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I'm feeling the same as you are in all honesty. It never actually seems right without my dad around (even regular mornings and nights) but holidays and birthdays take a bigger toll than most days. I wish I could get drunk like you tbh, lew. I've never drank but I'd be lying if I said the thought hasn't crossed my mind lately. I'm not sure if you're lucky or not that you'll be distracted with your dinner with your dad and family, but I guess a distraction is a distraction. Have a drink for me, will ya? Me, we've had practically no money all year so there's no anything for Christmas, not the slightest amount of anything. Which is ok, cuz we're not use to gifts and stuff as is. But the day will just be a constant reminder of the bad so since there's no celebration I plan on sleeping the entire day. Sounds pathetic but it's better than moping around the house looking at a empty Christmas tree with not even the uplifting sound of family chatting happily.

So I say your meaning of christmas is spot on. Home alone is a great film and I will watch it as well. I do hope you have a moment of some kind of happiness though, even if it's brief.

It's horrible.

Yeah I remember the Agent Smith. I forgot what number I was.

There was Queen Brahne as well, but only for a day or two.

you know I'm game! I'll be working quite a bit during the Christmas period but obviously you've gotta burn a few Christmas noobs when the opportunity presents itself. If I'm not online send me a msg here and I'll jump on it's been too long!

Wow, I'd love to do something like that too. Volunteer to help others would be an awesome experience! Glad you've got something planned out then. Stay warm.

And I think she's getting too old for Santa now haha. She might even know but probably not revealing that she knows. She can be quite crafty. Takes after me. =P

Actually this year will be her last year of knowing 'Santa'. xD Hence why I kinda up the gift a bit - a violin. My husband was like, "What, no don't give Santa too much credit! That violin is from us." Lol. My son's getting a guitar. I really wanna teach him how to play but he's just strumming mindlessly away (using my guitar) for now.

And we're driving up north to see my relatives. It's always a nice drive up there as we're literally right next to the Pacific ocean when driving - nice view and everything. So it's just a cruise for about three hours.

Did you decide yet whether you're going to see family then? I do hope you enjoy Christmas a bit this year.

your signature is so choice

haha, that's ridiculously fantastic, lew i'm really glad to hear that. sucks no friends will go with you to see the hobbit, i would def go see it if i had the cash. i got it, just force someone to go. use your scottish strength. and i'm alright, thanks for askin'. i've recently found a way to make cash online (cant afford gas or a car for a 'real' job lmao) so that's got me feelin pretty optimistic tbh.

jobs are a good way to keep minds busy, best use is for the weary minded, too.

haha, how ya doin', lew?

i take it your excited for the star wars film?

He sounds handsome. Let me know what you can turn up on him.

its good though when youre busy and youre getting things sorted. sounds like its gonna be an all day thing on monday and tuesday! good luck with that. makes me feel good though whenever i work really really hard especially when its physically exhausting i know times like that too, when you think youll stop being busy in a few days but then youre suddenly even busier and it feels like theres no end in sight. just have to keep ur head down though and work through it

hows work goin? im working quite a bit myself it feels like i live there i might as well just sleep over

i think the new players have given england a slicker style than before. people really like gerrard but he was a bit of a plodder for me.

did u hear the english fans chanting "youll be british til you die" cheeky

the scotland england game btw, come on england! 3-1

yeah no worries man i assumed as much we'll have a few marathons when the times right no doubt!

Definitely get on it now . It is really good and pretty damn brutal. Really hope they finish it well and not half-ass it!

Have you been watching the current season of SoA!?

ill be on in about half an hour

you a dire straits fan, lew?

just got back from work now, it was stock take day and it overran. the store closed and 5 and we had a lock in and counted stock until now, it felt kinda like the movie saw but worse.

yeah its hard to say when you first play, u like it but its a bit frustrating when people jump from all angles to kill you. just so u know theres a classic deathmatch playlist with exo movement, i only found that out recently and ive been destroying people on that playlist. on the normal tdm its so easy for someone to just randomly flank you as theyre jumping across the map but its good fun once you master it. we'll have to have some games together i take it youre working tomorrow? ill be working 12-4 so if ur free we can cod some, ill tell u about the tekken too

You could go to a concert or something! Be that guy who runs naked onto the stage while she's singing. With a bouquet .