What pisses me off? Where the fuck do I start? I'm being treated like a total kid: I still don't have my phone, I miss my boyfriend so fucking much, I miss my friends like the fuck! I can't leave my house because the neighbors are set to watch my moves, I can't invite friends over, all because of the fact that I had sex. All because of the fact that I happened to land in the E.R. and my bf is the sole fucking target for fire and blame. Only one or two of my friends understand and actually know the full extent of the issues. I've been losing weight, I'm fucking sick physically, mentally, and just emotionally. Like I'm fucking done. I'm not fucking happy anymore, fuck it, I'm pissed, I'm on edge, I feel insulted. Fuck it, Sunday better hurry the fuck up and come and if I hear anything weird during my follow up appointment on Friday then I might just scream. I'm fucking 18 years old I should be able to try and prove that I can apply for some jobs and get a fucking car and do what I need to do what the fuck! And my parents talking shit about my boyfriend pisses me off because they don't fucking know him and they never gave him the time of day so why couldn't they just stfu about it. Really, am I pissed? I'm fucking enraged.