Toxic Variations
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" Sometimes, trouble can be a good thing. " Amorita would move to stand on the sidewalk. The breeze lifted and shifted her long hair around her shoulders. " Sometimes not. It depends on who's causing it. " A playful wink. She listened to the strains of music and closed her eyes. She was reminded, suddenly, of early days in her nursery when her mother, wearing a gleaming cross with the crucified christ in the middle, would sing songs to her. Songs which were, in the end, the palpable luminescence of the human soul. If only she could reach out and touch the notes, keep them forever locked in her heart. She would turn away and walk back into the cafe. Those images would never be burned away from her mind. " . . . " Amorita would continue to clean, count cash and receits, and finally close up, turn off the lights, etc. " I never asked you your name, did I? " As her other co-workers left, Amorita would close the door and lock it behind her. " Have you a car? If not, I'd be more then happy to drive you home. The streets aren't kind to a woman by herself. " If Mizu didn't have a car, and agreed to it, Amorita would drive her home. If not, then Amorita would go on and pick up her child. The night was cool. Amorita would open the rusty door of her car and slip in, shutting it behind her. The car smelled of lavender and roses. She backed out of the car park and slowly pulled onto the road. The car bounced a bit as the tires hit several pot holes. Lights were turned on and she'd press her foot to the gas. " ... Damn piece of junk. Don't stop! " The car groaned and then jolted and shuddered as Amorita slammed her high heel into the floor and then bashed her fist against the console. A thick black cloud of smoke left the exhaust pipe and the car seem to run more smoothly. " That's a good boy. "
She rolled down the window, on the driver's side, and listened to the music. Her long hair flowed across her pale face. " Good luck to you, whoever you are. " She whispered these words to the night and thus she drove on. Eventually she came to an apartment complex - known as Palm Mansions. A kindly Mrs. Edinburgh looked after Amorita's child. " Martha? " Amorita would ascend the rickety staircase and would knock on the door of number five. The door would open and there, before her, stood an elderly woman with white hair and a kind, wrinkled face. "Well now, I was starting to worry about you, Rita. Come on into this room, this instant. You'll catch your death of cold, out there! " " I'm coming! I'm coming! " Amorita would step inside as Martha quickly closed the door and locked it with several locks. There was no way anyone could get in, unless Martha wanted them in. "Where's my boy? " "Right here! I'm here . " A boy, not very tall or healthy looking, stepped into view. His large brow eyes were dull and his black hair was long and curly around his cheeks. Amorita swept him into her arms and gave him a warm hug. The child smiled and hugged her back, but sadly, he was unseeing. Both eyes were blind. How had it happened? It has been three years since that incident. Amorita blamed herself everyday, what Mother couldn't? She hugged him tightly. " Don't go out tonight, Martha. The streets are dangerous. You've heard the music, have you not? " " Of course, I have! Humph, as if anyone would bother a little granny woman like me. I'm harmless. " "Sure you are, as harmless as a boa constrictor. When you start attacking, with that walking cane of yours, I get my skinny ass out of the way. Heads fly. " They all laughed, in this moment. But it wouldn't last long, Amorita had to get back home.
She rolled down the window, on the driver's side, and listened to the music. Her long hair flowed across her pale face. " Good luck to you, whoever you are. " She whispered these words to the night and thus she drove on. Eventually she came to an apartment complex - known as Palm Mansions. A kindly Mrs. Edinburgh looked after Amorita's child. " Martha? " Amorita would ascend the rickety staircase and would knock on the door of number five. The door would open and there, before her, stood an elderly woman with white hair and a kind, wrinkled face. "Well now, I was starting to worry about you, Rita. Come on into this room, this instant. You'll catch your death of cold, out there! " " I'm coming! I'm coming! " Amorita would step inside as Martha quickly closed the door and locked it with several locks. There was no way anyone could get in, unless Martha wanted them in. "Where's my boy? " "Right here! I'm here . " A boy, not very tall or healthy looking, stepped into view. His large brow eyes were dull and his black hair was long and curly around his cheeks. Amorita swept him into her arms and gave him a warm hug. The child smiled and hugged her back, but sadly, he was unseeing. Both eyes were blind. How had it happened? It has been three years since that incident. Amorita blamed herself everyday, what Mother couldn't? She hugged him tightly. " Don't go out tonight, Martha. The streets are dangerous. You've heard the music, have you not? " " Of course, I have! Humph, as if anyone would bother a little granny woman like me. I'm harmless. " "Sure you are, as harmless as a boa constrictor. When you start attacking, with that walking cane of yours, I get my skinny ass out of the way. Heads fly. " They all laughed, in this moment. But it wouldn't last long, Amorita had to get back home.