Hoopla, drugs on the brain

M1ghty Mous3

M1ghty Mous3

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Does anyone ever get the feeling to just, fuck it? Just go out and wanna cause some chaos? Not to be evil or something. Just do it, because most people don't.

Idk, I'm weird. I like to think of things that would be like hooopla.

Maybe if i found something worth.....fightng for, I'd be able to go to the top.

Please allow to find a job soon.

Yesterdays feelings will be lost in time.
 
This is the description of my life from ages 16-21. It was boozing, smokin weed, brawling, and causing trouble. Me and my friends would go out and do some crazy shit. I am not proud of some the things I did. Ages 16-18 we did antics from tagging houses to pissing down slides at local parks. We were bad. Really bad. From 19-21 came more of the party scene. Getting drunk and high and then wandering the streets of our town shouting obscenities and chucking random objects at street signs totally obliterated.

Then it all stopped. It was during a two week bender when I told myself, no more of this shit. I stopped drinking(abusively that is) and stopped getting high. Some of my friends are still fuckin nuts but my closest friends seemed to mellow out as well.

Now at 24, I look back and laugh at somethings, feel embarrassed about A LOT of things, and accept that it is behind me. Now the craziest thing I do is get drunk once or twice a month and just talk shit to people on Street Fighter in the safety of my own home. I feel like I outgrew most of this stuff and I'm glad. But every now and again, I do get the crazy feather up my ass and want to cause some mayhem. Which basically ends just getting together with the guys at the bar, put some down the hatchet and go home and go to bed. That's as crazy as I get now.

But I do understand the wanting to break the norm sometimes. It's totally normal. Just don't let it control you.
 
I'm like that right now. Drugs, alcohol and just doing whatever the hell I want. Now that might sound worse then it is. Of course I', respectful to people but I have gotten myself in alot of trouble recently because? well like you said.. fuck it. I'm bored of sitting around doing nothing all day so I like to spice things up a bit and when I've had alcohol there's no limit to the things I'll do.
 
I've thought about running away before. Just to see how my parents would react. Though as far as bad stuff goes, I'd probably just drink a few beers. Nothing major. I've considered it, but then turned it down for a few reasons, one is that I have a fear of being kidnapped by a gremlin of some kind. Second is that I'd have no internet access unless I stayed in a McDonalds (which actually isn't a bad idea), and three, I just don't have the guts to do it. Only 3 more years of being a proper boy. Then after that, all hell will break loose (calmly of course). Anyway, I wouldn't go any farther than a few beers. That's just not me.
 
You bunch of absolute rebels :ari:

Get a job like yous said. After a months youl be praying for a week off where you can do whatever the hell you want. Though without a job im not sure how you afford booze and narcotics :hmm:
 
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