Well, Horus, come back whenever you feel better and I wish you the very best, so:
1. Always look forward. Things will improve.
2. Never blame anyone or yourself for crude or harsh comments. (Unless those comments are anti-semetic.)
3. You'll always have my respect, regardless of past or circumstances, so take care.
i know it's a bit tl;dr... but he's already said he's staying, btw.