Is that you, Fox Mulder? "I want to believe." It sounds like you're having to convince yourself that Christianity is correct, and thus, that God exists.
No, it's not that at all. The universe is 13 billion years old, and we know this by how fast and far light has traveled, among other things.
Goes directly against Genesis, even if you consider a day in Heaven to be a 1000 years.
No, I'm simply suggesting that something cannot come from nothing, and since reality had a beginning, it was caused by something outside or realm of existence. And such a thing must have certain properties, which I described.
Anyways, I made a new thread on it, which I have actually yet to check
I do, however, have my own reasons for Christianity, which I probably will not discuss unless it becomes necessary in lieu of this subject.