” Tifa choked, “Said he’s in a coma. He may never… wake up…” She couldn’t continue, the spiny lump in her throat blocking all words, not that she could find any that were adequate at the moment.


Cid felt called upon to say something. Familiar words from the past drifted through his mind and he snatched at them. “Don’t you worry about him,” he said, his voice gruff. “He’s a tough one.”


It was a remarkably stupid thing to say, to his mind, and he cringed at his idiocy. Panicking, he scrambled for something else to say. “If aliens, giant rocks, and explosions can’t kill him, nothing will!” he added unconcernedly, trying to sound confident.


Tifa remained silent.


“Just give him some time, Teef,” Cid said gently. “He’ll come around sooner or later.”


Tifa smiled, a small, shaky smile, but it was hidden from the pilot since her back was turned to him.


“Thanks, Cid,” she said whispered.


He nodded and cleared his throat sharply. “I’ll, uh… go check on the ‘Shera. Bastards here don’t know nothin’ ‘bout airships.” And with that he beat a hasty retreat into the hallway, shutting the door firmly behind him.


Razana stood leaning against the opposite wall. She still wore the bloody clothes, had made no attempt to remove the dark brown stains on her skin where the blood from the wounded man had fallen on her arms and legs as she helped carry him.


“Why’re you wearin’ those damn things!?” Cid snapped, his shocked mind needing something to vent upon. “Ain’t it bad enough he got nearly got killed on your shit job?”


A cool emerald glance made the words of anger and fear stop dead in his throat, nearly choking him.


The pilot ran a hand through his hair as though he could smooth frayed nerves. “I’m sorry,” he said at length. “I’m ‘fraid I don’t hold up too good in situations like this.”


Razana accepted his apology silently. “I wear it,” she said, spreading her arms to show the bloodstains, “As evidence.”


He gave her a puzzled look. “Evidence of what?”


Behind the heavy wooden door, Tifa fought to retain some composure. Gripping Cloud’s hand so tightly it would’ve been painful had he been awake, Tifa bent over him, staring at the impassive face.


“Cloud?” she whispered, hoping, praying, that he would somehow hear her and open his eyes.


“Cloud, please, wake up. It’s Tifa. Cloud?”


The monitors mapped the thready heartbeat. The oxygen gasped.
Tears burned her eyes. He can’t hear me, she thought. He’s gone, lost, just like at Mideel…


Bending over, she placed a trembling kiss on his forehead, a tear marking its burning path down her face. And, her voice teetering on the edge of breaking, she whispered into his ear, hoping against hope he would hear.


“Come home…”

*

“Come home.”


Cloud opened his eyes at the words that seemed to echo across a vast distance.


A pure blue sky stretched forever above him. A soft wind stirred the long grass and flowers in which he lay, stirred the brown hair of the figure near him that hummed a sweet tune.


Cloud, dazed and disoriented, focused on that brown strand, fluttering on the back of the pink dress…


Recognition hit him, sent his mind reeling. Sitting bolt upright in the tall grass, he stared at the familiar back, questions caroming through his mind, surprise locking his tongue.


The woman continued to pull off the withered petals from the flowers before her, pruning them, oblivious to the bug-eyed stare she was receiving.


Cloud quickly shook off the shock and was about to speak when he was tackled from the side.


“Well look who’s up!” exclaimed an undeniably well-known voice. Cloud felt an arm lock around his shoulders and a hand ruffle his hair roughly. Cloud experienced the unpleasant sensation of his scalp being rubbed off. Unpeeling the constraining arm, holding the wrist firmly, he reached up and grabbed the hand intent on grinding a bald spot. He swung that arm in a wide arc over his head, bringing it to meet the other captive arm. By peering over his shoulder, Cloud could see Zack grinning from ear to ear.


Cloud was floored. “ZACK!?” he sputtered incredulously.
The other man laughed at Cloud’s expression and jerked a hand free, planting a friendly punch on the blonds’ arm. “’Course it’s me, jackass. Who else?” He sat down next to Cloud and threw a companionable arm around him. “Been a long time buddy. Glad to see ya!”


Cloud stared at his surroundings in bewilderment, still trying to determine what had happened and what was going on. His gaze met that of Aerith’s--for indeed that’s who it was--and he was suddenly struck dumb.


She smiled and walked over to him, knelt in the grass and gave him a hug. “It’s good to see you again, Cloud.”


He unaccountably flushed at her embrace. He’d forgotten how beautiful that smile was. One fist tangled in the grass and ripped it up nervously. “Same here,” he said, which was immediately followed by the thought, What a dumb thing to say.


He couldn’t look at Aerith directly, and they both seemed to be waiting for him to say something. Another handful of grass ripped up, shredded.


Zack leaned forward and winked at Aerith. “Dun’t he look cute when he blushes like that?” he drawled in a clearly antagonizing tone.


Aerith laughed and Cloud muttered dire curses under his breath, jabbing Zack in the ribs with his elbow, who only laughed.


A sudden thought occurred to Cloud, one that should’ve been immediately apparent but had been misplaced in the confusing reunion.


“Where… What is this place?” he asked, his gaze sweeping across the rolling landscape. When his eyes settled once more on Aerith, he knew something was wrong. She chewed her lower lip nervously, glancing at Zack in concern.


“Tell me,” Cloud said quietly. He had a suspicion he already knew, though clung to the vain hope that this was all just a dream or vision.


Aerith sighed. “Cloud… your mind has been severed from your body. Your spirit is in the Lifestream; this is where the dead come.”

*

“Whaddya mean ‘someone knew this would happen’?” Cid growled, one hand clenching into a fist.


“Let’s talk somewhere else,” Razana muttered, grabbing the pilot’s elbow and guiding him toward Cloud’s room. She shoved him through the door as he sputtered curses and quickly shut the door behind them.


“You better explain, and fast,” Cid said in dire tones. Razana flashed him a warning glance and he bit down on any more threats. He kept forgetting that here was a woman of unseen power. It wouldn’t do any good to get on her bad side.


“What are you talking about Cid?” came Tifa’s voice as she walked over to join them. Though she was extremely pale, she was calm and composed. “Razana?” she queried.


The red-head sighed. “When we got this assignment, from Coltun Tech, they were a little sketchy on just what kind of ‘dangerous mutated wildlife’ we’d run into. I got the feeling they were hiding something. When I asked around, I managed to find a few reports on some ‘creature’ deep in the forest--it had picked off a few hunters, left their bodies there until a search party found them.


“I should’ve known that Coltun was covering it all up,” Razana sighed, shaking her head at her own naiveté. “At the time I figured the bodies were too…disfigured to tell much about what had happened. I thought I was doing something to help save innocent people… And that Coltun was being dodgy on the details in fear we wouldn’t take the job.”


“But what about newspapers?” Tifa asked. “They must’ve reported something.”


Razana smiled grimly. “Due to the lack of information and the particular gruesome details that were known, there wasn’t much to report on.”


“Buried information,” Cid muttered, his expression darkening.
Razana nodded. “Exactly. But that’s not all. The merc business is pretty tight-knit. And old friend told me that three merc groups had been hired by the same company for this job that had been lost. Utterly wiped out. But this time, there wasn’t a whisper about it in the news.”


“Coltun covering their asses,” Cid growled with a few unrepeatable choice phrases.


“If you knew about this, then why did you accept the job?” Tifa asked suddenly. Fire flickered in the dark eyes now boring at the merc leader. “Why did you go ahead with it when you knew what had happened?”


“Because EndSky is an elite group,” Razana said, meeting Tifa’s fury unflinching. “Only the best are allowed in. If anyone would be able to stop this threat, it’s us.


“Not to mention,” she sighed, “That I only found this all out after I had accepted the job. Seems like Coltun had been following me closely, hushing up any would-be talkers. They were very good at making sure I knew only enough to be interested and that it was for a just cause. After I took the job, they didn’t appear to care if I found out or not. If I defaulted on the contract, EndSky would never be hired again.”


Tifa nodded slowly, understanding. “What about the thing that-that,” Tifa stumbled on the words, her heart suddenly constricting too much for speech.


Razana nodded quickly, knowing what Tifa was trying to say. “Don’t worry, we got the damn thing, but not without a lot of injuries to my men.”


Cid took an involuntary step backwards, alarmed by the look on the woman’s face.


“I never got a chance to warn them--I found most of this information within the last three days. I never expected the attack to come so suddenly; we were nowhere near the other attacks on the hunters!” Razana spat.


“But Coltun knew--their rep kept calling me every day. They knew where it was and they were expecting to see results. Me, my men--all of us lab rats for their experiment!”


Cid opened his mouth to ask what she meant but was cut off by a sudden loud, flat tone of a EKG machine from behind him. The faint sounds of several more alarms fluttered into the air. The three had only a second to stare at the machines surrounding Cloud before the door burst open.


Dr. Oren strode into the room, booming for a crash-cart. Nurses darted to and fro, and one began ushering the group out of the room.


“What’s happening!?” Tifa demanded, resisting the gentle yet firm hands of the nurse guiding her to the door.


“We need you to leave, ma’am,” the nurse said, still pushing Tifa along.


The karateka wouldn’t have it. She wedged her foot against the door frame, and braced her legs, preventing the nurse from pushing her any further.


Tifa peered over the nurse’s shoulder, trying to see what they were doing to Cloud. “What’s--”


‘Happened’ she was about to say, but her voice was lost at the sight of Oren delivering a powerful shock to Cloud, the blonds’ body arcing slightly as each shock sent electrical impulses through muscles. Cloud’s right arm, previously hidden beneath the blanket to hide the red-stained bandages, now dangled limply over the side of the bed, lifeless.


Shock arced through Tifa as a not too dissimilar shock went through Cloud’s body.


With a final push, the nurse forced Tifa from the room, whose firm stance had weakened at the sight.


Tifa stared at the wooden door the nurse had slammed shut, knowing that a team of people were fighting to bring her loved one back.

*

Cloud’s mind reeled with shock at Aerith’s words, unable and unwilling to grasp what she had said. There had been so much he’d been looking forward to in his life, so much that he’d planned! All of those plans and hopes were pale ash now. It was bitter, so very, very bitter to come to this end. He felt a strong urge to cry and punch someone at the same time.


A cold thought struck him.


What would Tifa do when she found the ring he’d bought just days ago?


Tifa…


“But,” he said numbly, “I haven’t finished yet.”


“You’re not really dead,” Aerith rushed to explain, concern for him washing over her visibly. “You see, when you really die, the life-energy--some call it the soul--that makes life is passed on and recycled. But the conscious of a person stays intact forever; it just doesn’t have a…” she groped for a word. “An animating energy to make it manifest physically,” she said finally, enunciating slowly as she chose every word carefully. “See?”


Cloud thought for a moment. “No,” he decided.


She sighed, her hands twisting the folds of her skirt. She knew he wouldn’t. “In short, what you see of me and Zack right now is just the consciousness of ourselves. Our life-energy has moved on because we’ve died.” She stated it off-handedly, as though she were talking about the baking of bread. “But with you… Your conscious has moved to the Lifestream, but your life-energy hasn’t.”


“So…” Cloud thought carefully. “I’m not dead?”


“…No.” This was said with some hesitation. “Not technically. Your body is still alive, it just lacks a mind.”


“What she means, man,” Zack interjected helpfully, “Is that right now, in the uptop, you’re in a coma.”


“What?” Cloud was still trying to process all this.


“Yup!” Zack said cheerfully, one arm looped reassuringly around his friends’ shoulders. “Eating through a tube and peein’ in a pan! Ironic, ain’t it?”


Cloud, in a maelstrom of thoughts, didn’t hear, which was probably most fortunate for Zack. “Then I can go back, right?” he asked tautly. He stared at Aerith. “I can go back.”


“I-I’m… not sure,” she said, slightly taken aback by his intense gaze. She laid a consoling hand upon his arm. “I’m not sure how to get you back, but I do know it’s possible. It’ll take some time to find a way, though.”


“Which means!” Zack said happily. “You’re stuck here for a while. But don’t worry,” his tone suddenly turned serious. “If Aeri says it’s possible, she’ll be the one to find a way. In the meantime,” he sounded cheerful again, “You may as well get used to the place. Come on, I’ll show you around.”


Standing up, Zack gently hauled Cloud to his feet by an arm, and pushed the listless blond before him. Zack looked over his shoulder at Aerith and gave her an encouraging smile. He was glad they’d prepared for this before Cloud had woken up. The man had nearly turned white when he heard the news.


With a sigh, Zack shook these thoughts out of his mind. Keep him occupied. That’d been the plan; keep Cloud too busy to focus on any troubles. Zack and Aerith had seen many people simply seem to fade away as they pined over life and their loved ones. If that happened to Cloud, he’d be lost for good.


“You know,” Zack said, “I’ve gotta show you Rebel.”


“Rebel?” Cloud asked dazedly.


“Yeah, my dog when I was a kid. He got hit by a car.”


“Oh.” Cloud considered this for a moment. “You mean, your dog is..?”


“Fit as a fiddle,” Zack said proudly. “Hold up a sec.” As Cloud dutifully stopped at the top of the hill, Zack put a finger and a thumb to his lips and whistled sharply.


A moment later, he was answered by a loud bark and Zack grinned at the large, shaggy-coated dog bounding its way through the tall grass. The former SOLDIER knelt to administer proper petting and getting his face covered in dog spit in the process. Using the dog’s jubilant greeting as cover, Zack watched Cloud from the corner of his eye.


The blond stood apart from the two, head hanging, shoulders slumped, clearly not caring about Zack or Rebel. He wore the most exquisite expression of acute anguish Zack had ever seen.


Zack frowned. This was getting dangerous. Should this behavior go on much longer, Cloud could become what was known in the afterlife as a lost soul. The world of the living called them ghosts, poltergeists, wraiths, spirits… a hundred names for the same thing. He had to do something to shake Cloud out of this emotional chasm, make him understand that he wasn’t in a prison, but in heaven.


Zack sprang to his feet, pointing at Cloud for the dog. “Get ‘im, Rebel!”


With a resounding woof that made Cloud jump, the dog launched its furry and substantial body at him, knocking him to the ground.
Zack laughed at the sight of Cloud sputtering and cursing as he grappled with the animal. Though he struggled and swore, Cloud could do nothing under the dog’s cheerful assault, who excitedly licked the blonds’ face as he had with Zack. In an act of desperation, Cloud crossed his arms above his face--which only served to ensure they got licked too--and called for help.


His speech impaired by his laughter, Zack finally called off the dog, who backed up a few steps and sat down, tail wagging furiously and tongue lolling happily. Cloud sat up and glared at his friend, doing his best to keep the twitches pulling at his mouth from forming into a smile.


The sight of an irate Cloud with grass clinging to his spit-covered face and arms and in the fringes of his spiky hair while trying to give him a death glare proved too much for Zack. He collapsed to his knees with laughter, slamming a fist onto his knee in his mirth. Cloud, acting the part of indignant offense well, shoved Zack onto his side with a foot. Rebel took this as an invitation to give Zack the same treatment as he had Cloud, and was all over the ex-SOLDIER in a flash, licking him to the fare-thee-well.


Now Zack found himself in the same predicament as Cloud had been in, and this time he wasn’t laughing about it.


It was Cloud’s turn to laugh now, and he did so happily, chucking a pinecone at Zack’s head, which produced a burst of inventive cursing directed at him. Grinning evilly, Cloud snatched up another pinecone waiting for his opening.


A pinecone.


Cloud looked at the innocent seedcase and wondered where it had come from. There were no trees in the vast expanse of flowered plains that Cloud had seen, aside from a large stand far off in the distance, and there certainly weren’t any on the hill Zack had guided him to. Granted, he hadn’t been paying careful attention, but he was positive there hadn’t been any trees.


Slowly following the shadow that hadn’t existed before, Cloud’s eyes met the form of a towering pine tree.


A pinecone pelted his head, which Cloud ignored. He stared at the tree in shock, still holding the pinecone in his hand, forgotten.


“What?” came Zack’s voice as he clambered to his feet to join Cloud. “Haven’t you seen green before?”


“Where the hell did it come from?” Cloud asked, still staring.
Zack snorted as though this were the most stupid question he’d ever heard. “You made it, jackass,” he said.


Now Cloud’s incredulous stare turned to him.


“Oh damn, that’s right,” Zack muttered, running a hand through his hair. “I forgot to tell you.”


“I’m listening,” said Cloud.


“Well, it’s kinda like this,” he began. “The… world around you can be changed by your thoughts.” He waved a hand to indicate the sunny, flower-filled plain around them. “This is Aerith’s favored setting, in case you couldn’t tell.” For some reason, you just appeared here, in her place, when you died or whatever, even though it usually takes weeks for one soul to find another in the Lifestream. He didn’t dare say that out loud though. The implications were enough to give Zack a headache, and Cloud was too insecure in this strange place without throwing that on him.


“So…” Cloud said slowly, trying to make sense of this new information. “I created the tree just by wanting a pinecone to throw at you?”


“Yes,” Zack growled. “As you can see, it’s really easy, though some newbies find it hard to do at first.”


Cloud looked back at the tree. “Huh. Then why isn’t everything changing all the time with all these other people creating their own ‘places’?”


Zack thought over that one for a moment. Aerith had tried to explain it to him before, but he’d found it far too confusing to keep track of. He’d always taken the ability for granted, like breathing, and, like breathing, it was easy if you didn’t think about it.


“It’s… kinda like layers,” Zack began, dredging up faded memories of Aerith telling him something. “Like, Aerith’s place we’re in right now? That’s one layer. If I or you create our own place, that’s another layer completely separate from this one, leaving it intact.” Zack smiled, pleased with himself for having paid attention to one of Aerith’s complicated explanations for once.


“Cool,” was Cloud’s opinion. “So, what’s your ‘place’, or whatever?”
Zack grinned and put a hand on Cloud’s shoulder. “Lemme show you,” he said and they both disappeared.


They reappeared on a tropical island surrounded by turquoise waters. Waves tumbled onto soft white shores and palms trees swayed in soothing breezes. And there, in the midst of towering palms and brilliant jungle flowers, was a miniature skate park.
“This must be your place,” Cloud said wryly, eyeing the skate constructions. “I didn’t even know you had a skateboard.”


Zack shrugged and grinned. “I kinda picked up as a hobby, ya know? I always wanted to learn anyways. Come on, I wanna show you what I can do!” he said. Suddenly, a skateboard appeared in his hand, and he began trotting towards the structures.


Cloud began to follow but hesitated. The enormity of what was happening struck him full force as he watched Zack. Zack, his best--and only--friend he’d ever had. The man who gave him all his fighting skills. The man who had given his very life to protect him.
And here he was, doing one-hand-plant-stands on a skateboard with his dog barking at him wildly.


A wave of guilt came over Cloud. “A lot of good I’ve done,” he mumbled to himself. Had he even thanked the man? No. Had he ever made it known to Zack’s parents what had happened to their son? Again, no. For that matter, had he let the world know what sacrifice Aerith had made? No. He’d stayed silent about it, to consumed with his own problems to consider his debts.


“Watch this!” Zack cried. He crouched low on the skate board as it plummeted down the steep curve, and when it shot into the air, he managed to make it spin two full turns before it came down again.
His landing wasn’t perfect though. The board wobbled and Zack crashed, rolling down the curve and lying on his back at the bottom. The skateboard gently slid back down and bumped him in the arm. Zack muttered a curse.


Smiling, Cloud walked over and pulled Zack to his feet. “I almost had it that time,” Zack mumbled as he brushed himself off.


Cloud nodded. “That move was pretty great.”


Zack grinned. He hadn’t shown Aerith yet, fearing she would laugh, and he greatly valued this praise.


“Here, I can teach you!” he said, handing Cloud a skateboard that materialized in his hands. He started to make for the top of the ramp again but Cloud stopped him.


He turned. “Yeah?”


“Zack… I want to apologize.”


Zack tilted his head, his expression clearly asking what he was going on about.


“I never really thanked you for everything you did--” Cloud began, but Zack cut him off with a wave of his hand and a smile.


“Forget it man. It’s cool.”


“No, it isn’t,” Cloud said firmly. He looked away, unable to meet his friends’ gaze. “If it hadn’t been for me, you wouldn’t have died,” he said softly.


He felt an arm loop over his shoulder and heard Zack chuckle. “Cloud, I would’ve died anyways. All the armies of Shinra were after us, for crying out loud. Heck, if you wanna look at it this way, because I got whacked, you lived and you saved the world… how many times now?”


“Twice,” Cloud mumbled, still not looking at him.


“Twice! But if you didn’t survive because I hadn’t died to save you, then you could never have done that. So, in effect, that means I saved the world twice!” Zack visibly swelled with pride. “That, by my reckoning, gives a guy a lot to brag about.”


Cloud mumbled something unintelligible.


Zack ruffled the blonds’ hair. “Besides, I took down dozens of ‘em with me, didn’t I? Best way to go out.” He paused. “You didn’t kill me, Cloud. And I’m not sorry about what happened. Neither should you.”


Cloud sighed imperceptibly as relief washed over him. He had feared what Zack might have said to him. Though the guilt hadn’t been consuming as it had in the past, it still nagged him sometimes. He cautiously glanced at the raven-haired man. “Really?”


“Really,” Zack said, smiling.


Cloud returned the smile and opened his mouth to say something when the agony lanced through his body.


“What’s wrong!?” Zack shouted as the man began to collapse. “Cloud!”


The blond couldn’t answer, his mouth open in a silent scream. He fell to the floor and writhed in terrific pain against muscles at half-responded in painful spasms.


“What’s wrong?!” Zack shouted desperately, trying to help his friend but having no idea what to do.


Through the haze of pain, Cloud wondered the same thing.

*

Tifa stared at a small white bag she held the nurses had handed her hours ago but had been forgotten since then. It held within it all of Cloud’s possessions that had been on his person when he first arrived. Since it didn’t look like he’d be going anywhere soon, they had given this to her.


She hadn’t opened it yet. There was no good reason for why she shouldn’t, but it felt to her that if she did open it, it would be acknowledging that Cloud would never wake up. That he’d be stuck here forever.


She hugged the white bag to her chest and closed her eyes. Come home, she thought again, calling silently into the dark.


A hand patted her on the shoulder, and she looked up into Cid’s lopsided smile. She smiled back and looked away, sighing.


Just then, Dr. Oren walked through the doorway, and the three jumped at the sight. All of them had been kept away from Cloud’s room for over an hour.


At the sight of them, Oren frowned slightly and shook his head and swiftly swept through the waiting room, clearly going somewhere important. Sighing in unison, they sat down again.


“Wonder what’s goin’ on,” Cid wondered aloud.


“Probably just cleaning the room,” Razana said suddenly. The other two jumped at the sound of her voice. The merc had been silent since Cloud had flatlined.


She smiled down at the two, for she was unable to sit down do to her bloody clothes. “Or just changing bandages,” she added.


Her suggestion made sense, and Tifa was inclined to believe it. Her spirits brightened a little. Maybe she was just jumping at shadows.


“Razana,” Tifa said softly. “Earlier you said the company was using EndSky as lab rats. What did you mean by that?”


Razana glanced around the room to make sure they were alone. Seeing only a few loners scattered at the far end of the waiting room she spoke, but so quietly, Tifa and Cid had to strain to hear her.


“I’ve fought for a long time, Tifa. I’ve seen war and I’ve witnessed firsthand Shinra’s little experiments. Had to clean up a lot of them too. Those things--monsters--were freaks of nature, mutated animals without any purpose. Shinra made them just to see if they could. But that thing we fought out there… that wasn’t any damn freak of nature.”


Cid felt the blood drain from his face. “You mean…?”


“Someone made that damn thing. I’ve never seen anything that could camouflage like that. And I never saw a lizard with insect legs either.”


Tifa understood. “Genetic engineering.”


Razana nodded. “And it isn’t any coincidence that Coltun is an company specializing in experimental medicine.”


“Dear gods,” Cid said through bloodless lips.


“It just occurred to me,” the redhead said, “To check the financial news. Apparently, Coltun excepted a contract from that big weapons company, Anvil. No details. Cutting edge technology. And only one, small, report on the whole thing.”


“You think someone needed a new weapon, and Anvil got Coltun to make it for them,” Tifa said grimly.


The merc nodded. “And Coltun tested their little pet in a ‘real-world environment’ to make sure it worked.” She snorted. “Guess they got their answer.”


Tifa looked down at the white bag she still held. It was then she felt the rage, absolute and bitter, stirring within. She pulled her cell phone out of her pocket, a plan slowly starting to form.


“When is that Coltun rep coming? The one you said would be arriving,” Tifa asked in a flat monotone.


Razana looked down at her, but saw only the back of her bowed head. “About an hour.”


“Good. I want to have a word with him.”

*

“Come home.”


Cloud’s eyes fluttered open as he heard the words again, echoing faintly. He was afforded the view of Aerith and Zack bending over him concernedly, and a coolness on his forehead indicated Aerith’s gentle touch as she knelt beside him. He was dimly aware that he was back in Aerith’s place again, and this time it was night.


“Hey buddy! You scared the shit out of there for a moment!” said Zack. A glance at the man’s face and it was obvious he was sick with worry. Deep lines creased his youthful face and he nervously fiddled with a stalk of grass.


“What happened?” Cloud meant to ask, but it came out as a croak.
Aerith, anticipating his question, could only shrug in reply. “I don’t know. You… flickered for a moment.” She frowned, dark lines lightly etched on her delicate features by the action.


“Flickered?” Cloud asked as he tried to push himself up. It only sent shards of remembered pain spiking through him and he let himself fall with a groan.


Aerith put her hand on his burning forehead again and frowned. Here, in the spirit world, there should be no pain, no fever, unless a spirit wished to feel it. Something more was happening here beyond her immediate comprehension. Was it possible…


Zack, seeing her absorbed in thought, nudged her with his elbow.
“What?” she said, coming out of her thoughtful trance. “Oh! Um, yes flickered. I think in the living world, someone tried to bring you back to life.”


An interrogative grunt came from Cloud.


Zack embellished upon her explanation. “Someone shocked you in the uptop. And you were feeling the effects.”


“Is it going to happen again?” Cloud asked, reaching up to rub his pounding head. His hand met Aerith’s.


“Don’t think so,” Zack said. “You feeling better any?” he asked anxiously.


“No,” Cloud said. He closed his eyes to the spinning world around him and felt weariness settle in. He didn’t move his and hand from Aerith’s. “Just tired,” he mumbled, his own words sounding distant.


“Tired?” Zack repeated, puzzled. In the spirit world, no sleep was required unless one truly wanted to sleep.


His question was unanswered though; Cloud had already fallen fast asleep.


The former SOLDIER cast a puzzled glance at Aerith, who only shook her head, indicating they should be quiet. Zack nodded and moved off to a hill a little ways away. Aerith gently disengaged her hand from Cloud’s and quietly followed him.


Zack was already nervously pacing when Aerith reached him. She already knew what he would say, and he dutifully spouted the words the minute she was near.


“He’s still connected to the living world.”


The Ancient nodded, biting her lip worriedly. “I know.”


“He doesn’t belong here. It’s too early.”


Aerith said nothing, her anxious gaze darting at random as she viewed the many implications this might have. Zack watched her reaction intently. At length, she turned away.


“You don’t possibly think you can keep him here!?” Zack shouted.
Aerith winced, motioning for him to stay quiet. “No, of course not. I just…” she trailed off.


Zack waited. When she remained silent, he quietly spoke, resignedly. “So that’s the way it is then.”


Aerith jerked, shocked by his words. She spun around and threw her arms around him in a fierce hug, burying her face in his shirt. “No, no it isn’t like that, Zack. I swear!”


Zack returned the embrace comfortingly, at ease now with his fears banished. Aerith would never lie to him. They stayed that way for a while, lending each other their strength.


Finally, Zack broke the silence. “Why not make him go back then? Is there a way?”


Aerith sighed and pulled away from him slightly. “Yes there is a way, but--”


“It isn’t guaranteed and you’re afraid he’ll be lost,” he finished.


She nodded grimly.


Zack sighed. “Then what do we do?”


“…I think we should let him decide. It’s his risk after all. And there’s a better chance he’ll find his way back if he’s willing.”


“And in the meantime…?”


“Just act normal. Show him around the place for a while, the things he can do.” The comforts of life here if he can’t leave. The last went unspoken, but they both heard the words clearly.


They both knew that if Cloud began believe he was trapped in a prison, he’d be lost to both the worlds of living and dead. Forever.

*

Tifa knew Cloud still lived when Oren strode up to her with a comforting smile a few hours later.


“He’s finally been stabilized,” he assured her and behind her Cid muttered a heartfelt prayer interwoven with several choice curses. “As was suspected, the venom was the cause. He’s fine for now.”


Tifa let out a sigh of relief. “Can I see him now?”


Oren shook his head. “Not at the moment, I’m afraid. Ms. Lockheart, I’m afraid I have some bad news as well.” He paused, allowing Tifa to brace herself. “The venom is still in his system. He’s stable… but only for the moment. If this continues much longer, his body will shut down entirely.”


“What are you saying?” Tifa asked, struggling to speak around the lump in her throat.


He looked her right in the eye and said calmly, “If an effective cure cannot be found soon, he will die.”


Tifa slowly sank back into her chair, shocked eyes staring sightlessly at nothing. Oren put a friendly hand on her shoulder.


“I’m sorry I have to tell you this, but I thought you’d want to know the truth instead of hearing lies.”


Tifa closed her eyes and nodded, biting her lip, trying to use pain to control her raging emotions. “Yes. Th-thank you, Dr. Oren,” she gasped.


“Excuse me, doctor,” Razana said politely. “There’s something I need to tell Ms. Lockheart.”


“Of course,” he said, smiling sadly, and walked off to make himself busy.


Razana waited for Tifa to regain her composure. The karateka sat in the chair, head bowed, grappling with the news Oren had just given her. When she felt a bit in control again, she turned to the merc. “What is it?”


“The Coltun rep will be here in about two minutes. I thought you might want to speak to him first.” Her green eyes swept around the room. “Without so many onlookers,” she added pointedly.


Tifa understood perfectly. With a grim, hate-filled smile, she stood, handing the white bag to Cid. “Let’s go meet him.”


Razana nodded, wearing a smile of her own, and led Tifa to the hospital’s back parking lot. Cid trotted behind them, curious to see what Tifa intended to do.


Tifa’s stride grew more determined as she walked, the power deep within slowly surfacing. An innate sixth sense made people aware of the strange aura of strength surrounding her, and the busy hallways parted in awe of the passing heroine.


Tifa pushed through the last set of door and welcomed the chill night breeze. She paused outside the doorway, closing her eyes and tilting her face to the wind, allowing it to wrap her. The cold silk of the wind soothed her inner turmoil, sharpened her focus.


“There he is,” Razana said in undertone.


Tifa opened her eyes to witness a sleek black car glide into this dark part of the lot. The yellow beams of headlights cut through the night, and the engine purred quietly as the car came near. The car rolled into the light from the hospital entrance and stopped, the engine cutting off. A pock-faced young man jumped out of the drivers seat and scurried around to the other side and opened the back door for the person within.


A polished black shoe emerged onto the concrete, quickly followed by a square-jawed man in a blue suit. His broad shoulders stiffened when he saw Tifa, but he accorded her with nothing more than a cool glance before turning to Razana.


“You must be Firestorm,” he said disdainfully.


“I am,” said Razana. With her back to the light, her expression was hidden in shadow. The rep frowned, displeased, but continued.
“The accusations you have made are very serious, and Coltun will take action against you if you even suggest to the press anything you’ve said.”


“Threats already? Does this mean all of my ‘accusations’ are true?”
The man studied her. “Coltun is a large corporation that serves many purposes. We cannot allow the public into believing the ridiculous rants of paranoid thugs--”


Tifa saw Razana’s hands clench into fists.


“--such as yourself. Our public image is important. People must have confidence in Coltun to have confidence in our products.


“Besides,” and he smiled wryly, “If you were to go to the press with such a remarkably delusional tale, the subsequent investigation would doubtlessly reveal the lack of any evidence whatsoever to support your claims. Such an unfortunate incident would mean the ruin of EndSky’s modest reputation.”


“That so?” She shifted slightly, allowing the light above the entrance to illuminate the dark red stains covering her clothes and smeared on her arms and face. “The press might think differently if they know I’m wearing the blood of a hero.”


The rep was taken aback by the sight of the blood-covered woman, but he swiftly regained his composure and his eyes narrowed dangerously. Tifa could almost see calculations zipping through his mind as he assessed this unforeseen card that Razana had played.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about.”


“I mean your little pet project has put a Hero of Meteor in critical condition. I wonder what Coltun will say when the photos of its creation appear on newspapers worldwide? That’s right,” Razana said, smirking at the look of growing unease on the rep’s face. “We killed your pet. How will Coltun explain away the fact that three other mercenary groups that you hired have been killed by this creature?”


For a moment the rep looked alarmed, but it was quickly banished, replaced with a look of cool amusement. “I’ve already heard your… fantastical speculations about Coltun using mercenaries as ‘lab rats.’” He smiled sardonically. “For no other reason to humor you, let’s say this is true. That Coltun has been using mercenaries for an experiment. And you, who’ve barely survived the encounter, dares to threaten us?” He chuckled.


“Mercenaries are expendable. They die all the time. If one more group goes missing, then no on will notice, or even care. We know this is nothing more than a fabricated lie to try and weasel out more money. But Coltun is keeps it’s deals, even if others,” he sniffed pointedly, “Do not hold up their end of the bargain. But for that, we are understanding. We’ll gladly cover any medical bills for the injuries EndSky has suffered. We only owe you that much for your superb services.” His patronizing tone grated on Razana’s nerves, and she ground her teeth in frustration. She racked her brain for something to say, something to make him slip and admit something.


Tifa, silent throughout the entire exchange, could stay silent no longer. “I want to make a deal with you.” Her voice crackled through the night like breaking ice.


For the first time since he arrived, the rep studied her, looking her up and down. He clearly didn’t recognize her, swathed in shadows as she was.


“What kind of deal could you possibly offer?” he asked at length.


“My friend has been poisoned by your pet.” She cut of his greased words with a slash of her hand. “Don’t lie to me!” she snarled, the ferocity in her voice making him take a step back.


It took Tifa a few seconds to reign in her anger. “You may be able to talk your way out of the gas chamber, but that isn’t going to stop us from going to the press anyway. Now, if my friend doesn’t get the antivenom soon, he’ll die. Get the antidote, and we won’t say anything about this to the press. Your precious public image will stay intact.”


The rep regarded her shrewdly, silently applauding her manipulation. If he agreed to give her the antivenom, that would be openly admitting to their extraordinarily accurate assumptions. If he denied it, however, they would go to the press, and that was an animal best left sleeping. She’d neatly driven him into a corner. But, though she was good, he’d been doing this kind of thing for a living for several long years. He knew all the tricks of the trade and long learned that denying either option left the enemy without anywhere else to go.


“I’m sorry for your friend, miss,” the rep said, and he even managed to look slightly consoling. He looked more mocking than sympathetic, however. “But I’m afraid Coltun cannot provide a miracle. But we are generous to those that have served us so well. Here.” He tucked a business card into her pocket when it was clear she wouldn’t take it from him. “In recompense for your loss, Coltun will pay for the funeral. But I suggest you go back to your family. Nothing will save your friend, even if your little story were true.”
He smiled at the two women, who were stunned by his insincere humility. “Now if you excuse me, I believe our business here has been concluded.” He turned towards the car.


The mention of family only jabbed painfully in Tifa. Right now, her family was in a coma. This man’s slick words had mocked everything she held dear, stolen her hope away and quietly laughed at her inability to do anything about it.


And Coltun would kindly pay for the funeral.


Perhaps if he hadn’t mentioned a family, perhaps if he’d recognized Tifa, perhaps if he’d known how desperate she was, he would’ve given her the antivenom instead of antagonizing her. Perhaps then, he would’ve left unscathed.


Perhaps.


At that moment, however, Tifa snapped. Her face twisting into a mask of fury, she raised one fist and brought it down on the front bumper of the black car the rep had come in. The car’s rear end sprang into the air, recoiling from the blow. For a second, the car hung in the air, all four tires off the ground.


Tifa coiled like a viper--then her entire body seemed to snap toward the car, moving so quickly she was a blur. The car was sent spinning off into the night, bouncing wildly across the vacant lot, rolling and rolling and rolling, the lights dancing crazily as the car bounced over the concrete to the sound of screeching metal. Razana and the Coltun rep stared, open-mouthed, at the incredible display of power.


But Tifa wasn’t done.


Faster than the eye could follow, she snatched up the rep and flung him against the wall of the hospital, and he limply slid down three feet before her hand caught his throat. His eyes bulged and he weakly thrashed as he fought for air. A squeak of terror was all that escaped past Tifa’s fingers as he finally recognized the woman for the heroine she truly was.


A click alerted her to movement from behind and her feet lashed out, slapping the gun out of the young driver’s hand then whipping across his face. He fell bonelessly to the ground.


Tifa turned back to the rep--rapidly turning blue--tightening her iron grip as he struggled. “You’ll get me that antivenom by morning,” she snarled. “If you don’t, and my Cloud dies…” She lifted him off the wall, held him by his throat before her, his feet dangling. “Then the gravediggers will have two holes to make that day! You understand?”
The rep managed to give a barely perceptible nod.


“Say it!” Tifa growled, flexing her fingers into his throat.


“I-I w-will give you the a-a-antivenom,” he choked.


Satisfied, Tifa tossed him away as she would a filthy rag, and he landed with a solid thud. One hand on his throat, he stared at the woman towering before him in pure terror.


“Go!” Tifa all but shrieked at him. “I don’t care how you get it, but you better have it in three hours!”


The rep scrambled to his feet, staggered, and started running, the front of his pants turning dark as his terror overrode any compunctions of hygiene. Though he ran fast enough to impress an Olympian, her word’s followed him for a long time.


“…Nothing will stop me! You hear me! You don’t know who you’re dealing with!!”



Tifa stopped her furious shouting when the rep had disappeared from view. For a long while, the silence of the night was broken only by her labored breathing as she fought to catch her breath.
“Did you get all that, Reeve?” she asked suddenly.


Reeve, former head of construction, and now owner of The Cutting Edge--a popular newspaper praised for its superb investigative journalism--stepped out of the shadows. In his hand he held a tape recorder.


“Every word,” he said.


Tifa nodded, still breathing heavily. “Good,” she said, then turned to the stunned Razana. She smiled weakly and gave a sickly laugh--it was either that or cry. “So… think I scared him?”
 
Okay, so I know it's nearly been a month since I posted here, but I wanted to assure any and all readers that I've not stopped this piece! It's just that exams and graduation is really causing hell for me over here and writing is coming slow. Rest assured, however, that I'm still writing. I hope to have an update for everyone before this month is out.
 
First of, sorry for not commenting for so long ._. I was just in my own creative crisis core.
Secondly, this chapter was truly amazing! Ohh, Tifa rocks! It surprised me though that Cloud the Invincible was hit by some lab creature but uh, it's just plot-moving device, isn't it?
The Lifestream conception appealed to me, I was imagining it approximately the same. However, it looks a little bit simplified.
Still, there is a question. Is the Black Lifestream going to be depicted? Like, people are still suffering from Geostigma...
Anyway, good luck to you! Hope the following chapter will be as wonderful as this one!
And finally, sorry for my English...
 
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Ah, thank you Catis! It's okay, I know what it's like when you get caught up in a writing roll! Lol, and yes, Cloud the 'Invicible' was hit by a lab creature because, even though he's a hero, he's still mortal. Even in AC, he does bleed and was likewise mortally wounded. :P And you're right, it is mostly a plot thing too!

And, O Observant Reader, you're absolutely correct about the Lifestream! It is a LOT more complicated, but Zack and Aerith just aren't telling Cloud about it, lol. But there won't be any Black Lifestream--the planet has created an effective weapon against the Jenova infestation and has purged it from the system, if you will allow the analogy. So, in effect, Jenova is a thing of the past. Anyone still suffering from Geostigma simply haven't stood in the rain yet or gotten to a place with the water in need to be cured. That's how I figured it anywho. :P Thank you for your questions!

And finally: Part six is all done and reviewed to perfection (at least as perfect as 10 editings can make it). Sorry it took so darn long to get up but it's 22 pages long, the longest part so far. I'm really quite satisfied with how this turned out, and I tried to stay as true to the characters as possible but not staying in that unsavory emo-ditch the usually get stuck in in a lot of fics and other stuff. So! It's a long read, but I hope you enjoy.

Part Six: Through The Looking Glass

Coltun turned over the antivenom within little over an hour, and Tifa watched anxiously as it was carefully administered. Within minutes the erratic heartbeat steadied and fell into a strong, rhythmic pattern. For the first time since before Razana’s fateful call, Tifa smiled.

Tifa determined that she would wait for Cloud to recover. There was no doubt in her mind that he would, now that the antivenom had been given. She kindly thanked Cid and said he didn’t have to stay. She went to the hotel nearest the hospital, got a room, and waited.

She was not alone in her vigil--Razana also decided to stay, claiming she had business in Junon to attend to. Though it was a poor excuse, it discreetly deflected any questions, and Tifa didn’t pry. She was grateful for the company and wasn’t worried about her business; Seventh Heaven Inn was being taken care of by her very able assistant managers, and Barret had promised to take care of the kids. Tifa, confident that Cloud would soon wake, patiently waited.

And waited.

And waited.

A month gone, Tifa could no longer put off her duties. She had the blond transferred to a hospital in Edge and once more took up her role as the most popular bartender in the world. She didn’t complain about the work or the bills or the stress of the contract for the restaurant chain. She wanted Cloud to open his eyes to a life he’d be happy to see, not a huge mess caused on his part.

During all this, Reeve had launched a full-scale war of scrutiny on Coltun. Within three weeks, the company’s products were openly shunned. In a week soon after, a former employee, tired of the harsh treatment under Coltun due to the stressful investigation, came out and spilled several nasty secrets. Another week later, when it was confirmed that the company had been responsible for gravely wounding Cloud Strife, a Hero of Meteor, Coltun received its death-sentence. People were outraged. The media activity concerning Coltun that had been merely a bad storm now turned into a full blown hurricane with a plague or two thrown in for the bargain.

The company soon found itself forcibly being shut down by multiple governments. For many, it was a great victory. Razana and the rest of EndSky celebrated joyously, and became heroes in the eyes of the public. Tifa, Barret, Cid and the others were also highly praised and their already considerable status grew further. The Cutting Edge was hailed as the most superb newspaper of its time, and sales skyrocketed.

But for one person, it was an empty victory.

Every day Tifa awoke and went about her job and every night she huddled in her bed. The days grew shorter. Snow piled high. Her close friends continued to visit her, but such occasions grew further and further apart.

The contract for the international chain of Seventh Heaven went through, and soon all the works were going up around Tifa. Business boomed, and soon Tifa could’ve moved out and bought five houses if she wanted to. She didn’t see the point.

Cloud had left for the EndSky job at high summer. By the time Coltun went down, it was early spring.

Questions of her well-being were constantly rising as Tifa’s friends watched her spiral deeper into melancholy.

Tifa curled up in her bed one night, her thoughts heavy. She didn’t mind being alone. It’s temporary, she always reminded herself. Cloud would come back. She had to believe that. No, what made her feel like this was a simple thing, something no one had ever known.

She hugged her knees to her chest and sighed. If it took one hundred years, she would wait for Cloud. There was no one else she could ever love. But…

Across from her, illuminated in a pool of weak moonlight on the nightstand, stood a framed picture. A snapshot of herself and Cloud grinned at the world from behind a pane of glass.

Tifa sighed and closed her eyes. She had hoped for a family…

*

Long after Cloud had fully recovered from his ‘flickering’ ordeal, Zack came to him with an irresistible offer.

“Cloud, it’s time for you to make your own plane. Place. Thingy,” Zack said.

Cloud raised one thin eyebrow. “Which one? A plane, place, or thingy?”

“Shaddup, you know what I mean,” Zack mock snarled, playfully punching Cloud in one shoulder.

The blond laughed and fended off another hand meant to ruffle his hair. “Okay, okay, but seriously, how do I make my own place?”

“It’s easy, really. Remember how you made that tree and that pinecone?” Zack glowered at him and Cloud grinned unrepentantly.

“Yeah, I remember.”

“Well, it’s pretty much the same thing. Just think ‘I want to make a place for me’ and one will be made.”

Cloud gave him a skeptical look. “That’s it?”

“That’s it!” Zack smiled. “Go on, try it.”

Still doubtful, Cloud tried. He though furiously, silently screaming his thoughts into the flowery field around them.

Nothing happened.

“You’re making fun of me, aren’t you?” Cloud accused.

Zack laughed and shook his head. “No, no, I’m not. Honest!” he cried, raising his right hand when Cloud continued to eye him with suspicion. “Maybe you should close your eyes. Newbies find it easier that way. Oh, and don’t try and announce it to the whole world--just think it to yourself and it’ll appear. I swear.”

After a few moments of scrutiny, Cloud determined that Zack was telling the truth. “You do anything while I’m not looking and I swear I’ll plant a pinecone up your ass.”

As Zack burst into laughter and tossed a few friendly taunts of him liking to see Cloud try, the swordsman closed his eyes and thought hard.

He blocked out the wind around him, the sun shining down from the sky and the scent of wildflowers. In the darkness of his thoughts, he thought quietly, I want a place for me. He had no idea how long he stayed that way until a low whistle came from Zack. Cloud opened his eyes.

Before him stretched a rough land full of towering pines and short gray-green grass. The rough, rocky terrain gave way to enormous mountains on the horizon, their tips shrouded in mist. A cool, sharp wind blew through the air, a wind that carried on it the promise of a million adventures, but only for those strong enough to be able to plunge into fathomless darkness and come out again. Far in the distance, a wolf gave the hunting cry to its kin and a bear roared as it defended its territory.

This was a place of solitude and quiet strength. This was a place where only the toughest and strongest of a tough, strong breed could survive. This was a place of mystery and excitement, a land that would wrap you up in its arms and always provide a home, a rough, dangerous home perhaps, but the best kind that had ever existed.

It also stirred some thoughts about Vikings, Zack mused.

“Dude, this place is awesome,” Zack said, hushed.

Cloud just stared, jaw sagging, at the place around him. A rough, eager shaking on his shoulder jolted him from his stunned reverie.

“Come on!” Zack said excitedly. “Let’s go explore!”


Hours later, the two friends collapsed against the bole of a huge tree, laughing, trying to catch their breath. They had just escaped the fury of a large grizzly bear when Cloud had dared Zack to go up and slap it on the rump when it wasn’t looking.

“I can’t believe you did it!” Cloud laughed for the hundredth time.
Zack snorted and shook his head, weakly pounding one fist on his knee. “You should’ve seen your face…. Oh dear gods, you should’ve seen your face!” he repeated.

The two could do nothing for a while but laugh at each other’s daring and stupidity, though they certainly didn’t know which they were laughing at at the time.

Zack, having somewhat caught his breath, reached over and dropped a hand on Cloud’s shoulder. “Come on, Aerith wanted us to come back and tell her what happened,” he said, still shaking his head and chuckling.

The image of Cloud’s area faded away into the image of Aerith’s flower-filled home. Within a few heartbeats, the two were sitting in the flowery field dotted with a few groves of trees. The only thing out of place was the towering tree the two had been leaning on which had also been transferred along with them.

In the distance, bathed in the red-gold light of the setting sun, Aerith was playing an intense game of tag with the spirits of several children. Aerith, though dead, was far from inactive, going out in the Lifestream to guide the souls of young children to a place of safety, usually where the anxious souls of relatives would be waiting. Such young minds were often too scared and confused to understand what was happening to them, and could drift, lost, in the Lifestream for centuries until found. But Soul Seekers, as they were called, would go out and find these lost souls and bring them to the light. As a result, many of these grateful children would come visit Aerith, who never tired of the company.

They watched as the group and Aerith ran about in crazy patterns, Zack’s dog barking and chasing, snapping playfully at a few heels as he went by.

One kid, laughing wildly, had looked back to make sure Aerith wasn’t too close when he ran right into Rebel. His mouth in a surprised “O” the child fell over the dog face first into some daisies. Aerith raced up to him and tagged him on the shoulder, squeaking “You’re it!” and dashing away.

Spitting white petals, the boy scrambled to his feet and zoomed after the nearest group of children, who scattered before him.

“Zack, you are a lucky man,” Cloud said, smiling.

“Yeah… She’s something special,” Zack said, sounding distant. Glancing over at him, Cloud saw the dead SOLDIER wearing a unusually tender smile as he watched the scene. Smiling, Cloud turned his attention back to the game of tag.

Aerith, who’d just spotted the two men, came to a halt and waved at them, grinning. The two waved back. The flower girl looked over the game to make sure she was safe for a moment then opened her mouth to shout something to the two friends when she was pushed in the hip by the kid that had been ‘it’.

But Aerith was good at the game--one hand automatically whipped out to tap the youngster on the head but the little girl was faster, dodging beneath the hand and running madly. Aerith gave chase one again.

Cloud and Zack both laughed at the sudden turn of events and continued to watch from their vantage point. After a moment, Zack suddenly spoke, as if having just registered what Cloud had said earlier.

“Hey, I’m not the only lucky one you know,” he said, giving Cloud a meaningful look and a nudge.

“Tifa?” Cloud asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Who else, you dweeb?”

Cloud grinned and looked down at the piece of grass he absently fiddled with. He smiled faintly as he thought of the dark-haired karateka. She must be worried sick about him. He couldn’t blame her--he was worried himself.

A sudden twinge of guilt struck its painful cord within him. This was the first time he’d even thought of Tifa for the two weeks he’d been here and she was probably pulling her hair out in concern over him! He was having fun while she was stuck, waiting.

Not for the first time in his life, Cloud truly felt like an indecent pile of shit.

What shreds of dignity he had left suddenly rallied together and demanded that a belated action be made. Though it appeared that simple love and caring had motivated him, Cloud knew it was simply the sharp kick of guilt making him do it. That, of course, made him feel even more guilty, but he asked the question anyway. “Can I see her?”

Zack cocked an puzzled eye at the blond. “What?”

“You know. I wanna see Tifa.”

Zack’s expression took on further tones of bewilderment. “How’d you even know about that?”

Cloud shrugged, smiling wryly. “I figured there had to be some way you and Aerith always know how to find me.”

The former SOLDIER thought this over. He apparently approved of the logic for he gave one nod a moment later. “I was hoping to surprise you with that trick,” Zack muttered as he scooted over to sit next to Cloud.

“Okay, here’s the deal,” Zack said, hands on his knees. “It’s really easy, but it helps if you have something to project the image on. Something like a mirror or any kind of flat surface. So, make a mirror.”

Cloud obligingly summoned a mirror, roughly a square foot in shape.

“Good!” Zack said approvingly. “Now, just concentrate on Tifa and then…” He shrugged. “It’s like watching a movie. You just have to keep concentrating.”

Cloud nodded and began to narrow his focus onto the one person he wanted to see when a sudden thought occurred to him. “Hey, wait a minute. What if she’s… in the shower or something?” He eyed Zack suspiciously, who was already looking over Cloud’s shoulder expectantly.

Zack grinned and slapped him on the back. “Then it’ll be a good day, eh buddy?”

Cloud couldn’t help but chuckle at the man’s ridiculous suggestion but continued in earnest. “Seriously man, don’t look until I tell you to, okay?”
“What!? Are you really gonna deny me so fine a pleasure?”

“What would Aerith do if she found out?” Cloud swiftly countered. This heretofore unforeseen possibility abruptly stopped Zack’s swiftly constructed excuses.

“Good point,” Zack said, clapping the palms of his hands over his eyes.

Smirking, Cloud swiftly checked to make sure Zack wasn’t peeking, then turned his full attention towards the mirror, bending his legs halfway towards him to prop up the mirror more comfortably. The surface of the mirror swirled and began to form shapes, as though the blond held a window into a another world. It did, he had to admit, look as though he were watching a movie being projected onto the mirror he held.

As the smoky image solidified on the glass, Cloud gave Zack the all clear. They both watched as Tifa entered Cloud’s room at the Seventh Heaven Inn.

***

The door to Cloud’s room swung open silently, sending the motes of dust swirling gently through the air. Tifa slowly stepped inside, shutting the door behind her back as quietly as she had opened it.

The room hadn’t been touched since Cloud had left. This was the first time she’d entered it since then. So still was the air Tifa hardly dared to breathe, fearful of disrupting the fragile remnants of his memory.

Not memory, she firmly reminded herself. It’s just temporary… He’ll come…
She left the thought unfinished, too weary of her own blatant denial of the truth. It was hard enough acting the part for the kids. She didn’t have the strength to continue pretending for herself anymore.

Without thinking, she crossed the room and opened the closet. Here was the entirety of Cloud’s wardrobe, which was miniscule in its variation. She smiled as she recalled the time she’d pushed Cloud to put some variety in his clothing. “But this way I don’t have to worry about what I should wear” he’d said, grinning slyly. “Besides, if I ever ruin a shirt, it’ll never be missed and no one will know!”

She had laughed then.

She delicately lifted a heavy blue shirt from its hanger and hugged it close to her, closing her eyes and rubbing her cheek on the soft fabric. Several memories rushed over her suddenly… hugging Cloud in the church with people all around… him catching her at the party the day after… lying on the bed together as they listened to the rain all afternoon…

Tifa carefully placed the shirt back on its hanger and shut the closet door. As she turned, her elbow knocked into the small bookshelf that held numerous volumes on materia, weapons, enchantments, magicka applications, and motorcycle maintenance. One of the many picture frames balanced on top fell over from the impact.

Tifa picked the picture up and gently wiped the dust away from the glass.

The picture itself was of her and Cloud, with him carrying her piggyback. It came from Yuffie’s birthday party, in which everyone capable had been forced to participate in a couples race. A ridiculous race, the kind that made you run with a beach ball between your knees or wear a ludicrous hat and feather boa. One criteria had been for one partner to carry the other throughout the race.

“Remember the looks on their faces when we won?” Tifa whispered, a smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. Blood thick with the nervous excitement of competition, Cloud had unthinkingly swept Tifa into a long victorious kiss when they’d been declared as the winners. How everyone had gaped! No one had know about the goings-on between the two before that moment. The feather boa he wore during the last stretch of the race had tickled her chin when he kissed her. Then, completely ignoring the open-mouthed, bug-eyed stares directed at them, he had whispered into her ear, “Next time, you get carry me.”

The picture resumed its previous position on the bookshelf.

Absently running her fingers over the book spines, Tifa went to the bed and sat down. On the end of the bookshelf facing her sat a small model of some classic motorcycle, a part of Cloud’s collection hobby. Knowing how meticulously clean he kept all his models, Tifa automatically took it off the shelf and dusted it on her half-skirt, her thoughts wandering…

…Riding behind Cloud on Fenrir, the wind whipping through her hair. Cloud glancing at her, grinning, before the black and gold bike suddenly reared up on one wheel. Tifa shrieking in terror and tightening her grip on him, feeling the rumble of his laughter as she crushed herself against his back…
Tifa hurriedly put the model back in its place and stretched out on the bed, turning her back to bookshelf.

A ghost of a smile tugged at her lips as she lovingly fingered the cool sheets. A lot of memories started here. The best one from the night of that terrible storm, when she’d been scared but too shy to admit it. She’d practically teleported into Cloud’s arms when thunder shook her very soul.
So many memories…

“Remember the time when we first kissed?” Tifa whispered, her smile as faint as her voice. “That night under the Highwind, when we were all alone?” She grinned and a small giggle escaped her. “You suddenly spun me around and just kissed me. I was so surprised I nearly fell right over,” she chuckled. The laughter faded into an contented sigh, but her smile remained.

“You caught me before I could fall,” she said quietly.

A surge of emotion suddenly swept up from her chest and flew into her eyes, obscuring her vision. “I miss you,” she said, her voice cracking. She fought to drive the emotions back, a losing battle. Trying to hide the tears she could not stop, she buried her face in the soft sheets and took several calming breaths.

In doing so, she caught the faint traces of his scent that still clung to the sheets. The dam of her control, cracked and half-heartedly patched, crumbled away beneath the flood of memories and the feelings they brought. She denied herself from remembering them for so long, afraid of what she knew would happen, trying to keep a strong image up to convince herself into believing the most far-fetched hope. Tears soaked the covers as a painful sob burst from her.

For the first time since the tragedy, Tifa truly mourned for her lost loved one.

***

Cloud let the image fade from the mirror, too shaken to keep his focus any longer.

Aerith, who’d been silently alerted by Zack halfway through, knelt next to Cloud, who stared at his reflection, his muscles of his jaw visibly clenching and unclenching.

Aerith put one hand on his shoulder and softly called his name.

Cloud’s eyes snapped shut at the sound of his name and he stiffly moved his shoulder out from under Aerith’s touch. The mirror crumpled like paper between his curling fingers.

“Cloud,” Aerith repeated softly, trying to turn his head towards her.

She glanced at Zack, worried, but he only shook his head helplessly. He had no idea what was going on.

Seeing she couldn’t get Cloud to react, Aerith changed tactics. “Cloud, you can still get back to the living world. And to Tifa.”

For the first time Aerith could remember, the name came uneasily to her. A small part of her didn’t want Cloud to leave, and if he did, didn’t want Tifa to be the utmost motivation.

But it was a very small part, and she pushed it away easily, telling herself that avenue had closed long ago.

Hearing her words of wild hope made Cloud open his eyes then, made him finally look at her.

Aerith’s chest constricted painfully at what she saw. There, past the mako glow, she saw a pain so deep that tears could not find it. It was a sight that Aerith could not bear to see.

“Remember what Aeri said that day?” said Zack, seeing that Aerith was too unsettled to elaborate. “You’re body is alive, it just doesn’t have a mind, remember? Well, you can just snap back in there and everything is just the same as before.”

Cloud turned his gaze away from Aerith and favored instead the crumpled mirror in his hands. “Why didn’t you tell me before?” he said, his tone so brittle it was in peril of suffering the same fate as the mirror.

“Because,” said Aerith, somewhat having regained her composure, “If we told you too soon, you might panic and…” She struggled for the right words and finally gave up, sighing. The long explanation would have to do.

“You see Cloud, in the afterlife there are what we call lost souls. They’re people that died at a time when they had everything ahead of them and they just can’t adjust to the fact that they’re dead. They start mourning for all that had been lost when they were living, constantly wanting to go back. Sometimes they do go back, but only as ghosts, unseen, unheard. But once there, they can never come back here, always caught between two worlds. They watch their loved ones die and are unable to join them here. We were afraid that if we told you there was a way back, you might’ve tried to force your way back, and been lost.”

Cloud nodded slowly, understanding. “You distracted me,” he said.

Zack nodded. “Yeah. We couldn’t let you get too upset, or…” he left the sentence unfinished, the implication clear.

“How long have I been here?” Cloud asked.

Once more, Zack and Aerith exchanged worried looks. Should they tell him? “Time is different here…” Aerith began, seriously considering not telling him the truth.

“How long!” Cloud snarled, still not looking at either of them.

“Five months,” Aerith said softly. “You’ve been gone five months.”

She couldn’t have wounded him any less had she run him through with his own blade. “I have to get back,” he said forcefully, standing. “Now.”

Rising, Aerith put one hand on Cloud’s shoulder, forcing him to pay attention to her. “The way is dangerous,” she said calmly, making sure he understood every word. “There’s a high chance that you will be lost forever. If that happens, then you’ll never be with Tifa or anyone else ever again.

“You have two choices Cloud. You can stay here, with me and Zack, and wait for Tifa to come or you can try to go back, wake up your dormant body with a fifty percent chance of making it.”

Silence hung over them, heavy and suffocating.

Cloud, more torn than ever before, stepped away from his dear friends, his thoughts in turmoil. “I…”

“Whichever you choose, we’ll help you,” Zack said, serious for one of the rare times in his life.

Cloud looked at them, the friends he had missed so much, the ones he’d blamed himself for losing. He looked at Aerith.

“I don’t know!” he shouted, agonized. And then he vanished, the echo of his words fading on the twilight sky.

***

The feeling of something heavy and warm settling on her legs woke Tifa from her exhausted slumber. Looking down, she saw Nimbus, the Husky she’d adopted under pleadings from the kids, lying on her legs. Noticing her gaze, the bushy tail thumped the mattress a few times.

Rubbing the sleep from her eyes, Tifa pushed herself up and looked around, not recognizing her surroundings at first. When she finally realized where she was, she quickly pushed Nimbus off the bed, cursing herself for being so careless. She hadn’t meant to fall asleep in Cloud’s room, didn’t want to disturb the precious remnants that were all she had left.

Ushering Nimbus out of the room, locking the door behind her, she brought the dog downstairs to feed him. A glance at the clock told her it was 5:30 in the morning. The kids would be asleep for a while longer.

“Sunday,” Tifa said to Nimbus, who only licked his lips, intent on the can of dog food in her hand. “No bar to open today. You get your walk at the park today.”

Nimbus’ only response was to whine a little bit, urging Tifa to empty the can faster.

Sighing, Tifa put the bowl on the floor as bidden, which Nimbus duly launched himself at. She sat down on a stool and watched the dog bolt down his food, her thoughts distant.

A gentle tapping on the glass door broke her reverie. Looking up, Tifa saw Razana give her a small smile and waved at her from outside.

“This is for you,” Razana said, when Tifa unlocked the door and invited her in. She handed the karateka an envelope. Curious, Tifa opened it and stared at its contents. Her gaze snapped up to Razana, astounded.

“That’s the thirty thousand gil that Cloud earned from that Coltun ordeal,” Razana explained, anticipating Tifa’s question. “We just got the payment from the whole thing. The other five thousand is from a job that EndSky just finished. That’s Cloud’s share.”

Tifa, stunned by the unexpected generosity, took a moment to find her tongue. “Thank you… I mean, I don’t know what to say! Um, are you sure you about the five thousand though? Cloud didn’t--” she stopped that thought before it went to far.

Razana waved her words away. “Cloud may be hiatus at the moment, but he’s still a member of EndSky. That’s his fair pay. Keep it.”

Humbled by such kindness, Tifa could only quietly thank her. Razana smiled and gave a few parting words, turning for the door.

“Would you like something to drink?” Tifa asked suddenly, halting the redhead before she opened the door. The question surprised them both. For some inexplicable reason, Tifa just wanted some company, someone she could talk to without suffering any sympathetic words or pitying eyes.

“The bar is closed on Sundays,” Tifa added, sounding as cheerful as she could manage. “I’ve got nothing to do anyways.”

The mercenary’s hand fell from the door. “Sounds good,” Razana said, smiling, realizing Tifa’s request for some companionship.

All the various drinks that could possible be made were neatly organized and stored in Tifa’s memory, and she had no problem locating Razana’s favorite drink. She quickly whipped one up as the redhead sat down at the bar and made another for herself.

“Thank you kindly,” Razana said, lifting the glass to toast her thanks.

“That’s a nice one,” Tifa said after taking an experimental drink. “Never had that before.”

“Yeah, great flavor to it. Coffee, chocolate and alcohol, what’s not to love?” said Razana. They both laughed.

Nimbus, feeling left out of the action, stood on his hind legs, his front paws balanced on the edge of the bar, and gave one rebuking bark.

“Why hello, good sir,” Razana remarked. “Aren’t we bossy?”

“Off bar,” Tifa ordered, snapping her fingers. The Husky turned his ice-blue eyes on her woefully and gave a bark so quiet it came out as a puff of air. “Off bar!” Tifa repeated sharply, snapping her fingers again.

Grumbling, Nimbus did as he was told, lowering himself to the floor.

Chuckling, Razana scratched behind his ears in appeasement. “Quite opinionated, isn’t he?”

“You have no idea,” Tifa growled, sipping her drink, her expression speaking volumes.

Razana couldn’t help but laugh at that. Swallowing another sip of the liqueur, the mercenary touched on a delicate subject. “So, how are you holding up?”

Tifa sighed, looking down at the opaque drink instead. She shrugged noncommittally. “Okay, I guess. Just…” she trailed off and shrugged again.

She felt a friendly pat on the shoulder. “I know. You miss him,” Razana said casually.

Tifa looked up at her, surprised. She’d expected the usual words of encouragement and comfort, like all of her friends had done. Though she loved them dearly, Tifa’s friends were nearly all men, awkward when dealing with other’s emotions, always edging around the subject they were clearly too uncomfortable to discuss. Yuffie was simply too young to understand. Not for the first time, Tifa wished Aerith were there to talk to. She had never expected Razana to offer the understanding she truly needed.

“I felt the same way when my fiancé died,” Razana said, patting Nimbus on the head.

“You were going to get married?” Tifa asked incredulously.

The mercenary smiled and nodded, not in the least put off by discussing such a topic. “Came darn close to it, too. We were going to get married after the war but he died three days after it ended. The airship he was in had been damaged. They thought they had fixed it, but turned out some wire had broken. Halfway through the flight the wire shorted out. Flying the middle of the night over the ocean and all the equipment just died. Couldn’t tell which way was up and they flew right into the ocean, going full-speed.”

She took another tip and shrugged. “And that was it. They never found his body.”

“I’m so sorry,” Tifa whispered.

Razana brushed away her condolences. “I’m not sad about it. Sure, I hated my life afterward for a time, but I don’t regret anything. It’d be worse to have not known him at all.”

Tifa nodded. She could understand that. “I don’t want to pry…” she began.

Razana waved a hand encouragingly. “Ask away.”

“Um… how did he propose? I mean, he must’ve done it sometime during the war, right?” Tifa hoped her curiosity hadn’t overstepped any bounds. She didn’t want to ruin the honestly first good time she’d had since this whole ordeal started.

But Razana was unperturbed by the question. She rolled her eyes dramatically and sighed. “Yes he did, and in the most unromantic way imaginable.” She leaned forward, eager to tell Tifa about it. “Okay, it was in the last year or so of the war, right? I had climbed through the ranks by then, so I’m in this tent with all these other guys, planning troop movement, developing strategies, the whole nine yards. And it’s January, so it’s freezing cold, I mean, the kind of cold where you can’t feel your ass anymore, okay?”

“Okay,” Tifa giggled.

“So, I’m standing there, surrounded by all these important people, making plans for war, when Jath comes staggering in, covered in blood, and he falls to the ground, gasping my name.”

“What? He’s proposing?” Tifa asked, doubting.

Razana held up one hand, motioning patience. “Hold on, let me get there. I know it’s weird, but trust me, this is it.”

Giggling, Tifa nodded. Razana continued.

“So, I see him on ground, dying, and I leap to help him, shouting for help and bandages and everything. All I’m thinking is ‘I’ve gotta save him’ so I am completely oblivious to everyone who’s just standing around not doing a thing I’m saying. So I’m trying to find where he’s been hurt, right? But he’s wearing so many layers, I can’t find any wound! And while I’m trying to save ‘my wounded soldier,’” here Razana cast her eyes heavenward, her tone dry, “He’s saying ‘I’m gonna die, I’m gonna die’ and I shout at him to shut up and,” she laughed here, “I think some assistant nearly wet himself when I screamed at him to get a medic.”

She shook her head, laughing, then went on. “I’m trying to talk to him to ‘keep him calm’ right, when really I’m panicking my ass off. So I ask him, ‘How’d you get hurt?’ figuring I would find where he’s hurt so I can stop the bleeding! And he says ‘I met you, Razzy’ and it totally just doesn’t register, you know, ‘cause I’m just so scared I’m going to lose him. Then he grabs my hand and says ‘The only thing that can save me is if I give you this’ and he hands me this wedding ring!”

Tifa snorted with laughter, and quickly covered her mouth, looking guilty. Razana, grinning, went on as if she hadn’t heard.

“And for the longest time I just stared at it, utterly not understanding. Then I look at him, realize he’s covered in ketchup, and see him wearing this shit-eating grin… and I call him a dirty sonofabitch and hit him.”

Tifa laughed loudly, smothering it behind her hand lest she disturb the kids upstairs. “Seriously?” she asked, working hard to suppress her hilarity in order to speak.

“Seriously! It was the most embarrassing moment of my entire life. I felt like I was going to die. Everyone was in on it, even my fellow generals! So all my peers watched this entire episode with me acting like some crazy ninny screaming my head off at everyone just so he could hand me this damn ring. I hated him so much at that moment.”

Chuckling, Razana drained the rest of her glass and sighed. “Gods I love that man.”

The mood sobered a bit after that, the two enjoying the simple company. “Do you still have the ring?” Tifa asked.

The mercenary nodded. “Yep. Always have it with me.” She nodded outside, towards the battered pick-up truck she loved (and wouldn’t replace despite pleadings from her friends). “Hanging from the rear view mirror.”

Tifa smiled, absently twirling her empty glass by the stem. “I wish could say something like that happened to me.”

“You will. One day, you will,” Razana said, confident.

Tifa said nothing. She stared at her glass, her features clouded.

“Hey.” Razana tapped her hand, making Tifa look up at her. “In war, you see a lot of crazy shit,” she said, all serious. “I’ve seen men get so mangled they didn’t look human anymore. If they can survive and go on to have a good life, then I’ll be damned if Cloud doesn’t do the same. So don’t you start going all doom and gloom on me, girl. I know what’ll happen. I’ve seen it. He will wake up.”

“What if he doesn’t?” Tifa blurted, her fears finally spoken. “What will happen if he dies or never wakes up?”

Razana leaned back in the bar stool chair, smiling wryly. “I never rely on ‘what if’s. If I hear someone say ‘what if’ then I tell them to blow it out their ass. I’ve never once seen a battle won on the premise of ‘what if’. Now stop scaring yourself or I’ll give you a reason to be scared!”

Tifa grinned at the mock threat. “Thank you, Razana.”

“Any time,” the mercenary replied, sliding off the chair stool, extending her hand which Tifa shook. “I’ll be in Edge for a few weeks, so if you need anything just give a shout. We can do whatever you want, play chess, wash the car, throw darts at drunks, whatever it is, don’t hesitate to call.”

“I certainly won’t,” Tifa said, smiling. “And feel free to drop by.”

“Will do! And thanks for the drink.” The redhead went to the door once again, patting Nimbus on the head. “See ya later Tifa.”

“See ya!” Tifa watched as Razana got in her truck and gave one last wave before the woman drove off.

Once more, Tifa was alone with her thoughts. Nimbus padded over and sat down before her, licking her hand in hopes of gaining a treat. Smiling, Tifa obligingly scratched behind his ears. “You get your walk at the park today, Nimby.” Her smile grew when the dog’s ears pricked up at the word ‘walk’.

With a sigh, Tifa stood and stretched for a long moment. “Come on Nimby, lets go for your walk before the kids get up. Go on, get the leash! Get the leash!”

Nimbus, knowing well what the word ‘leash’ meant, dashed off to fetch it. As she waited for the husky to return, she closed her eyes and steeled herself, latching firmly onto the thread of hope Razana had given her. When she opened her eyes, her despair had finally been contained, locked up with the key thrown away. But she knew all too well, that the cage was a tenuous thing at best.

Nimbus whined and pawed at her leg, eager to get going. Smiling, Tifa clipped the leash onto his harness. “Come on boy, let’s go,” she said, and the ecstatic dog dashed to the door.

Walking down the sidewalk towards the park, Tifa sighed and straightened her shoulders. She would make it through this day at least.

***

No sight could ever be more horrific to Zack then the gray world around him. He had followed Cloud a little while after the swordsman had disappeared, coming to the world that Cloud had created almost an hour ago.

And there, he found the world leeched of color, the life of the world drained away to apathetic gray. Not the kind of gray from an overcast sky, but literally a flat tone of gray, without a hint of color and barely any shadows. Only one thing could cause such a thing: Cloud was in despair.

“I knew you’d find me.”

Zack turned toward the voice, toward Cloud. Fear, silent and swift, locked Zack’s tongue--Cloud had turned entirely gray.

The swordsman sat against a boulder in a small clearing of the dense woods. If Zack looked away, it took him a long while to find the swordsman again, so perfectly did he blend into the surroundings. Cloud’s head hung low, his hands lying limply in his lap with the palms facing upward, fingers half curled like broken stems.

Zack strode over to his friend, knelt and put one hand on Cloud’s shoulder. “Cloud, if you want to go back, you’ll never make it like this.”

A bitter smile twisted Cloud’s mouth. “You don’t get it. Whatever I do, I’ll lose it all. I had everything once, you know. I had a family, friends, a home. And I watched it burn. Everything. And I couldn’t do a damn thing to stop it. I couldn’t even help you.”

A low chuckle wrought of the most bitter anger rolled from him. “And it happened again. You believe that? I was entrusted with the most precious thing left in this god-forsaken world and I let it die. It happened right in front of me, and I didn’t even move.”

Zack stayed silent, dreading.

“After Meteor, I had nothing. Sure, I could build it all up again, but for what? To lose it again, with everything depending on me, when I couldn’t even help myself? No. I couldn’t go through that again, I wouldn’t let it happen.”

He sighed heavily, staring at his hands that were so useless when it came to protecting what was important to him. “I don’t know what went wrong, Zack. I don’t know how, but it all started coming together again. I don’t know what the hell I was thinking.”

Zack knew very well what it was, but remained silent.

“And look where I’m at now. I’ve lost it again. If I stay here, it’s gone. If I try and go back, chances are I’ll still lose it. Considering my luck, I don’t think my odds are an even fifty-fifty.”

“So you’re staying here,” said Zack.

Cloud nodded. “At least here, if I wait for Tifa, I could have a small part of some kind of life. At least I can’t lose it here. If I try to go back and fail, I’d just be throwing away that small piece too.”

Zack let go of Cloud and stood, anger welling up in him like a sickening black bile as he stood. “You selfish sonofabitch,” he spat.

Cloud’s fingers twitched, but otherwise he didn’t move. His unresponsiveness didn’t stop Zack however. For one of the rare times of his existence, the SOLDIER was feeling the full force of pure rage building up in him. He paced back and forth in front of Cloud, his wrath pouring out in full.

“I’m amazed you haven’t gotten a moon orbiting you, your ego is so big. You may think your life is shit but remember one thing pal, there are people that rely on you. They care for you, but I’ll be damned if I know why. Whether you like it or not, you’ve got everything, you’ve got a life! Haven’t you figured it out yet? You can’t just separate yourself from the world to keep your poor little heart safe.” Zack drawled heavily on the last few words, hoping to strike at Cloud’s sense of dignity.

“People will rely on you, despite your self-pitying, egocentric attempts to push them away. And you know why, Cloud? It’s because they’re still making a life for themselves even if you gave up on your own! Shit, they keep trying to bring you into their own lives, even when you do your damnedest to keep them away. You have any idea how lucky you are to have friends like that, friends that care that much for your worthless hide? Oh, wait, no, you’re too afraid of being ‘hurt’ again to even consider how they’d feel if something happened to your ungrateful little ass! Selfish prick.”

As Zack ranted, he carefully watched his surroundings, excitedly noticing that some color was returning to the unfeeling gray world. His words were having some effect on the blond, but not enough. Zack jabbed deeper with his verbal sword, seeking a vital spot to strike.

“And you bitch about losing everything and not being able to stop it. You fucking hypocrite! Don’t you realize this time you can do something about it? Don’t you realize you are the only thing stopping you from losing everything? Gee, that bit of logic never occurred to you before, did it! I’ll bet it couldn’t fit in your damn skull because of your bloated ego!”

The world around him suddenly flashed with color, but Cloud remained mostly gray. Zack went on eagerly, knowing he’d just forced Cloud to make a dramatic change in thinking.

“And here’s a newsflash buddy, life sucks galactic ass. Yeah, so you lost everything, and I can understand if that’s painful. But it doesn’t mean you just lay down and die, dammit!”

Unseen to Zack, Cloud winced, his words so much like another’s from the not-so-distant past. “You’re going to give up and die, is that it?”

“Tifa,” he said quietly, as he had then.

Zack, on a roll now, did not notice.

“Life is painful, in case you didn’t notice. If you never live, then what’s the point of dying? You lose nothing since you never allowed yourself anything that makes life worthwhile! ‘Never feel and you never suffer,’ great philosophy Cloud, definitely something you’d make. It’s utterly worthless, just like you!”

A shudder visibly passed through Cloud at those words, and his hands half-clenched into fists. Zack pressed on, merciless.

“Do you enjoy misery? Are you so god-damned afraid of living you prefer death instead?” He paused, waiting for Cloud to answer. When none came, he snorted as if expecting such a response and continued pacing. “Fine, throw your life away. You’re welcome by the way. In case you’ve forgotten, I gave my life so you could make your own. Great way to say thanks, pal.”

The world burst into color, not a shred of apathetic gray remaining--except for Cloud. The slightest hint of color had touched the blond, but not enough. Zack pressed harder, knowing he’d lose his friend if he didn’t save him now.

“If it’s at all possible--and I highly doubt it is--for you to pull your head out of your ass for a second, just think about what your little decision will do to Tifa. She loves you. She’ll wait for you to come back. Nope, sorry Tifa, Cloud’s too busy being a whiney bitch to care about anyone else other than himself! She deserves better.”

Another tremor passed through Cloud, more violent than the last, yet still, the color on him alone remained washed-out. Desperate, Zack tossed his next jab carelessly, without caring where it landed, thinking Cloud would never believe the flat-out lie but having no other ammunition left.

“Shit, you know what? I’m not sorry for screwing Tifa back in Nibelhiem. Considering your lazy ass, it was probably the best time she ever had!”

That did it, Zack thought happily as Cloud’s fiery azure eyes glared at him. The raven-haired man was awarded a brief moment of utmost satisfaction a split second before Cloud bodily slammed into Zack.

The collision sent both of them tumbling and bouncing down a steep hill, the two clawing, kicking and biting the whole way down. Their painful descent finally stopped when the hill ended in a dried up ravine.

“You sonofabitch,” Cloud snarled, twisting himself on top of a prone Zack and hammering his fist into his friend’s face. He got three punches in before Zack reacted.

Automatically, the training from Shinra still strong, Zack reached up, grabbed the inside of Cloud’s arms at the bicep, wedged a knee between him and his attacker, and with a push of his leg sent Cloud sailing over his head. Cloud landed on his back with a thud and a wheeze as the air blasted from his lungs.

Zack, hearing this sound and thinking Cloud jarred enough to allow a few seconds of breathing time, said “Are you--”

Apparently not Zack thought as he felt Cloud grab his arms and--with heroic strength--threw him over his head and into a nearby tree.

This time, Zack fell to the ground, winded, and stared through amazed eyes as Cloud pushed himself to his feet from his sitting position in which he’d thrown Zack. He was still lying flat on the ground and he threw me? Zack’s wild thoughts screamed in denial. He knew that a simple thought could make his skin as hard as stone, or make him grow wings, or even make him look like Sephiroth if he so choose. That was the way of the afterlife, where possibilities were limited only by one’s imagination. Though there were many restrictions, it provided numerous possibilities nonetheless.

He also knew that Cloud didn’t know this yet, and that Cloud was still limiting himself only to what he could physically achieve in the living world. For the first time, Zack wondered where his little grunt buddy had gone.

But those moments of wonderment cost Zack precious time and Cloud was all over him before he could react, whaling on him without remorse.

Zack could’ve given himself super-human strength. He could’ve imagined that Cloud’s blows had no effect on him. But, he figured that it would give Cloud some satisfaction, and so he let himself be subjected to all the blows and suffer all the wounds as he would have if he were living.

In the span of a few minutes, Zack was bloody and squinting through swollen eyes. His jaw made the most unnatural clicking sound whenever his head moved and was agony whenever he tried to speak. Though Cloud sported several telltales of Zack’s well-aimed blows, the sheer rage and strength of the man consequently allowed him to deal far more damage than Zack. But Zack had one advantage: Cloud, driven by fury, was little more than a brawler, giving Zack several opportunities to feint and dodge and land more harmful blows.

But Cloud, driven by fury, didn’t care about any pain.

In a sudden change of tactics, hoping to catch Cloud off guard, Zack dodged in swiftly, leading with a right hook.

Boundless was his surprise when Cloud grabbed the fast approaching fist and side-stepped, yanking on the captured arm to throw Zack off balance and letting Zack’s momentum fling him to the ground. Zack’s concern over this fight increased sharply when he felt Cloud’s boot come down heavily on his shoulder blade and his right arm--still being firmly held by his opponent--bend backward at an unnatural angle. I taught him that move, he thought incredulously. The first tendrils of panic began to grow as the pressure on the back of his elbow steadily increased. He’s going to break my damn arm! Shit!

Indeed, Cloud would have broken his arm, Zack’s thrashings proving futile, and probably the other arm as well had not a timely intervention come at that moment.

“What is going on here!? Cloud get off him!” Enforcing her words with the amorphous properties of the afterlife, a tree bent down and plucked Cloud away from the battered Zack. Aerith rushed over to her SOLDIER, tenderly fingering the wounds Cloud had put there.

From his high and certainly uncomfortable perch, Cloud couldn’t make out a thing that Zack was saying to Aerith. Glaring at them dangerously, he thrashed against the tree that held him, breaking more than a few sturdy branches in the process.

Sensing his fury and knowing that caging him up would do no good, Aerith released him and he landed in a crouch, his lethal gaze flicking between Aerith and Zack.

Aerith simply couldn’t help but find the situation funny. ‘The Giggles’ her adopted mother had always called the sudden rash of giggling that would come at the most inexplicable times. Though she worked hard to maintain the uncomfortable mask of seriousness and stern reproval, she could not help but giggle at the two ridiculous men of her life, which consequently took away much of the power of her serious demeanor.

The puzzled looks on the faces of both men only made her deteriorate further into her natural light-hearted cheer.

“Cloud, stop being such an idiot,” she said between the occasional escaping giggle. “Zack lied about Tifa to get you upset. Obviously, it worked better than he thought.”

“I’ll say,” Zack grumbled, rubbing his jaw that ached with remembered pain, even though all his injuries had been healed.

She elbowed him in the ribs, giggling, to keep him quiet. “Now, why don’t you two just apologize.”

Silence reigned.

“I mean it! Now apologize or I’ll make you both wear dresses!”

That was more than enough incentive for Cloud. Not doubting that she could back up her words, Cloud hastily crossed the distance between him and Zack and gave his friend an apologetic hug, mumbling he was sorry. Zack laughed and slapped Cloud on the back, telling him there were no hard feelings. Aerith threw back her head and her laughter rang through the forest, knowing full well what had spurred Cloud’s swift apology.

Cloud stood back and only glanced at the other two from the corners of his eyes, feeling awkward and stupid for his violent reaction.

Aerith beamed at them. “There, now that we’re all in agreeable again, I believe we need to know your decision, Cloud.”

There was no hesitation. “I’m going back,” he said firmly. A smile tugged at one corner of his mouth when Zack dropped an arm around his shoulders and gave him a friendly shake, saying “All right my man!”

“When do you want to lea--” Aerith began.

“Now.” Cloud cast an expression pleading for understanding. “I have to go to her.”

Aerith smiled at him warmly. “Oh, Tifa’s a lucky girl isn’t she?” she cooed to Zack.

Immediately catching on, Zack launched into his favorite role of teasing friend. “Aw, just look at him blush! I’ll bet he writes secret love letters to her in his journal!” Zack said, using the same fawning tones as Aerith.

The pair began cooing in baby- and lovey-talk, Zack even making loud smacking sounds with his lips and batting his eyes at Cloud. Aerith made gushing remarks about how cute it all was in a syrupy voice.

Cloud merely rolled his eyes. “Jackasses,” he muttered. He hunched his shoulders and bent his head low, partly to turn aside their embarrassing display and mostly to hide his red face.

Seeing his meager defense, the two just laughed harder and both advanced to give Cloud a farewell hug, saying they would miss him. Zack wrapped his arms around both Aerith and Cloud and hugged them both tightly, making Aerith squeak in protest.

When he finally released them, Aerith ruffled Zack’s hair playfully.

“Hey, hey, watch the goods!” Zack protested, quickly running his hands through his hair to correct any damage she may have wrought.

Shaking her head, smiling, Aerith turned toward Cloud. “The way to get back is easy at first. What you have to do is visualize yourself in the living world, like how you watched Tifa before. This will help you realize what you’re really like in the real world and make the return to your body easier.”

Nodding, anxious to get back, Cloud immediately created a mirror as he had last time and focused his thoughts on himself--a curious sensation to say the least. The surface of the mirror swirled and the image of his comatose body lying in a hospital appeared. He regarded the picture with a quizzical look. What the hell were all these friggin’ machines for? The longer he looked, the more disoriented he felt. Shaking his head to clear his senses, he looked up at Aerith. “Now what?”

Looking troubled for the first time, Aerith gave a long sigh. “Now, I separate you from this place, where you are ‘anchored’, while you concentrate on returning to your body. Okay?”

Cloud nodded slowly, carefully going over her instructions through his mind. “Okay. One thing though…”

“What’s up, man?” Zack asked, looping one arm around Aerith’s shoulders.

“Um… will I remember any of this?” Cloud asked.

The other two looked at each other, as if silently conferring with each other. Then Aerith looked back to Cloud and shrugged. “I don’t know. Maybe, but I don’t think so. You might remember a few things I guess, but not everything.”

The swordsman nodded, as if expecting such an answer. “I’ll miss you guys,” he said finally, his voice sounding unusually rough.

Aerith gave him another long hug, patting him on the back and telling him how much he would be missed as well. Zack said, “Ah, come here you anti-social Nazi,” and grabbed Cloud to give administer one last head-lock hair-rub.

When Cloud finally batted Zack away, Aerith brought the situation back to the serious endeavor at hand once more.

“Cloud, I can’t tell you how important it is that you think of returning to your life! If you cannot keep yourself on that train of thought, then you will be lost! It doesn’t matter what you think of, childhood memories, important moments, even thinking about your bike will make sure you get back to your body. Okay?”

He nodded solemnly. “Okay.”

“Ready?”

He sighed and a look of skepticism crossed his features. “Ready as I’ll ever be.”

“When you get back, I’ll do my best to speed up your recovery. Good luck!” she said and gently pushed on his forehead with her index finger.

Though the amount of force she had put behind the push had been trifle, Cloud reeled backward in slow motion as though she had shot him point blank, his head rocking back and the rest of his body following. The world around him began to disappear as his eyes closed, the sky that had been steadily filling his vision fading from view.

Just when it seemed like he would fall to the ground, he rapidly faded from existence, eventually vanishing altogether into white light. Before he completely had left, however, Cloud heard six words that would be the last thing he ever heard in the afterlife, the sly words of Zack Fair.

“Say hi to Tifa for me.”

***

Zack and Aerith watched as the world Cloud had created and had been shaped around him faded away to nothingness.

“He’s on his own now,” Aerith said quietly to the blackness. “All we can do is wait.”

Zack hugged her close to him. “He’ll make it,” he said, without any pretenses of confidence.

Aerith could only return the embrace and hope he was right.

***

Visions and sounds of millions of foreign memories zipped by Cloud as he ran through the green-tinged darkness toward the faint glimmer of light ahead. The memories of lives long since past that had assimilated into the Lifestream bombarded him with explosions of images and noises ranging from sublime to horrific.

With a shriek, one memory flashed by him, knocking Cloud off his feet. Hundreds of other memories similarly flashed by him, pulling him every which way. Cloud struggled, fought against the raging chaos around him, focusing every shred of his being on… on what?

He couldn’t remember. ‘Focus on your life’ Aerith had said. Aerith! Yes, he could use her as an anchor to the living world.

Summoning all his willpower, Cloud shoved away the barrage of alien memories and focused his thoughts on Aerith. He slowly felt himself drift backwards, away from the light.

No! He abruptly cut off all thoughts of Aerith. Thinking of her or Zack or even his mother would pull him in the opposite direction he wanted to go. He froze, unsure of what to do.

The space around him whirled with memories, flashes of brightly colored picnics were instantly replaced by images of somber funerals. The force of the vibrant recollections buffeted Cloud around, pushing him in a hundred different directions, further away from the spark of light that was his objective. In a vain attempt to block out the flurry of chaotic images, he shut his eyes tight, fighting to regain some kind of concentration.

Around him, the vast space of the Lifestream rang with the millions of sounds of lives long gone. Peals of laughter echoed with shrieks of agony. The sweetest of love songs were broken by rage-filled arguments. The noise pounded on his skull, each demanding attention, each breaking in on his frail concentration over and over.

Panic crept up his spine like an icy spider. Cloud clawed through the flurry of images, eyes still tightly closed, kicking and squirming in an attempt to get closer to the light he could not see.

He stumbled on ground that didn’t exist, pushed by the emotions so powerful they had physical presence, as the memory they were tied to streaked by. The deafening cacophony blinded him aurally, stealing any sense of direction. Doing his best to ignore the jumble of sounds, he focused on the small things of his life, the Seventh Heaven Inn sign, the creaky steps, his black and gold bike, the window in his room that would never open more than three inches.

Slowly, with gathering speed, Cloud felt himself drift in one direction. Latching eagerly to the slim hope offered by slight reaction spurred from his train of thoughts, Cloud frantically recalled every detail he could remember of the Inn, creating a painstaking image of the building in his mind. He dared to open his eyes just a crack, trying to see if he was heading in the right direction.

The ever-shifting maelstrom of images nearly overwhelmed him, shattering his tenuous concentration and battering him around wildly, sending him spinning through space.

And he saw the light--which had grown into the mirror with the image of himself in the hospital--rapidly fall away. Cloud roared in indignation, using his frustration as a wall against the invading flood of memories not his own. To a little shred of relief, he noticed his speed away from the light stop altogether. Wasting no time lest his temporary defense suddenly break, Cloud sprinted for the mirror, focusing his thoughts on every little thing he could possibly recall.

Just a little ways before the mirror that hung suspended in emptiness, a vicious bombardment of memories suddenly swept over Cloud and crushed any thoughts of his life, threatening to obliterate his very sanity. He thrashed mentally and physically to escape the violent flood, fought off the blackness trying to close around his vision. Desperate, Cloud reached toward the mirror he was slowly being pulled away from despite his efforts, and shouted one word.

“Tifa!!”

***

Fast asleep on a still night, Tifa twitched and murmured in her sleep, caught up in the forces of a strange dream.

Half-seen images from the past flicked past her, changing too quickly for her to fully see them all. Only one image repeated itself every now and then, though it took several times of it flashing by for her to recognize finally it.

It was from the last moments in the Northern Crater, where the ground was breaking up and everyone had scrambled away except Cloud. In this image, she had climbed up on a stable ledge only to find that Cloud had not moved. Her hand was extended to him--whose eyes vacantly stared into space--and she begged him to take her hand, to come to safety.

At first the call was so soft she didn’t notice it, so confused was she with the swirl of certain memories. Focusing on the sound, she was surprised when it next came as the faint call of her name.

Tifa moved toward the direction of the nearly indistinct cry, walking through a vast darkness whenever the image of some memory wasn’t flashing by.

“…Tifa…” came the voice suddenly, sounding slightly louder but still little more than a breath.

“Hello?” she shouted, jogging a few steps in the direction she thought she’d heard the call come from. The image from the Crater flashed by.

“Tifa…”

There it was again, definitely stronger this time. Something about that voice seemed familiar… She ran through the dark, sure she was heading towards the source. “I’m here!” she shouted.

“Tifa.”

The karateka abruptly stopped running and nearly jackknifed as she changed direction toward the voice she now recognized. The Crater image flashed by.

“Cloud!” She all but screamed the name, sprinting as fast as she could, her hair trailing behind her in a nonexistent wind.

“Tifa!”

The Crater image.

“Cloud, where are you!?”

The Crater image.

“Tifa!”

She continued to run even as memory from the Northern Crater began to flash by with increasing frequency. Soon, the memory filled her vision completely, blotting out the image of an empty dark that was filled only with the sound of two voices calling for each other.

The earth trembled around her violently, the green glow of mako speared through the widening fissures in the rock. Kneeling on a small ledge, Tifa reached out to him. “Cloud! Take my hand, hurry! Cloud!!”

He grasped her hand.

Tifa jerked upright in bed, snatching her hand away from the sheets. Blinking sleep from her eyes, she looked around at the room lit by a few rays of morning light. No one was there.

Tifa flexed the fingers of her right hand, rubbing her palm thoughtfully. She could’ve sworn she felt someone grab her hand. In fact, it was that very sensation that had so suddenly awoken her from that dream.

The dream…

Tifa thought hard, trying to recall the strange dream. ‘Strange’ didn’t begin to describe that dream, though all she could remember were bits and pieces. She remembered running, seeing the Crater, and…

“Cloud,” she said softly. Her brow furrowed slightly, trying to sort out the confusing jumble of images she could remember. Most of them had involved the blond, she noticed, not really surprised. What else had happened in the dream? She rubbed her hand. Had she dreamed shaking hands with someone?

After a few moments, Tifa sighed and gave up on it. She couldn’t remember anymore of the odd dream and breakfast wasn’t going to be made with her sitting here. With one more weary sigh, Tifa got up to send the kids to their last day of school.

***

Leena, a petite and infinitely gentle nurse, well into her forties, went by the main desk on her level to pick up the sheet that listed the patients she’d be treating for the day. One glance at the sheet and her elfin features crinkled slightly as she smiled. She was always glad to see no new names on her list, because she mostly looked after the coma cases or those otherwise severely debilitated.

Her gentle touch and unending patience always earned her respect from the families whose loved ones she cared for as well as her peers. She loved her work, loved the idea that, because of her efforts, the helpless and dying were comforted during their day-to-day existence.

Leena’s only weakness was that she startled easily. Very easily. Though she was a registered nurse, the alarm that might stir up during an operation and the sheer panic of the emergency room kept always her away from jobs in either area. So, naturally, this highly skilled and affable woman was charged with the care of the comatose, where screams, wails, arterial spurting and anything startling in general never occurred.

Leena walked down the hallways to her first patient, smiling and chatting to people she knew and people she didn’t know. Her day began as it always did, with the first, alphabetically-ordered patient on the list and she steadily worked her way down the page. Some families were there, visiting their loved one, and others were not. They always thanked her profusely for her work, and she just smiled at them and gave a few encouraging words, never repeating the same thing twice.

Her tasks varied somewhat but remained straight forward for most. First thing to do was to check the I.V. and see if it needed to be replaced soon or not. Next, replace the bag that held the contents caught by the catheter. After that, it usually went on to washing the limbs and face with a damp cloth, unless that patient was scheduled for a full wash.

So Leena went about her day, humming a sprightly tune as she went. Always the same thing: I.V., bag, gently fold back the sheets, wet cloth, use warm water--but not too warm--and so on and so forth.

Halfway through her shift, Leena felt a twinge as she entered the next room, one belonging to a handsome young man so tragically fallen into a trauma-induced coma. Her humming paused for a moment as she went up to the bed, the bright tune broken by a sigh. Few cases ever made her feel sad, yet she couldn’t help but be touched by this one. So young.

With another small sigh, Leena pushed aside the depressing thoughts and proceeded through her usual routine. She had started humming again as she prepared the sponge bath, pulling on thin rubber gloves. She began to gently fold back the sheets as she always did, humming away merrily, her thoughts wan--

A hand grabbed her wrist with startling strength, wrenching her hand away from the sheets she’d been holding.

Her heart leapt into her throat in the form of a shriek and she instantly tried to push herself away, vainly trying to break the iron grip.

Yanking the thrashing nurse closer, Cloud Strife pushed himself up on one elbow and rasped, “What time is it?”
 
It is with great joy and some regret that I present to you the final chapter. Joy because I've never had so much fun writing and because I've had such a wonderful audience. You're feedback is invaluable and it's largely only because of everyone requesting MOAR that I finished this piece. I did not think anyone would find this fic of any interest and want to read more--all of you have proven me wrong, and for that, I am forever in your debt.

And I regret it has all ended so soon. But if any requests for MOAR come in, I will be all too eager to whip up another fic!

One last time, I wish to thank everyone for their time and patience and all your wonderful support. So here is the last chapter! Enjoy!


Part Seven: An Excellent Life


“When can I leave, dammit?” Cloud growled at Dr. Oren, not three hours after he’d awoken.

Oren pretended to not hear Cloud by once more shifting the drum of the stethoscope to yet another spot on Cloud’s back. The sound of air rushing through the hero’s lungs rang loudly in Oren’s ears as Cloud sighed impatiently.

Oren removed the stethoscope from his ears. “Lungs are fine,” he said to a nearby nurse, who jotted something down on a piece of paper. It wasn’t the same nurse who’d been present when the blond had suddenly awoken--Leena had been led away by some kind person, the poor woman shaking with fear.

“What day is it?” Cloud demanded for the hundredth time. When no one answered him, he slammed his fist on the bed. “SOMEONE BETTER ANSWER ME!” he bellowed, making the nurse jump.

Oren made a hasty decision: From all appearances, this subject was perfectly healthy, suffering from nothing worse than muscle atrophy caused by prolonged immobility. He certainly had a sound mind and was obviously lucid. One answer couldn’t hurt.

“Mr. Strife, you can leave when you have fully recovered,” Oren said soothingly, but firm.

Cloud could only grumble at that, unable to deny that he was far from the picture of health he had once been. His first attempt to walk ended with him a crumpled heap on the floor, gaping at his traitorous limbs. He cringed at the thought of anyone seeing him in such a pathetic state. Especially Tifa.

“Sweet mother of the stars,” came a breathless voice from the doorway.

Razana stood at the threshold, gaping at the sight of Cloud sitting up in bed and most definitely awake. Cloud visibly brightened at seeing her, his previous thoughts of not wanting to be seen evaporating at the sight of a friend.

“Raz!” was all he managed to say before she had strode up to him and swept him into a hug. Then she stood back, holding him at arm’s length.

“Holy shit! Cloud? I mean…” She shook her head, grinning from ear to ear, having no words adequate for what she wanted to say.

Oren patted Cloud on the shoulder to get his attention. “I’ll go and run these papers, okay? If you need anything, don’t hesitate to call.”

Cloud nodded absently, already turning back towards Razana. “Thanks, Doctor.”

“When? How?” Razana asked the second the door closed behind Oren.

Cloud shrugged, leaning back against the raised mattress of the hospital bed. “A few hours ago. Just woke up. Scared the shit out of some nurse.” He chuckled, unable to feel guilty for that moment.

“No shit,” the redhead said softly. “You remember anything?”

Cloud slowly shook his head. “No. The last thing I remember was falling over in the forest. Then I woke up in here.” He raised his hands to indicate the room and let them drop.

“Really? You don’t remember anything about getting here?”

The blond thought about this, raking his memory. For some reason he kept recalling faded memories of Zack… and Aerith. Odd. Why would he think of them?

Again, he motioned in the negative. “No. Not a thing. It’s just like I fell asleep and suddenly woke up.”

Razana shook her head in disbelief. “Wow. Well, man, it’s damn good to have you back. Oh, by the way…” she pulled her cell phone from her pocket. “Want to call Tifa? Let her kn--”

“No!” Cloud lunged forward and pushed the phone away from Razana’s ear. “Sorry, I just don’t want her to see me like this,” he rushed to explain, seeing her startled expression. He shifted a little, distinctly feeling the vulnerable position of his dignity.

Razana patted him on the shoulder. “It’s okay, Spike. I understand.” She chuckled unrepentantly as Cloud groaned when she used his EndSky alias.

“I was hoping you could fill me in on some stuff,” he said dryly.

The mercenary dragged a chair over next to the bed and she sat down. “ Ask away.” No matter how serious she tried to be, she couldn’t stop smiling. It was good to see the blond awake and well again.

“First, how long has it been? No one will frickin’ tell me.”

Now her smile faded, replaced by a look of worry. She chewed her lip and looked away, clearly torn between telling him or not.

“Razana. How long,” he said firmly.

She sighed. “A little over five months. You came out of the coma pretty quick, really. Damn lucky.”

Her words were lost on him. He closed his eyes and covered his face with his hands, hiding his distress. That meant he’d been away from home for a total of eight long months. Darn close to a whole year. He took his hands away and looked at the redhead.

“And Tifa? How is she?” he said, his voice rough.

“She’s holding out. Barely. It’s hard for her but she doesn’t let it show very much.” After a moment’s consideration, Razana added, “I think she was close to it, but she didn’t give up on you.”

A image inexplicably flashed through Cloud’s mind--of Tifa in his room, weeping. Where the hell had that come from?

Confused, Cloud rubbed his forehead. These weird images were giving him a headache. He suddenly jerked as one particular memory struck with the force of a charging rhino.

“Shit, did she say anything about--” he cut himself off, debating if he should tell Razana or not.

“Yes?” the mercenary prodded.

Cloud relented. “Did you find a ring at all? I checked through this bag here,” he motioned to a white bag on the small table that Tifa had never opened. “But it wasn’t…” he trailed off as Razana stood and reached for something around her neck.

Her hands came away holding a delicate gold chain, from which two rings hung from. One of them Cloud immediately recognized.

“You should be more careful with something like this,” Razana chided gently as she slipped the ring off the chain and handed it to Cloud. Seeing his astonished gaze, she decided to explain a little as she replaced the necklace with the remaining ring.

“You don’t remember, but you handed it to me when we were rushing you here. I was casting healing spells on you at the time and I didn’t really take time to listen to what you were saying. Later, I figured that you wanted me to hide it from Tifa until you could give it to her yourself.”

Cloud knew very well that he wouldn’t have said any such thing. Razana’s piercing gaze confirmed that he hadn’t.

He felt his face get hot. “Thanks,” he said softly, looking away from the emerald lance of her eyes and instead staring at the ring in his hand.

“I’ll let this one slide,” Razana said sharply, drawing his gaze back to her. “But don’t ever ask me that again. This ring?” She held up the gold band hanging from her necklace. “The man that gave it to me died three days before our wedding day. I’ll never give someone a dead hope like that. I know what it’s like to get one and I won’t put anyone through that. And I expect you to never ask me or anyone else to do that ever again. Understand?”

Cloud nodded, thoroughly ashamed. “I understand,” he mumbled.

Razana smiled, her harsh expression softening. She patted his arm kindly. “Now you know. And,” her smile grew and she winked conspiratorially. “Now you can start thinking of how you’re going to give it to her.”

Cloud grinned and looked at the ring in question. “I’ve actually been coming up blank on that,” he admitted. He eyed Razana curiously. “How’d you get yours?”

Razana grinned. “It was the most unromantic way imaginable.” She leaned forward, eager to tell the tale. “Okay, so it was during the last year of the war…”

*

For the next three days, Razana kept Tifa away from the hospital, under Cloud’s request--he planned to at least make himself somewhat respectable in that time. During those three days, Cloud experienced a recovery that defied reality and left doctors astounded. Aerith kept good on her promise to speed his healing.

The blond insisted that the one highly uncomfortable tube, lodged in the nether regions, be removed at once. So vehement were his demands that Dr. Oren finally complied, despite previous knowledge of what happens when removed too early. Oren was floored when his dire portents of Cloud constantly wetting the bed never came true.

On the second day, Cloud discovered the feeding tube. After turning a most alarming shade of green, he demanded that, too, be removed. Obediently, Dr. Oren did as requested, thinking this extraordinary patient could offer no more surprises, as Cloud had already defied medical science and was rapidly regaining his strength more each day to boot.

That belief was shattered as well. By the afternoon of the third day, when Oren came to check up on Cloud, there was no trace of the tube’s presence. Not even a scar. At that point, the nurse had to guide Oren to a chair, fearful he might faint.

And it was around that moment when Tifa walked in the room.

The dark-haired woman stopped dead just past the doorway, poleaxed by the sight of a very alert and a very conscious Cloud.

At first, neither Cloud, Oren or the nurse saw Tifa standing there. Both the nurse and Cloud were studying Oren and his odd reaction to Cloud’s seeming super-healing. The blond was sitting on the edge of the bed and craning his neck to see while the nurse bent concernedly over the shaken doctor.

Tifa’s presence was only made known when the spring jacket she’d worn slipped from her fingers to the floor. Cloud looked toward the sound.

Their eyes met.

Tifa had virtually achieved the feat of teleportation once. She did so again. Cloud hadn’t gotten three steps away from the bed before she seemingly appeared in front of him. One hand tentatively reached out to him then pulled back, as though afraid touching him would reveal it all to be a dream.

But Cloud would have none of that. He grabbed her hand and pulled her to him, wrapping her in an embrace so fierce she squeaked in protest. But she returned the hug with equal strength.

Tifa finally pulled away just enough for her to see him. She put one hand to his face, staring at his open eyes as though she couldn’t believe it were true.

“Cloud?” she asked in a small voice.

He smiled weakly, and when he spoke, his own voice was uneven. “I’m back.”

Then they were holding each other again, desperate to hold close what had been thought forever lost.

Tifa’s breath tickled his ear as she whispered words so alike his own. “If this is a dream, don’t wake me.”

He answered the only way a wise man could.

(Author’s Note: That’s as sappy as I’m going to get. I don’t like sappy stuff. From what I understand, readers don’t like the overly sappy stuff either, so I will happily refrain from subjecting you to it.)

*

Dr. Oren kept Cloud in the hospital for a week to monitor his full and remarkable recovery. Cloud often grumbled under his breath about this arrangement but suffered it nonetheless, knowing full well he was in no shape to go home. Meanwhile, Tifa and Razana both worked to keep Cloud’s miraculous recovery a secret from the press.

During his long stay there, Cloud had a constant stream of visitors. Barret was the first to come dashing for the hospital, Marlene in tow. The big man actually started to sniff when he saw Cloud, but he made sure that no tears escaped. Cid visited next, bringing with him Shera. For the longest time, Cid sat next to the blond, arm around his shoulders, and would call Cloud ‘pal’ and ‘buddy’ hundreds of times. None had ever seen such a grin on his face before.

Yuffie visited on the fifth day, dragging an ever stoic Vincent behind her, with Red galloping ahead of them. Red tackled Cloud, bowling the man over, and actually gave him a slurpy lick on one cheek, his flaming tail twitching happily. Yuffie gave Cloud a kiss on the other cheek, and stepped away, giggling and turning a bright red.

Vincent’s reaction was the most amazing by far. He actually almost smiled. “You’re late,” he said to Cloud, his lips twitching into a smile as vague as the Mona Lisa’s.

The next day, all the members of EndSky came calling. Oren and the rest of the hospital staff were terribly distressed at seeing the rowdy group of mercenaries parading down the halls. Though Razana kept them on a tight leash, they couldn’t contain their pleasure at seeing the absent member of their family awake and well again. Razana watched with more than a bit of amusement as the blond disappeared under the group of tough men, all of them vying to give Cloud a hug first. Dice actually cried.

But the one ever-present visitor was none other than Tifa. Though all of his friends came visiting at all hours of the day, Tifa could inevitably be found there first. During the quiet hours when no one was visiting, she would sit next to Cloud’s bed, and the two often talked. She brought him up to speed on everything that had happened in his absence. Tifa couldn’t help but laugh at his reaction when she told him about Nimbus and the restaurant chain she would soon be the full owner of.

“Really!? Really!?” he kept repeating joyously. He continuously ran his hands through his hair with the most boyish look of glee on his face. “A dog? Really?”

And at other times, Tifa would curl up next to him on the bed, the two simply relishing in each other’s company.
Whenever Tifa had to leave, long past visiting hours, it was a sad time for the both of them indeed. Once, Leena--again the nurse in charge of caring for Cloud--peeked in the room to find the two of them fast asleep, Tifa resting her head on Cloud’s shoulder, and Cloud wrapping Tifa in a protective hug. Leena let the two sleep.

Finally, when the week had gone, Oren released Cloud, still shaking his head in amazement as he signed the release papers. Cloud, grateful beyond words dressed in his usual set of clothes, thoughtfully brought to him by Tifa on the final day in the hospital. When he emerged from the room he had grown to hate, Tifa was waiting for him in the hall. She had to turn and clean some dust out of her eye when he came out, looking so much like nothing had ever changed.

Cloud reached over and took her hand in his and squeezed it gently. “You okay?” he asked. He couldn’t help but smile at her--he felt so damn comfortable in his own clothes it was a pleasure beyond words. Tifa just looked up at him, her eyes damp, and smiled back and nodded.

They walked out of the hospital together, leaving behind dark memories forever.

*

“I love you,” Cloud said for the hundredth time as he polished off his home-cooked meal. Tifa just laughed and took his very clean plate to wash in the sink.

“I noticed,” she said wryly, but she was smiling.

Cloud had loudly protested being forced to eat the horrendous hospital food. “I want something more substantial than water they dragged a chicken through and called soup,” Cloud was wont to growl whenever Tifa chided him for not eating his food. However, he always gave in to her cajoling and would unhappily mash the food between his teeth, glowering all the while. This was the first ‘true meal’--as he called it--he had since leaving home for that ill-fated EndSky job and he was lavish in his praise for Tifa’s cooking.

Cloud went to help her with the dishes but was tackled by Denzel and Marlene. The kids had barely let him be since his return and now they rushed to tell him everything that had happened while he was gone. Marlene climbed up on his lap to speak directly into his ear while Denzel stood in front of him, both of them chattering away at high velocity. Cloud looked at one to the other with a politely puzzled look on his face that the kids didn’t seem to notice.

Smiling, Tifa watched the scene with amusement before she moved to rescue Cloud. “Okay you two,” she said finally. “You can torment him tomorrow. Time for bed.”

She giggled at the expected wave of complaints this announcement always brought. “Go on, go get ready!” she shouted above them. Grumbling and with a sluggishness to rival that of zombies, the children climbed upstairs.

Cloud laughed when they had gone. “Wow,” was all he could say.

“You have no idea,” Tifa said. “They asked me forty times a day if you were coming home all last week.”

He raised one thin eyebrow. “Forty? Exactly forty?”

“Give or take a few,” she conceded.

Cloud opened his mouth to say more when Nimbus interrupted, who made it clearly known that he didn’t believe his daily ration of dog food was nearly sufficient. Cloud just laughed and compromised with the dog, giving him a good back rub instead. Nimbus seemed to find this adequate and slumped to the floor, every muscle in his body gone loose from the massage.

“He likes you,” Tifa observed.

“Ah, he likes everyone,” Cloud scoffed. “If someone gives you food, you’d be their best friend wouldn’t ya, boy?” He grinned at Nimbus, who thumped his tail on the floor in eager reply. Cloud chuckled and gave the dog one last pat on the head before getting up and moving towards Tifa and the sink.

Tifa felt his arms entwine around her waist just as she finished drying the last plate. She felt him smile as his cheek brushed hers. Twisting around in his grasp, she turned to face him, and casually draped her arms on his shoulders, her wrists crossed behind his neck.

“Hey,” he said quietly, smiling.

“Hey,” she answered.

Then he kissed her. Nimbus whined for attention and nuzzled Tifa’s legs with his cold wet nose, but she ignored him.

After they broke apart, Tifa buried her face into his dark blue shirt and tried to mask her sniffling. It didn’t work.

“Tifa?” Cloud put one hand on her shoulder and tried to make her look at him. “Tifa? Was it really that bad?” he laughed.

Laughing, Tifa looked up at him, revealing her tear-streaked face. “No,” she giggled and kissed him on the tip of his nose. “It wasn’t that.”

“What is it, Teef?” he asked concernedly, cupping her face in his hands.

She just smiled and wiped away a stray tear. “I’m just glad you’re home.” Her voice broke at the end. Cloud kissed her again.

That night, Tifa slept with her arms protectively wrapped around Cloud. As he dreamt, Tifa stayed awake through most of summer night, gently brushing her fingertips through his hair.

It rained that night. There was no thunder, no bolts of lightning, no bullets of ice. Just a gentle rain sifting down on the earth, sending the faint scent of rain wafting over the two sleeping figures.

Had Tifa been awake, she would’ve heard a familiar voice laugh and whisper a blessing before fading into the soft patter of rainfall, just before dawn.

*

In the weeks to follow, news of Cloud’s recovery hit the media and the world once more went wild for their favorite savior. Business, impossibly, boomed once more. Cloud was invited to take promotional pictures for several products, and--when Tifa and the others pushed him into it--he cringingly accepted.

Everyone agreed that he looked the most striking in the sunglasses advertisements.

Shortly afterwards, Barret came to announce that he’d be taking Marlene--his dear Marlene--to live with him for good. He had finally solidified his oil business and was rolling in the gil. He could now afford to make a home for himself and his adopted daughter. With many tears and parting kisses, Cloud and Tifa said goodbye to Marlene and promised to visit.

Cloud and Tifa often talked about moving into a house. The Seventh Heaven chain grew at a jaw-dropping pace. The chain became renowned for it’s great food, homey atmosphere, and, above all, the attractive and buxom waitresses.

Whenever Cloud talked about rejoining EndSky, Tifa no longer burst into tears (her calculated mechanism of making him drop the subject. She was quite good at her acting skills by the end of the month.) It looked as though she were going to let him continue his mercenary job.

Life was good.

It got better one hot August day, late in the afternoon. The air conditioner had broken, and everyone at the Inn suffered in a misery of heat. The famous Inn had to be shut down for repairs.

Cloud sat sprawled out on the one of the booth seats of the dining area, trying to garner some comfort from the cool leather covering. With his head propped up on the wall, he surveyed the empty room with sweat-stung eyes. He watched as the reddish-gold sunlight slanting through the windows crept across the floor. He envied Denzel at that moment--the boy had been invited at a friend’s sleepover birthday party. It’d been loudly announced on the card that it was a pool party.

The door slammed open as Tifa rushed inside. She had abandoned her usual sleeveless white shirt she wore underneath her black vest, exposing as much skin as decently possible to any cool drafts of air.

“What a day,” she muttered under her breath. She went up to the sink and began her customary ritual of washing the dishes from dinner. She didn’t mind that Cloud didn’t do it--it gave her a reason to get her hands into the cool water.

Cloud, still lying on his cool seat, watched her with growing awe and affection. She didn’t realize the affect on him at all, absorbed in her task. For some reason, her beauty struck him profoundly at that moment. The golden sunlight hit in such a way that it made the slight sheen of sweat on her skin sparkle like glitter whenever she moved. Slight shadows tempted the imagination where she had unzipped the top of her vest a bit. Her hair was pulled back into a haphazard twist at the back of her head. Random wispy locks of hair framed her face like a gauzy veil in the sunlight, and some clung to her neck, damp with perspiration. As he watched, she smiled at some funny inner thought.

At that moment, Cloud knew he’d never want anyone else to spend his life with.

He also thought she was the sexiest woman alive, but that wasn’t the most pressing thought at the moment.

For now, there was only one thing he had to do.

Acting as casually as possible, he pushed himself up from his seat and strode up to her. He interrupted her dish-washing by slipping his hands past her waist and entangling his hands with hers. He brought her soapy, dripping hands to her, crossing her arms over her abdomen while whispering sweet nothings in her ear that made her giggle and blush. He turned her around and continued to distract her, using softly spoken suggestions and light kisses to keep her attention on him.

Behind her back, however, one hand slipped toward where she had placed the wolf ring he’d given her on the sink. She always took the ring off to wash the dishes, carefully placing it in the same spot. Now he took the ring and put in its place another, one set with a diamond. Distracting her with a long kiss, he slipped the wolf ring into his pocket.

Tifa giggled. “You hang onto that thought until later, handsome,” she said, winking.

He smiled at her and nuzzled her neck. “Whatever you say, lovely.”

She patted his cheek with one damp hand. “Now let me go, I’ve got to finish washing.”

Pretending to be reluctant, Cloud slowly released her, sighing with just the right amount of disappointment.
He watched her back excitedly as he made his way to the stairs. She dried the last glass and put it on the rack. Her hand went for her ring.

Cloud quickly stomped up the stairs, making a getaway, so to speak, just to heighten the moment. Hurriedly, he stepped into his room and stopped, unsure of what to do. Thinking quickly, he snatched up one of the blades of his sword and began to scrutinize it, holding it up to the light from the window to illuminate any dings or scratches.

He grinned when the door to his room burst open and Tifa rushed through. Cloud turned around just in time to catch her ecstatic embrace as she practically flew at him, wild with glee.

“Yes!” she cried joyfully. Then she showered him with kisses, too elated to even consider indulging in anything longer.

But Cloud did. He caught her chin and sealed the deal with one slow, lingering kiss.

It turned out that he didn’t have to hang onto that thought as long as he had expected.

*

They married in October. The wedding took place in a public park that often did this kind of thing. It looked as though the leaves would drop to the ground without any color, and the day of the big event would be cold and bitter.

Inexplicably, it turned out the exact opposite.

The sun shone down warm and the trees turned the most vibrant hues of orange, yellow, and red, a breathtaking blaze of color. It was perfect.

All the close companions of the two newlyweds were invited to come. Cid brought Shera along and was, for once in his life, regally dressed for the occasion. Shera often had to prevent him from smoking a cigarette during the ceremony.

Red also wore his best attire--three black iridescent feathers in his wild mane held in place with a silver clasp.

Vincent was there, naturally, but he had hardly changed. Instead, he stood vigilant guard by the check-in table, his glower never ceasing.

The Shinra were invited as well. Rufus appeared as a true gentleman, wearing a three piece suit, though he was still confined to his chair, his back healing slowly. Rude, always the stoic, stiffly stood by his employer’s side. Tseng and Elena strode in together, giving each other meaningful looks. (And throughout the entire wedding, Tseng thought of the ring he had bought.)

Reno was another story. It was clear someone had bullied him to dress appropriately, but the tie was already gone and trailing from one pocket by the time Shinra had arrived. For him, this was another party--but dire looks from Rufus kept him in check. Reno sat in his chair and squirmed with impatience throughout the whole ceremony.

Razana, Dice, Rice, Jazz, Tolm, Preacher, Sparky and Magic were also invited. It was clear that Razana had them under a strict rein, for they all arrived in identical tuxedo’s. Raz herself wore an elegant carmine sheath, her fiery hair pulled into an similarly simple style that let her hair pour down her back. She was also the maid of honor.

Yuffie, dressed in a most becoming pink dress, bustled about everywhere, having been charged with the keeping of the peace. It was a self-imposed duty, but she pursued it with glee.

Barret took the place of best man. The bear of a man wore a suit that only made him look bigger, and was a hideous shade of mustered yellow. He never stopped grinning at everyone, as though the world were made of rainbows.

When Tifa strode down the aisle, everyone immediately hushed and stood. Marlene led the way, sprinkling flowers before her.

As for Tifa herself, she was the picture of beauty, floating down the aisle like a wisp of mist bound in silver threads, the beads of her dress glinting like diamonds. Her raven hair, in sharp contrast to the dress, coiled demurely at the back of her head, with silver flower hairpins glistening in the crisp air.

Everyone watched as the two traded vows. They watched as Denzel proudly strode up with the rings. They watched as the ceremony was sealed in the usual way.

Then everyone cheered.

*

The reception lasted well into the evening. It seemed to Cloud that everyone wanted to dance with Tifa, and he watched carefully who came to ask her for the next dance. Not to anyone’s surprise, Elena caught the bouquet.

Cloud watched in wide-eyed amazement as Reno timidly asked Razana for a dance--a slow dance, of all things--and he was blushing so fiercely! The blonds’ astonishment skyrocketed when Reno asked Cloud if he had Razana’s number. Cloud just shook his head in bewilderment as Reno dashed off with a gleeful look on his face, clutching tightly the napkin Cloud had scrawled the number on for him.

That night, the newlyweds reaffirmed their vows more firmly.

A few months later, well after their honeymoon in Costa Del Sol, Cloud and Tifa decided they no longer wanted a life in the big city. Since Tifa no longer needed to run the bar herself, and Cloud had absolutely abandoned his delivery service, they both agreed that a move to the country would be better. They both needed some peace of mind, away from the metal screech and prodding reporters of the urban jungle.

Come summer, they had fully moved into a beautiful house with ten acres of gentle forest. Nimbus galloped and roamed happily in the expansive backyard, barking at every little thing.

When Cloud and Tifa tried to legally adopt Denzel, however, problems arose. The boy had surviving family left that wished to adopt him and fought tirelessly to keep him. The woman was Denzel’s late father’s sister, whom he’d never known existed, much less met. After months of battling the legal system, the judge ruled in the aunts’ favor.

They truly met her for the first time when she came to take Denzel to her home. Though they had glimpsed her in the courtroom, there was no telling what kind of person she might be.

Fortunately, all their fears were laid to rest. She was a vivacious and loving woman who obviously cared deeply for Denzel. She was very understanding of Denzel’s fear of living with a total stranger, and she actually proposed a plan for the huge transition in his life. Denzel would gradually--over the span of months--spend more and more time with her until he had fully adapted to his new family. It worked perfectly. Denzel visited often, a couple times a week even, and he always had some tale of one adventure or another to regale Cloud and Tifa with.

But the house was so quiet without him.

Cloud continued to accompany EndSky on their many jobs, though it took Tifa a while to adjust to the fact that she simply could not call him every ten minutes to check up on him. Tifa managed the Seventh Heaven restaurant chain from a satellite office at home. Whenever Cloud came home from such a job, he would be greeted by a running tackle-hug from Tifa, quickly followed by Nimbus.

At long last, Cloud had found the life that had eluded him for so long. That life took a sudden turn in the second year of their marriage. It happened on one bright morning as Cloud was eating cereal.

“Cloud, I’m pregnant,” Tifa said nonchalantly as she sipped her coffee.

It didn’t register for about a full fifteen seconds. He crunched on a fresh mouthful of corn flakes and flipped to another page of the newspaper. Suddenly, in mid-chew, his eyes widened and he began an odd combination of half-coughing half-hiccupping that rocked his entire body in the most peculiar way. Tifa reached over and slapped him on the back, worried that he was choking. After a few moments, Cloud held up his hand, mutely assuring her that he was okay.

With deliberate slowness, Cloud lifted a napkin to his mouth and discreetly spit out the half-masticated mass of corn flakes. He then quaffed a healthy amount of milk and set that down with careful solemnity. Then, lacing his fingers as a principal would when facing an errant student, he turned toward Tifa, fixed her with a stern glare, and asked the question that forever plagues humanity.

“What?”

After nearly dying with laughter, Tifa repeated the initial message. Cloud’s slow realization and disbelief only sent Tifa into more fits of laughter. When he finally came to terms with the truth, he just sat there, blinking, with a stupid grin on his face and his coffee going cold.

*

Roughly nine months later, on the eighth day of April, Cloud was sitting in the waiting room at the hospital, sick with worry. Every time he saw a long white coat he leapt to his feet, and always sat down again, disappointed. Eventually, he learned to stop this annoying habit--judging from the queer looks the nurses cast his way, he’d be liable to end up in an insane asylum if he kept it up.

Sighing, Cloud turned away from the stares from the others in the room and rubbed his forehead. He’d been sure he had a heart attack when Tifa called him to come inside and told him what was happening. The weather had been perfect for working outside and he was busy carrying out Tifa’s landscape plan for the front yard. She had all winter to perfect her designs and, with her current condition, it fell upon him to carry them out. Though they could have easily hired someone to do it, being far from short on money, it simply wasn’t the way either he or Tifa did things.

Thus, he’d been slightly annoyed when Tifa called him in, having enough things to do for the day, but panic replaced that quickly enough. He grumbled belated curses for his overreaction: Running around like a dumb ninny while Tifa calmly sat on the kitchen chair and watched his antics with barely suppressed amusement.

“A sight I must be,” he muttered, blood rising in his cheeks. In the ensuing chaos of Tifa’s announcement (she had no right to drop it on him like that, he thought vehemently) he’d forgone putting on anything more appropriate for a public appearance.

Under the cover of his hands, he inconspicuously eyed the tattered, dirt-stained jeans and the holes that made him distinctly aware of every drifting breeze. The equally grimy T-shirt he wore must look even worse. Gods, what must people be thinking? That here is a ne’er-do-well without the decency to dress in at least something presentable on such an important day?

Cloud brought that train of thought to such an abrupt halt it threatened to derail and scatter the rest of his jumbled thoughts.

What the hell was he thinking!? How dare he be thinking such egotistic, self-centered bullshit when… when Tifa…

Uttering a barely audible moan, Cloud slumped further into anxiety and nervousness. How many hours had it been since they told him to wait here? He’d lost count. Too many, that’s for damn sure. Was… could… had something gone wrong?

Cloud jumped impressively when someone touched his shoulder. He looked up guiltily into the gentle face of a nurse. She smiled comfortingly. “Mr. Strife?”

“Yeah?” He jumped to his feet. “What is it?” he said in an absurd squeaky voice, like a mouse. He quickly cleared his throat and repeated, in a normal voice, “What is it?”

The nurse, gods bless her soul, had seen much of this kind of thing, and was able to contain her laughter and made do with a kind smile instead. “Everything’s perfectly fine. If you just follow me, I’ll take you to Tifa now.”

Cloud nodded jerkily and followed the nurse down several identical hallways. As they walked, the nurse felt her control slipping, and a giggle threatened to escape. At last, she stopped in front of a room and held open the door for Cloud. “Take your time,” she said in a strained voice and quickly dashed away for the lounge where she could vent her pent-up giggles in privacy.

Cloud stepped beyond the doorway, oblivious to the door swinging shut behind him. Before him, an exhausted Tifa lay in bed with a triumphant and weary grin. In her arms, she cradled a small bundle that occasionally squirmed.

Ohhhh shit said a voice in the very back of Cloud’s mind. But it was a very small thought and he didn’t even notice it.

Slowly, almost apprehensive, he approached the bed. Tifa laughed and called him a silly idjit. Cheeks burning with shame, Cloud strode up to stand next to her, and stared at the tiny bundle she held.

A little baby girl stared up at him with big blue eyes. She burbled at them and flailed her hands around.

“Hello, Aerith,” Tifa cooed. Cloud blinked in surprise--he’d almost forgotten that had been the name they settled on. “Here,” Tifa said, and suddenly she was passing the infant over to Cloud. Tifa watched, smiling, as Cloud met his daughter. She mentally giggled--He probably had no idea how funny he looked, grinning like that.

The swordsman couldn’t stop staring. She was so… small! She weighed heavier than she looked, too. The blanket had fallen away a little where her hands had reached for the world. Cloud gingerly patted the fold back into place--when a tiny hand grabbed his finger. A warm feeling bubbled up in Cloud, spreading through him as though he’d drunk too much brandy, and he felt equally lightheaded.

Not for the first time, Cloud had fallen hopelessly in love.

*

The new parents had many names for their little one that they used often: Sweet Pea, Honey Muffin, Cutie Cakes and, routinely, Screaming Night Terror.

Cloud also learned the cruel ways of Nature’s Justice --before, Tifa had the morning sickness. After, it was his turn--it was his duty to change the diaper in the morning. He didn’t think his nose would hold out much longer.

One good thing, however--Nimbus absolutely loved Aerith, and became a self-appointed nanny. The wonderful dog suffered all the torments a baby could inflict without complaint.

Denzel, when he came for one of his weekly visits, never tired of playing with Aerith. It gave Tifa and Cloud a wonderful time to relax. Of course, when news of the little one had spread, everyone came to gush over her.

Cloud shrugged in apology to Tifa. “They couldn’t wait until I came back,” he explained meekly. Razana had given Cloud a generous amount of paternity leave, but that didn’t stop curiosity in everyone else.

“Lookit that little doll,” Dice said. All the members of EndSky were bent over Aerith, cooing and making faces, which made the baby girl laugh. Their surprise visit was, they claimed, purely coincidental. They had a job in a town two hours away, and they figured they may as well stop by and visit.

“She’s adorable,” Razana said. She ‘awww’ed as Aerith squeezed the plushy dragon doll the lieutenant had bought as a gift.

“You can hold her,” Tifa said. Suiting action to her words, she scooped up Aerith and deposited her in Jazz’s arms. The black man grinned from ear to ear, his white teeth flashing against his skin. Everyone crowded around to admire her.

Sparky slapped Cloud on the back. “Good job, man.”

“Thanks.”

The two traded the EndSky handshake and laughed at some inner joke. Then they noticed the two women staring at them, arms akimbo. That stance could only mean one thing--they were in trouble.

“What?” they said in unison. Then, “Ow!” as both Razana and Tifa administered a firm slap to the skull of the man under her charge.

“You smell that?” said Magic. Everyone paused for a moment and sniffed. It was a very distinctive baby odor.

“She’s yours,” Jazz said abruptly, thrusting Aerith at Cloud. The blond muttered curses under his breath and left the room with the baby to change her diaper.

“Thank you, sweetie! I love you!” Tifa called to his retreating back. He grunted noncommittally.

Everyone laughed.

*

A few years later, a three-year-old Aerith was introduced to her baby brother--Zack. The little girl treated her brother as though he was something of a curiosity, like a bug or other fascinating critter. She would play with him and show him her favorite toys, but didn’t seem to quite understand the full import of this critter.

“You can give him back now, mommy,” Aerith told Tifa one day. “He smells funny.” Aerith then had to fetch Cloud because, “Something’s wrong with mommy.”

As he dashed into the room, Cloud found Tifa perfectly fine, despite the fact that she was utterly limp in her chair as she helplessly laughed her ass off. Tifa gasped out Aerith’s message and soon Aerith glowered at both her parents with the cutest expression ever seen on a pouting three-year-old.

When they caught their breath and explained that little Zack wasn’t going anywhere, Aerith wasn’t happy at all. She stormed away in a fit, snatching her dragon plushy away from her baby brother as she went through the living room. Zack, deprived of his toy so rudely, began wailing in the loud, nerve-grating way that only babies can manage.

The sibling relationship had already begun to develop beautifully.

As they got older, however, Aerith turned out to be fiercely protective of her little brother and had no compunctions about breaking an umbrella or two over someone’s head at school if necessary. Though she had many problems at school, she was by no means a bad student, and always scored impressively high in her classes.

Despite her protective nature, Aerith often got into fights with Zack at home, and over the littlest things imaginable. Zack was even more combative than Aerith, and it was a common sight to see the two rolling around on the carpet, trying to tickle the other into submission.

In appearances, Aerith took wholly after her father, right down to the spiky hair, although she had ash-blonde hair, unlike the bright gold Cloud sported. But everyone agreed she had her mother’s lovely figure.

As she grew older, she took a great interest in swordplay. In no small part to the stubborn nature she’d gained from Tifa, (“She looks like me, but she’s all you,” Cloud complained to Tifa) she pestered her father to teach her until he finally relented. Her training began at the age of eight.

At the age of seventeen, she came very close to defeating Cloud every time they sparred. He knew his days as an unmatched swordsman were numbered and he couldn’t be more proud of her.

In contrast, Zack took more after his mother, dark-eyed and light brown hair. Surprisingly, he acted more like the person he’d been named after then anyone could possibly have fathomed, although it was a more quiet kind of silliness. Cloud sometimes caught himself calling his son ‘Zack Fair’ on accident when using the full name to add extra threat--which happened to be quite often, since Zack was usually getting into some kind of trouble or another.

But at home, Zack was the quiet reflection of his father, animating only when engaged by someone else. He had a wonderful talent for drawing, the pictures almost appearing to drift off the page, they were so life-like. Though not the best at school, he was sensitive, kind, and hilarious to boot.

Watching his sister go through her routine exercises one day, Zack decided (in the natural way of sibling rivalry) that he had to acquire something similar. But not swords, no, that would never do. Maybe mom might have something to suggest…

Shortly, a daily two hours of training for both children became routine. Cloud and Aerith would take one side of the backyard while Tifa and Zack took the other side. And thus the two heroes raised their children, giving them the skills they had no idea would be invaluable in their children’s future.

But that’s another story.

*

The day eventually came when Cloud finally conceded he had to give up the mercenary business. At the age of 55, he had seen an attack coming but couldn’t move fast enough to get out of the way. The wound was minor , but it proved to be a fatal blow to his career. Cloud was the only original member left in EndSky, besides Razana, who doggedly pursued it despite age.

At long last, Cloud finally gave in to the fact that it was time to retire from EndSky. He had a family to take care of, and the risk wasn’t worth it. Razana understood entirely, and shed a good share of tears when he had to go.

For a long time, Cloud ambled about the house, miserable with boredom. Then inspiration struck--he could give private lessons! Soon, Cloud had a schedule of students lined up for five days a week. It wasn’t anywhere near the pay he used to earn from EndSky, but that wasn’t the point--he was doing something he loved.

Though they were both middle-aged, Cloud and Tifa both appeared younger. A few lines around the eyes and the corners of the mouth. Haggard faces as a direct result of their children. Training sessions and mercenary work had done much to keep the two heroes in shape. Otherwise, neither of them looked like old potatoes as they got older--a trait that was greatly envied by several of their friends.

Cloud would sometimes grumble a complaint at the woes of getting old. Tifa would unerringly give him a hug and tell him that the more laugh lines one had, the better, because then you knew you were happy. Besides, she would unfailingly add, he should be glad that he’d lost none of his magnificent spiky hair. It simply went from gold to silver. This always made Cloud smile and he had to agree with her. He did have all his hair.

Life went on, as it usually does. It brought hard times, bright times, cold winters, roasting summers, rainbows and spring flowers. There were graduations, adventures, tears, kids moving out and coming back, arguments, birthdays and holidays and many pets.

Not a single moment went by that Cloud and Tifa didn’t cherish to the fullest.

*

Cloud Strife, Hero of Meteor, passed away in early October, a few days away from his anniversary.

Aged 84, yet never lacking the spark of vitality so many allowed to go cold, the elderly hero retired to his favorite chair in the garden that Tifa loving cared for. The worn oak rocking chair was in just the right spot to take advantage of the sweet-scented flowers and admire the sunset. He always liked to watch the sun set in the fall--they were always the most beautiful that time of year.

Tifa watched as he settled into his loved, high-backed chair and smiled. Like clockwork. She sometimes joined him out there. Maybe she would go today. It was one of the few pleasures of getting old--the luxury of wasting time together for no other reason than you could and nothing else was bothering you.

Tifa leaned forward, squinting out the window. She sighed impatiently and bustled outside, wrapping a shawl over her shoulders. Cloud smiled at her approach.

She thrust a sweater at him before he could speak. “You should know better, Cloud,” Tifa scolded. “It’s too cold out here and I won’t have you getting sick.”

The swordsman said nothing--he’d grown wiser over the years. Instead, he accepted the sweater and put it on without complaint. When he had donned the sweater, Tifa smiled at him. “There now don’t you feel better?”

“Always do when you’re here,” he said, smiling affably.

Tifa chuckled and ruffled his silver hair. “See? The woman of the house always knows best.”

“Never doubted it!” Cloud exclaimed.

Tifa hugged him. “I might be out in a little. I still have some things with the restaurant to tie up. Okay?”

Cloud nodded. “Okay.”

She bent over and kissed him. “Love you,” she said, already making her way down the garden path.

“Goodbye, Tifa.”

His curious words made her pause in mid-stride and she glanced over her shoulder. He sat in his chair, slightly rocking back and forth, as though he hadn’t said anything unusual. He gazed at the horizon, waiting for the sunset as he always did, the sound of the rustling leaves broken only by the occasional creak of his chair.

Shaking her head, thinking the wind had played tricks on her ear, Tifa went inside. She poured over a complicated offer that concerned the ownership of the restaurant in the event of her death. Frowning, Tifa spent a good two hours composing a carefully worded letter telling all interested in this (ludicrous) offer could put their fears to rest--she already had firmly set out where the restaurant chain would go and what would happen.

She spent another hour setting up an appointment with her lawyer in order to cement the fate of the restaurant more firmly in her and Cloud’s will.

Cloud. She paused in mid-sentence on the phone. Had he come in? She hadn’t heard the door open. Nervously, she chewed on her lower lip, debating if she should go out and check on him--he might’ve fallen asleep in the chair. It happened now and then. She decided she’d quickly wrap up everything with the secretary before going to check on him.

Five minutes later, Tifa walked through the dark garden, just a rosy blush of sunlight left in the sky. Sure enough, there was Cloud, fast asleep in his chair, his head turned away from her and the lights. Quiet, so as not to startle him, Tifa went up to him and touched his hand. His hands were freezing! It never failed to amaze her how he could sleep in the bitter chill of fall like this.

“Cloud…” she said softly, shaking his hand. “Honey. Come to bed before you freeze out here.”

He didn’t move. The floodlights went out.

“Cloud,” she said, louder this time, and shook his hand harder for emphasis. Something slipped from his hand and fell to the ground. By the faint sunlight, Tifa could make out the family photo he kept in his wallet.

Panic wrapped it’s icy fingers around her heart, squeezing painfully.

“Cloud!” It came out choked, her lungs straining for breath as her heart beat wildly. She grabbed his chin and turned his head toward her. Her heart stopped for what felt like an eternity. A shuddering sob finally wrenched air into her lungs and she fell to her knees.

In the west, one last beam of sunlight lanced into the sky, like a soul in flight, and briefly glittered in azure eyes that could no longer see the light.

*

Deep in the Lifestream, in a land never mapped, Cloud woke to the sweet scent of wildflowers. A pure blue sky stretched forever above him.

*

“They’ve built you a temple,” Barret muttered under his breath. Age had not melted his large frame, but not all of it was muscle anymore. “All you wanted was a place to rest and they’ve built you a damned temple.”

The remaining companions still lingered outside of the ornate mausoleum. Cid had passed away at the age of seventy-four and Vincent had disappeared without a trace. Only these few friends lingered after the funeral, along with the Rufus, Reno, and the retired leader of EndSky.

The funeral had been one to rival those of distant kings. Every prominent leader of their respective city-state or country from around the world had come to attend: The President of Edge, the General of militaristic Junon, the tanned leader from Costa Del Sol, the thin diplomatic man of Gongaga, the Elder of Cosmo Canyon, the short Emperor of restored Wutai, the President of New Mideel. These were just a few of the hundreds that came.

But none of them truly knew him, Barret thought. Their grand speeches and the honors they paid the hero had been sincere enough. But it felt empty to those that had lost a dear friend… and more than that to some.

He watched as Tifa, dressed all in black, laid one gloved hand on the marble slab that sealed the grave. Barret silently huffed at the mausoleum--it had all the luxurious trappings that Cloud had never cared for in life. All the companions had protested against such extravagance but the world had overridden them.

Nothing but the grandest for Cloud Strife--even this cemetery accorded special honor, holding the remains of kings and heroes and heroines alike, older than most cities. The burial ground was dotted by many mausoleums and ornate headstones, but this one outshone them all.

White marble turned red-gold in the last embers of daylight. Master artisans had carved the fluted pillars that marked each corner of the octagon-shaped tomb, and the angels that graced the top of each one. The domed ceiling shone brilliantly in the light--at midday, the whole thing seemed to glow with ethereal beauty in the sunlight. It is, in a word, exquisite.

Barret did not approve. This was a resting place for someone of grandeur, not something for Cloud. Sure, it was a great honor and all, but it did little to praise who and what Cloud had truly been.

Tifa withdrew her hand and turned her tear-stained face to the assembled friends. Wordlessly, she walked through their midst, and they parted before her. Her daughter stopped her with a light touch on the shoulder. Aerith leaned forward and whispered something to Tifa.

Tifa smiled and nodded. Everyone watched as Aerith went over to a long black bag she had brought with her and unzipped it. From the bag, she drew out the famous blade wielded by her father, the blade that had seen countless battles.

All curious eyes were fixed on her as she carried the sword up to the mausoleum and drove the blade into the ground right in front of the marble steps. Then she turned and followed her mother out of the cemetery. After a few seconds, everyone else began to follow as well.

Barret studied the tomb and the sword, glinting in the fading light, and silently nodded his approval. Yes, this was now an appropriate resting place. This was a grave, not for a dynast-king or strategically brilliant general, but for what Cloud had always been: a simple warrior who fought for what he loved. By that simple thing, he had changed the world more than any king could have done.

And that deserved the grandeur.

*

“Are you sure I can’t get you anything else?” Zack asked, watching Tifa drain the glass of water and set it on the nightstand.

Tifa smiled and patted her son’s hand with her own wrinkled one. “No, but thank you, sweetie. I’m fine.”

Zack sighed and fiddled with the covers of Tifa’s bed. His mother, now 82, had been restricted to this bed for a long while now. He and Aerith had to stay and take care of her, switching every week. Despite their loving care, Tifa had not improved.

Tifa easily read the worry etched in Zack’s face and gave him a comforting smile. “What did Moriah say on the phone?” she asked, moving her son’s thoughts away from his dark fears.

Moriah, daughter of Cid and Shera Highwind, was a close friend and had inherited the Highwind Airlines.

Zack sighed. “Oh, just the usual stuff, you know the kind. Just an old woman wanting to talk to another old fart.” He looked bitter and unhappy.

Tifa chuckled. “Oh, don’t be like that. Why, look at what you’ve done! You and Aerith are just as famous as your father and I were. You’ve had many more adventures than I, you know, and I have four wonderful grandchildren. An excellent life. Don’t tell me you regret all that now?”

Zack smiled and shook his head. “No, nothing like that. And you’re right, I did do all those things, but…” he sighed. “It’s like it all counts for nothing! There’s nothing I can do for--” he bit off his sentence and stared at the wall, brooding.

Gods, he’s just like him, Tifa thought. Trying to fix what isn’t broken. “You better stop that,” she said firmly. “I’ve never regretted a single thing in my life and neither should you. I’m old and there’s nothing you can do about it.”

Zack grumbled something unintelligible.

“Hey, what did I say now? Don’t make me get out of this bed, mister! I’m enjoying my retirement and I’m not going to have you ruin it!” Tifa said.

Zack laughed, if somewhat weakly, and held his hands up defensively. “Okay, okay, I surrender.”

“Good.” Tifa smiled back and nestled deeper into the many pillows that supported her frail frame. She smoothed the covers thoughtfully with one hand and looked up. “You know what, I do believe you’ve made me hungry.”

Zack sprang to his feet. “Anything you’d like? We’ve got soup, pasta, a little pizza left…”

Tifa waved her hand. “Oh, whatever you had for dinner. I don’t care which.”

“Okay! Pasta it is then!” He left the room with a spring in his step, eager as always have something to do for his ailing mother.

Tifa smiled and looked around at the empty room. So quiet. Weariness fell upon her like a tidal wave, pushing her eyelids down with startling swiftness. From downstairs came the sounds of Zack tinkering about in the kitchen as he prepared something to eat for her.

Maybe I’ll take a little nap, she thought. He won’t be up for a while at least. And he’ll wake me up when he gets here. He’s such a good kid. So tired…

Tifa snuggled into the warm folds of her bed and closed her eyes. In a few breaths, she had fallen asleep.

When Tifa opened her eyes a few moments later, he was standing there, looking just as young as he’d been on their wedding day. One hand already extended toward her, waiting.

Smiling, Tifa reached forward with her equally youthful hand and grasped his. She swung her legs off the bed and stood, never looking away from the azure eyes she’d missed so much. He put an arm around her waist, never letting go of her hand, and guided her out of the room. Just as they walked through the doorway, Zack Strife swept past them, carrying a laden tray.

Tifa began to reach out to him but stopped herself short. Shaking her head with a small smile, she turned back to Cloud, who smiled back. The two continued walking, looking to the heaven within the shimmering light that grew around them with every step. Soon they were gone, fading into the silvery light that still sparkled behind them.

Then that, too, winked out.

Epilogue

Nanaki, or Red XII as others knew him, sighed in contentment, his red flanks heaving. Many scars marked that crimson fur, which now held a fair number of gray hairs. Mementos, all of them, from battles so far in the past no one but he could tell how each one had been earned.

The youngsters of his clan loved to hear him recite tales of his past exploits. The fiery-tailed children never tired of his stories and always begged to hear just one more story before their parents ushered them off to bed. These requests were always granted, for it was no secret that their parents also loved to hear the wondrous stories of Nanaki.

Now, the restored clan of Cosmo Canyon gathered around the Cosmo Candle--the ever-burning flame that memorialized the near annihilation of Nanaki’s clan. Red, as the Elder, had called them here tonight, a rare event. They would all wait quietly until he was ready. He decided to let them wait a little bit--patience was a lesson they all must learn.

Red lay before the fire, half-dozing, letting its warmth seep into his old bones. They were probably wondering why he’d gathered them here tonight. He hadn’t explained to any of them his reasons--they obeyed with the unquestioning loyalty all his kind accorded the Elders.

Nanaki mentally frowned as he returned to the disturbing moment that had made him take such actions. He’d been listening to a youngster recite her studies of history to him. He stopped her in mid-speech.

“Kaya, you’ve barely mentioned the Meteor incident. Have you not yet learned this?”

Kaya nodded vigorously. “I have, Elder Nanaki.”

“Then recite for me the names of those involved in the incident.”

This she did with little difficulty.

“Very good. Now, how did the first three you’ve named meet each other and what was the name of their group?”

Again, she provided the correct answers with only a moment’s consultation of her memory’s record.

“Excellent! One more question. How did the first one you’ve named become a member of SOLDIER?” A trick question--he’d never been a member, but had made himself believe he was so. It was an important lesson, one that showed just how dangerous the effects of Mako can be.

But Kaya could not answer. After several failed attempts, the desperate child burst out, “But no one knows!”

“That is not true. It’s a well documented life-story that everyone should study.”

Kaya, torn between proper respect and frustration, moaned in agony. “It is too long ago! No one remembers things like that anymore, Elder!”

Unsettled, he bid the youngling to take a break, which she gratefully did. Nanaki then went to the expansive library and to see if Kaya’s claims were true.

To his utter shock, they were. Had it really been 1,300 years ago? Further searching revealed that there was no documentation, no biographies, of any of the Heroes of Meteor. The librarian told him that all those books had long since gone out of print, with a scant few copies left. So ancient, they were beyond antiques.

For the first time in many hundred years, Nanaki was uneasy. How could the world forget? How could his clan forget? What would happen when he was dead--a fate he saw not long off. Would those few souls that had been his first true friends be utterly forgotten, condemned to be meaningless names in a dusty book that no one knew existed?

No. It won’t happen. He wouldn’t let it happen. He would pass on his knowledge to the clan, make them memorize it and pass it on to their children and so on. They would not be forgotten.

But… where to begin?

Nanaki stirred and laboriously pushed himself up to sit on his back haunches. All around him were the faces of his clan, a sight he’d never believed possible when he was young. Now, they all turned toward him expectantly, patiently. These were the faces that would carry the stories all but lost to the world, that would preserve this legacy forever.

Taking a deep breath to steady himself, Nanaki began to tell the story of a man named Cloud.
 
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