When did your life suck most?

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Um, my life sucked the most probably in 2008. My best friend died. I mean, my best BEST friend since childhood. I wont go into the details I don't think because it isn't the easiest thing to talk about and I think I have already told some people about it.
But then 2006 sucked pretty bad too. I wont really even leave that to the public, lets just say it sorta changed me.

2010... could be bad too... sadly, since my parents seem to be having problems. The good thing about this is (I guess) I wont be going back to school for a while, its time to resort to some online classes I guess.

Maybe I'll add more detail to this post later... if I feel like it.
 
My Life has sucked since birth. When I found out that my life wasn't wanted by my Dad, I went into a depression, dreaming of his death. It was bad knowing that he gave my mom the abortion money and all saying, "my other baby might get jealous" I cant seem to talk to him anymore since I was told that. I am glad that my mom took the money and turned me into the slightly obese child I am today, buying me so much food :)

Being told that I act femine because I laugh at girl stuff and watch some girly shows doesn't help either. I am not gay and being called that while on the street and being insulted by groups of guys gets VERY frustrating. One time on the train, these thuggish guys were joking around asking each other who would go out with me :confused: due to the fact that I was wearing a slightly tight jacket. The jacket was from a friend and my insecurity made me burn it and I nearly caused a fire.

Learning that I have lead poisoning isn't the best news, either, although I don't really see any effects of it, unless stuttering is a side effect or something. Stuttering has ruined my life also, making me a sociopath in real life. Online, I can type without having to pause while I think what I want to say over and over in order for it to come out fluently. I just dont talk in real life at all, unless I really have to, and only to adults who aren't immature like kids who call me, a kid that has been regarded to be way more intelligent than them, Retarted.

This thread helps a lot. I got to vent out some things, although one thing, which is the driving force of the pain of my life, I can't say yet. Its something really bad concerning my mother. Thanks to whoever created this thread :)
 
Hmm, Im not really sure. Ive had ups and downs such as being cheated on or people not wanting to be as serious relationship wise. Family problems throughout, but I would have to say this year was pretty bad as well.

I ended up having to pay alot of money because insurance wasnt covering me. School depresses me because I feel isolated from studying so much (freaking grad school), and I got in a car accident. I got hit by a semi truck. Luckily I didnt get hurt at all but I honestly could have died if I wouldnt have see it at the last second. Relationship went south because of the other person not wanting to be serious. All of this happened in like the course of a month as well, so it was really getting to me.
 
The past 5 years. I haven't really given a damn about anything in my personal life since then and have been empty. It doesn't help that the world is intent on destroying itself and continually struggling against all the BS is so damn tiring. I just have no energy.
 
I'd say around the time my parent's got a divorce which was when I was 14-15ish. My dad lost his job while my mom worked like 24/7 which brought me and my dad closer then I was with my mom. There would constantly be yelling screaming etc it was so horrible I just wanted to get the hell away from it all. Shortly after my uncle died (he was in the army) It was a very hard time for me switching back and forth from parent to parent and I became very stressed and my grades started to slip. I would get even more in trouble I didn't give into drugs etc but apparently I started to hang around the 'bad' so said my dad. But at the time they were my friends and gave me somewhat of comfort. After a while maybe when I was 16 and a half my sister left for college and since I didnt talk to my mom for a while she was my go to person. It really sucked however, I know it's not as bad as others may have had it, it was just an awful period of time that I would not want to go back to at all.
 
When I got a cast on my arm the first day of summer. I could not swim or play my saxophone in the summer jazz ensemble, for a while, anyway.
But yeah, the true worst day of my life was when a kid on the bus got everyone to call me "homo boy". I ended up getting suspended for a week for kicking his ass in pure anger.
 
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Hoo boy, that would have to be 2001. Worst year of my life. My dog died of cancer when I was away on a trip to Orlando. Later that year, I had a bike accident which was pretty serious. Then my grandma died (peacefully thank god) at the age of 93. Then I started getting terrible pains in my right arm. Get an X-Ray, no fractures or anything like that. Instead we get an MRI, and in my right brachial plexus, I have a grapefruit sized tumor which was malignant. In the end of the summer, I get it removed and lose almost all feeling in my right hand. Recovery was painful. Then the attacks happened. Then I had to have radiation therapy. Good times, I tell ya.
 
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For me it's gotta be the year that I dropped out of high school. I was always confused I was overweight and I kept having weird sort of attack things that I didn't understand. Luckely I managed to get myself refered to a physcologyst (SPELLING !?!?) and found out that I had asperges, but before I got to that I had to spend an entire year of my life alone at home with no friends and no people to care about.
 
Life sucks most of the time..when you are sick[the worst nightmare] as u must stay in the house,in bed..with pills around you..and hot teas...and everyone asking you..:are u ok...for like 10000 times..I just hate that!!!...
and another moment when life sucks..is when I get exams..they are so stressful..and I can't wait to be done!!!
 
Man I remember the very moment my life sucked the most. It was November 15, 2008. I was a freshman at Wake Forest University, was my first game of the season I got to actually start instead of coming in about the 3rd or 4th quarter. Was probably my best and worse game I have ever played. Was the middle of the 3rd quarter, rainy as hell, and so far I had 3 sacks, 2 interceptions, and 1 fumble recovery.

So I go out on a simple blitz play, worked out great. The line rushed the QB to throw just a little too early and ball seemed like it went exactly where I wanted it to. Got my 3rd interception of the night and as I was running for, hopefully, the endzone I got hit hard on both sides of my left knee. I guess both guys were just going for my legs, but both ended up hitting the same knee. So with their combined tackle and how wet and slick the field was I went down wrong and I knew I was going down wrong and I felt a sharp pain shoot up my entire leg and I just blacked out.

I woke up 4 hours later in Wake Forest University Hospital with my Grandma and Grandpa and my then gf and now wife. And had a brace going from my thigh to my ankle and they told me I busted my ACL and MCL in my left knee. And further more because it was both of them at once and not separately or just one it pretty much ended my football playing days. And for me that day just really sucked and the worse part is I'll always have a scar on my knee to remind me of what happened and how I lost the ability to play a game I loved and played almost since I could pick up a football. That was definitely the worse day of my entire life.
 
I don't know. There's been family deaths, stalker exs, bad boyfriends, credit problems, work issues, money issues, trauma, fear and generally sucky days, so I can't really say what day sucked the most. I can say that I'm happier than when I was younger, but that's probably because I can control my destiny now and generally decide what happens in my life--as a child I was along for the ride and it got pretty bumpy at times.
 
Basicly it must have been when I was a child. I was bullied everyday for almost 10 years. The bullying became more subtle when I got into my teeage years, but it was still there. And well this year hasn't been so good either. Of course it had it's ups and downs. Got my heart broken twice this year. But I guess I should be glad that I don't talk to these guys anymore since they were a couple of jerks the both of them. Also this year there were a lot of problems in my family which totally wore me out and made me depressed.
 
my life always sucked
there was so much drama going on
from an alcoholic mentally unstable sickly mom, to child services, to living on the streets, to family deaths, losing a job, dealing with court issues for my little sister, relationship BS, to struggling to live off of $5 for 2 weeks
and my life is just getting worse
so..... I guess it just plain ol' sucks XD
 
hmm my life sucked a lot actually during school I was teased etc but I always had friends...I think my life sucked the most between the time i quit school and when I got my new job.

I cut myself off from everyone for 3 months and just lived on the computer, never moved from it never socialised or anything. I was so depressed.

Then I finally applied for a job, picked my life back up, got in touch with my friends again and now I am happy :D
 
I life sucked the most when I was around 18 years. I moved to downtown Montreal with a roommate I knew from college. It was fun at the beginning but I started taking heavy drugs (cocaine,crack) once in a while. It became an addiction after a couple of weeks. I was taking those drugs alone when my roommate was at his girlfriend's place.

Then I started stealing stuff from work to sell it, I started borrowing money from everyone i knew and I was lying to everyone. I felt so ashamed of myself at the time.....It was miserable. Finally, I couldn't pay my grocery and the rent. It lasted a couple of month like that but then I decided to go back to my parent's place. I owned a lot of money. I lost all the friends that I met in the city.

Not only only that period of my life sucked the most because everything in it was evolving around cocaine, but it was the worst and most miserable period of my life. I've been straight for 7 years ( I stopped smoking weed 3 years after that episode) and d I'm happy now.
 
It's hard to say when my life sucked most. Overall it's been years from hell ever since 2001. Warning: This may be a long post. I didn't mean for it to be.

Let me start with 2001. That was the year of Sept 11, and in that very same year my dad ended up in a mental hospital from traumatic events in his life. Sept 11 I think kicked it off for him because when the day hit, he wasn't the same. My mother became sorta cold at that time also and wasn't exactly emotionally there. My mom and grandpa (my father's dad) took my dad into the hospital on Halloween 2001. He came out in November a bit better. However my mom began to change....

In 2003, was when shit started to hit. We had been living out in Montana for about a year at that point. We moved there in 2002 from Ohio. In 2003 I had to change schools and leave all my friends that I indeed liked a lot. That last week of school I never showed up and never got a chance to say goodbye to anyone, which hurt a lot because I never saw any of them since. We moved to Kalispell as finances were becoming tight and my folks tension was growing between them. We were going from hotel to hotel that whole summer because we couldn't find any place and it was during the worst fire season Montana saw in 25 years. The smoke was so incredibly thick it was hard to breathe, I'm surprised the state didn't call an emergency evacuation. We finally found a place, although not very good. The school I went to for my 7th grade year was actually damn good, the girl students to guy students ratio was very favorable, as there were more girl students than guys and yeah a lot of them were very beautiful. There was one girl I had a huge crush on, however due to my situation at home it caused a lot of problems for me at school and I never attempted to ask her out. The whole time we lived there my folks constantly fought and argued, as my mom was up to something. Turned out my mom had a multitude of affairs on my dad and he didn't know until much later......

Jan, 2004 came and we decided to move back to Ohio close to my grandparents as things were becoming too tense in Montana. I went back to my old school district that I had previously went to from before to finish off the rest of my 7th grade year. I asked this girl out in February, as I was kinda new to the whole asking out thing and we did go out for quite some time. The day we broke up is a time that will haunt me. We broke up in Sept of 2004 I was the one who broke up with her too. I announced it to her around lunch time, I tried to be as easy as I could about it, but no matter what, a break up is a break up. Which thinking about it now, was a bad idea on timing because I still had the rest of 4th and 5th period with her. She cried her eyes and was depressed for pretty much the rest of the day. At the end of school day, she had to go to practice but before she did she asked me one last time, if I was sure about the decision. I said..... yes and she walked away.... The next day came and she wasn't herself. I became a bit worried about her. Turned out a close friend of hers told me she had attempted suicide, which shocked me because I had no idea. Finally, when I saw her again I just walked up to her and hugged her tightly, and I whispered to her "Don't ever do something stupid like that again, you're too valuable to lose." We both cried and we talked for a while after wards. Even though we had already broken up, I didn't want her to do something drastic like suicide, that was gonna hurt me and a lot of other people and leave them confused. She and I got through it, I wanted to make sure she was in better spirits.

Then in the summer of 2005, I asked this other girl out. She wanted to go out with me earlier in Dec 04 but I was still coming out of the break up situation so I stayed out for a while. She went out with some other guy anyway but broke up before summer. I finally asked her out in June 2005. We had some wild fun together, even fun sex :D, why not. Her best friend I knew quite well because we had a lot of classes together. Anyways, we would always hang together the three of us and sometimes a buddy of mine and we would go out often to like movies etc. Well, as I've told this story before in another thread, there was a few times I wasn't with them. One of the times my girlfriend and her best friend were out and about one day and I told them I couldn't make it. Later that day, a couple of older guys about 19-20 then, were harassing my girlfriend and her best friend. They began to be physically abusive to them and were molesting them to the point of almost raping, it was enough of a scene that people took notice and stopped it. She called me from the emergency room and told me what happened, their clothes were torn and they were beaten. All I had was extreme rage and I was on the hunt to beat or kill those fuckers. Turned out the police did catch them and they got into some serious trouble. We stayed together for a while after but broke up in March 2006... However though I had another problem, Hurricane Katrina had destroyed my home town of New Orleans and that started a whole new set of problems for me. I had to be pulled from my high school in Ohio as I was creating too many problems, I began to lose myself as the hurricane got to my head. The principle and I hated each other. We would yell so loud in the office, staff and students would get scared. The school threaten to take away all my high school credit because I was absent more than 5 days without a doctor's note. If I was gone more than 5 in a quarter without a Doctor's note, it was considered unacceptable and ALL your high school credit would be gone and working to get it back wasn't worth it. Coincidently, a buddy of mine also hated the same principle I hated and they got into a dispute over something else, only this time the principle called the police on him and he got tazered in the school office.

In summer of 2006 my dad finally discovered about all the affairs my mom had and she admitted to, even from 2003. That was the year from hell, my dad and mom fought worse than they had ever been before. Domestic violence almost become an every night thing. My mom would bust my dad up good to, so don't think it was a one way street. I remember the police would often have to arrive, shit would be broken in our house. My folks went to the hospital a couple times, although my mom ended up going to the mental ward a few times. They did love each other dearly even though it was very crazy at times, it was like something out of a tense Eminem song "A tornado meets a volcano." I took a trip with my grandparents to New Orleans in summer of 06 to see what happened, my grandparents lived there too for a long time. What I saw can never be explained or seen again. The destruction from a negligent government could never be forgiven. It was the Army Corp Of Engineers that fucked that whole area hard. It was hard on me to see that.

Over the next couple years 2007-2008 I became badly introverted from a lot of things in my life. In October 2008, the day after my 18th birthday I was in a horrible car wreak. It was a hit and run/head on collision. It was caused by a Ford F-250 overloaded pulling a compactor on a trailer. The Ford truck didn't stop at a stop sign and it was doing about 40mph, so I swerved to try and miss it but the truck hit the back passenger side of my car causing me to go into incoming traffic. A Chevy HHR wasn't paying attention and we hit head on at about a 45mph impact. I slammed my breaks but the HHR didn't make any attempt. Both our cars totaled on the side of the road and the ford truck just took off and left. My folks and my little bro were with me in the wreak. The HHR had people knocked out too. 2 firetrucks, 5 ambulances and about 6-7 police cars showed up and closed the road off. Everyone thankfully survived, but it was one of those moments like in the movie "Fearless" where I should have died but somehow I survived but I ended up losing my mind. In August 2009, I did just that and went Post Traumatic. I finally hit a point and lost it, I had even lost my sense of humor and didn't know how to get it back for a long time. I went to a mental hospital for a while and I remember the thoughts running through my head were so ramped and so overwhelming, so many things that didn't make sense. I would cry a lot and for long periods of time. The only relief I had was when I would sleep. I remember thinking to myself in the hospital, "wouldn't it be nice just to stay asleep and not have to wake up in pain everyday." Which I guess in my own morbid way was saying, "wouldn't it be nice to be dead?" I wasn't suicidal by any means, I never could do it. It was the dark turning point of my life and afterwards I did become much darker. I wrote a lot of dark writings while in the hospital, that I probably wouldn't share. Some of it was philosophical about life, death and the human experience. Most of it had to do with love and emotional pain.

2010 was my recovery year. No eminem pun intended. I was finally learning how to not be afraid. However this year still has had it's shit too. My uncle ended up in federal prison in April for drugs and my grandpa left my grandma for some other lady after 40 years of being together. So now tensions are growing from that. Overall, I'm better now though and have gained a new insight. I'm still not even scratching the surface of things with just these few stories. I do love my folks and my family despite all of what we've been through. My artistic taste is definitely still darker, but I'm in a better state of mind than in previous years. All I can say is, To those that are in that dark place trying to get out... Keep your head up.... It does get better.
 
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