When did your life suck most?

[Rey]

My life sucked most when I was younger. I was horrible at Math. I had to stuy every single day(yes thats how horrible I was at it) High school for me was the worst time of my life. Yeah it was easy but it became harder and harder. Math was the main problem. I still do some Math today. You might say Why am I doing Math if I hate it so much? Well even though I passed Math eventually I still need to get better at it. The word is just I fucking suck at it. My parents used to get so pissed when I came home with failing marks in Math. I also hated some Teachers with a passion. Some did not even know how to teach at all. Thats mine. What about you guys?

 

[GanjaKat]

Well most of it really. I suffered from depression throughout years 5 onwards and still do at points..endlessly moved schools year 7-10 due to bullying.
then there is parents divorce, loss of 3-4 family members in the past 2-3 years, more family issues i could go on. But it turned around about year 11 (education wise) as i was the king of the crop as far as popularity and school went.. i fitted in very well with the atmosphere at the last school i went to.I have had ups and downs in the recently passed years, but id have to say my younger life was a lot worse. I am offen surprised i didnt grow up so much worse..

 

[aintnoscrub]

I never had problems at school. high school was awesome for me lol. Life sucked the most probably when...hmm can't think of a time.

 

[Big Casino]

Meh you get good times and bad times. Best to just forget about things and move on. Im not really one for complaining about my problems or to go looking for sympathy il just say that the bad times are in the past and im forgetting about them. No point dwelling over things u cant change so i just look ahead.
ALTHOUGH!!!!! I was pretty gutted when my ipod broke, those were dark days.

 

[Aselia]

For me, Right now. My mom hates my dad, and he is desperate for her not to leave, he sulks like a child whose candy has been taken away. Our house in in foreclosure at the moment, and I am about to go visit my boyfriend (good thing lol) but idk if i will have a house here when i come back. My mom seems to have nothing better do to than bitch at me either. about EVERYTHING. she also calls me fat constantly and calls into question why my boyfriend would want me. its REALLY annoying. so yeah. DEFINITELY right now.

 

[blakstang98]

Even the my ex in the "the one that got away" thread broke my heart, I'd say that my senior year in high school was the worst time in my life with that break-up being the 2nd worst.

Nothing went right for me in my senior year. You'd always hear stories that senior year in high school was easily the best year of school (not including college). I guess I went into the year with high expectations that it would be more fun than freshman year. Boy was I in for a rude awakening.

The first problem was that the teachers in my city were still fighting for a contract, but they never actually did strike, they would start the year normally. But unfortunately, most teachers had this "I don't give a shit whether you pass or fail" attitude until they landed a contract around the time first quarter ended. They sort of just stuffed the students with work and weren't really willing to give them extra help if the students didn't understand. I wasn't one to bug teachers for help, but the work load did have an effect on me

The second problem was that I had a terrible English teacher. She was new, and seemed to befriend a lot of the female students. It would look weird walking into class and seeing the first 3 rows in the class all occupied by girls and the guys in the back 3 rows. But even when grading tests and reports, grades would be significantly different between gender, which doesn't make sense either. Unfortunately, when reading a book and interpreting your thoughts on an exam, a teacher can be subjected to grade it based on how they interpret your interpretation (confusing, but I think the point is there). As a result, I was failing English senior year. If it was Math, History or Physics, I could still graduate with the failed grade, but English was a must pass, so now I had this added stress the ENTIRE year. It's never a good feeling knowing you could end up failing senior year. Sad truth of the matter is, I was in the top 25% of my class, and yet I may not have passed.

The third problem was from my failing English grade. Because I had a D/E for the year, I was rejected from the college I wanted to go to. Considering this was the only college I applied for, I was basically screwed. The fact that I was a B student throughout the rest of my years in school, it wasn't good enough because of 1 BAD GRADE. It also didn't help that this college decided on this year to be greedy and basically only accept out-of-state students because they pay more for tuition (greed is a sin, remember that). So I didn't make it into the smallest freshman class the college has seen in like 80 years or whatever.

The fourth problem was that I was working while going to school. I was working about 20-25 hours a week, so this added non-school frusterations into my life. The job was decent at the time considering, but it did add some stress at the time that I definitely didn't need because of my school issues.

The fifth and final problem was a lack of a love life. Here it is senior year in high school, and I still had nothing developing. Then there was a girl that I liked, that I really wanted to ask to prom. I couldn't gain the nerve to do so, and someone else beat me to the punch. Even when asked by others if I wanted to go, I refused because I had my heart set on this young lady. This was probably the thing made me extra snappy in the later part of the school year. This one also had a long-term effect, as I questioned for years what could have been. Eventually it was time to let it go and move on, as we never had anything to begin with, so there was no real sentimental value.

So with these issues, I was really on the verge of doing something drastic. This was the only real point in my life that made me feel depressed for a significant period of time, and I really had some negative thoughts about what I would do to myself. I knew it would hurt my parents in the worst way, and that's probably the only thing that really stopped me. But I can safely say that a thing or 2 started to line up my way, and I had a virtual rebirth. Now that I am where I'm at now, I'm glad I never took action. I can also look back at senior year and know that I still managed to make it to where I planned on going in life.

 

[RioDragon]

I would have to say that it was High School in general.

Freshman year I got in a car wreck that frazzled my nerves, three cars involved, me between the impacts of the two other cars, all cars totaled. Thankfully, nobody was injured, but I still have a mild phobia when it comes to riding in automobiles. And though I know I'll have to eventually, I loathe the idea of having to drive one.

Also, I got sucker-punched in the face and my head slammed into a cinderblock wall; apparently because I was freshman.

Sophomore year, my parents allowed me to date (yes, they set limits), so I was trying early on in the year to show my friend and crush of five years that I liked her. Eventually it seemed like she liked me. She would ask me to walk alone with her in the mornings around the school, even though we wouldn't talk much, I was always too shy.

One day, she asked me if I thought it was a good idea if she dated outside the country. To which I stupidly said yes (if you love someone, set them free, eh?). So she started dating this other artist guy online and started distancing herself from everybody and acting a bit emo, to which I kept (and failed at) trying to help.

Junior year, a friend of mine hooked me up with my first and only girlfriend. I liked her too and she seemed like she loved me, but it turned out that she was wanting to go too fast in the relationship, and she cheated several times. After the Junior prom, eight months after hooking up, I broke up with her for both of our sakes.

Senior year, met another girl that I liked in my art class. She was a freshman. We got along pretty well and we still do. I mustered up the courage to tell her I liked her, to which she had to break it that she was a lesbian. However, we're still friends and get along very well, so it's not as big a deal as the previous years.

Meh... Looking back on this post, it seems like I'm too focused on romance. But, w/e...

 

[Apolyonn]

This is so hard to answer. I see life as a yin-yang thing. I've had many times in my life that were just outright terrible, but they all proved to be learning experiences in some form or another. Life moved on, things got better. Hard times would come again, times that were not easy by any stretch of the truth, but they always got better. It's so hard to say, because I've lived such a good life. I've always had perfect health, a reasonable head on my shoulders, I sucked balls at math but I always pulled out at least a C by the end of the semester, never had a girl like me that I liked until senior year, and she became my best friend. When I look back, my problems seemed so juvenile, so horribly normal, even though at those times they ate me alive. And now, my life is so good, so ideal, that it's so hard to look back and really say that I've had a worst time at all. It almost seems like it would be an insult to the things I've learned thoughout life.

But to not stray too far off, I'd have to say 7th grade. I had three friends, everyone hated me, I wanted friends but they thought they were too smart, I confronted my parents for all the crap they'd given me. The times in my life that I consider the worst were the ones in which I felt alone in the world. That was one of them, and it dictated who I became thenceforth.

 

[Estella Vanilla]

My life sucked the most when I became a diabetic and was in a coma, my brother got cancer and almost died, and then my mother got cancer after taking care of her sick children for many years. Not to mention my father was going blind...

During that time my grandfather died and he was someone I was very close with, he was like a second father to me. I miss him.

Do I win?

 

[Shu]

Well would you believe that the best and worst year of my life was when I was 18?

I'm not talking about because it was my senior year. I had always hated the school I was at, so nothing new. This wasn't the real cause of me having the worst years of my life.

I would say everything that I put behind me caught up to me in an instance due to the fact I found someone entirely like myself of the female gender. You know its odd, years of dating, and one person can tend to blow your mind, and of course it didn't take dating to realise that. Four years younger than I and I felt a need to be there for guidance. Yet it was more prid pro quo type thing. The impact of a friend passing or family member passing from taking their life can make a person grow up instantly. Why? Because some time there is not enough excuses to fill why the person did what they did, or if you could of helped them. It wasn't natural, and some see it as entirely selfish. At first it would of seemed like we would be the perfect match, but when we were honest about the situation with me heading to college and her having the rest of her high school years to lead out.. we knew it lead to separate paths, and no need for self destruction.

The reason it was the worst though, is because it was like a chapter in a book that was sealed unexplainably for centuries. I couldn't just walk away from my internal struggle like I did in the past. There was no nirvana I could try to find. There was no peace, it was an animosity of questions that kept eating at my very soul. The endless thinking, the insomnia as a product of it, the drastic weight loss from lack of appetite, the nihilism that proceeded.. it was determined to take me out. I came to many realizations from my faith, to living a daily facade in order to appease the image, and that everything I believed in was because of some other person and not in particularly me. I saw how many other people lead their lives with blinders like that of horses, and are told exactly what to do without questioning a single thing. All this going on, yet not showing a single person. I called her my little Pandora's box, but years later I realized what a transformation occurred. I could say that the 9+ unnatural family deaths would be the worse that's occurred, but honestly.. I found peace within myself around the age of 20. Nothing to do with religion, maybe a little bit of spirituality but nothing organized. It was just something I called home within myself. I doubt you will ever see the "deep" side of me.. but I can be very good with my words when needed. Once in a blue moon I'd say.

Oh well, so thanks to that year.. it has made me who I am today. I am very grateful and always be in debted to a certain crew of people. These people I call my friends and trust with my life.

 

[L]

Now and forever.

Sure, the perfect little circle of generic 'im white so im better than u!' kids made my high school life miserable until I bashed one of their faces in, but I'd go back to then right now at a moment's notice.

Right now I'm (or we, as in my mother and I) in a pretty tight financial spot in my life and I'm developing a lot of issues directed at my frustration with my life.

 

[Kandy-Sugar]

My life sucked the most when I was 18-19.

In 2006 my first real boyfriend ended the relationship in a really ugly way and I was depressed for months.

Then in 2007 I was going out with this guy who was a complete drop-kick/loser/druggie/etc. In the end I realised I was just using him as a rebound guy. Not intentionally but I knew I didn't really feel anything for him.

Nearing the end of our relationship his brother stole my car in the middle of the night and totally destroyed it. It had to go to the wreckers and everything.. =(

I lost yet another relationship, my car and my parents trust.

The end of 2006 and most of 2007 were the worst years of my life. <_<

 

[SapphireStar]

The last few years have for me. I lost many partners, lost my own home, lost my plzce at uni due to fees and also lost my job. So I have to say from the age of 20 my life has kinda nose dived. Im not depressed, although some days I do cry.

 

[Six]

Hm... I'm always the kind of person who'd say, 'saying your life sucks is overrated. Who are you to say this? Cherish what you do have already.'

I mean, I understand that we all go through rough times, sometimes so bad that you can't even think straight anymore. I had one of this moments this morning, actually. Where you're just tired of everything 'cause nothing's working along with you at all, no matter how hard you try.

Things could always be worse... Is what they say right? Meh...

I've always been a grandmother-baby, so I have to say the roughest part of my life was losing her. Hm... =X

Of course there's been other things... But it's old wounds. Things heal during time...

Blagh...

Keep your head up guys. ^^ It'll all turn out okay.

 

[.SkyE]

"When did my life suck most", huh? That's a good question.
I don't think it ever did.

I've never really been dumped, or lost someone close to me. I've never really had much trouble getting through things, or completing tasks. I've never really had too much stress on me, or been pressured into things. I've always had money problems, so I'm quite used to that.

I'm too cheerful and stuff to really think of my life sucking at any time, really xD Disappointment comes my way time to time, but that passes over too quickly to really leave a dent. Girlfriends come and go, but the experiences still linger for a while after.

I'm just an awesome guy with a lot of happiness :3

But if I were to answer that question, I'd say... March 2009. Yep.

 

[EvenAngels]

Hmm... Well, there was this one period;

I was still in secondary school coming to the last term/semester of my 6th Form A level studies when my parents moved abroad (I'm English, so was living in England xD). As a result, I moved in with my fiancee (at the age of 19) and her family.

Over the next few months we found we really weren't ready to live together as we argued more and more, ending with us splitting up and me getting kicked out the same night... Because I was still in school I couldn't get a job that paid enough to rent somewhere, so I ended up living out of my 1995 Nissan Micra (with all my belongings in it as well) using the remaining time on my gym membership to have access to showers.

After about 4 weeks I managed to get in with a friend for a bit, but when they moved, I was back in my car again.

After finishing school, I was offered a job as a welder (with good pay!), and my car was about to die completely. So... stupidly, I went and took a loan on a decent new car... Then the job I was offered was given to someone "cheaper"...

I'm now living in a different country, working my ass off and about to start a Uni course on Culinary Arts and Restaurant Management whilst trying to pay off my debt as much as possible each month...

 

[Catnip]

Last year during my grade 10 school year. My vice principal was trying to kick me out on account of the people I hang out with. Yeah, they do weed so that automatically makes them bad people and since I'm hanging out with them, I must be like them. But the dickhead knew that that wasn't a real reason to kick me out of school. So what the prick did was inform all of the teachers of some sort of plan he had. He got them to yell at me more, ask me more questions [ie: embarrass me if I didn't know the answer], etc. Basically, he wanted me to snap and do or say something I'll regret so he could kick me out.

No one believed me. But why would they? I'm a 16 year old drama queen who only does half the shit she does to look cool.
So I was very fucking depressed. I wouldn't eat, I stayed in bed literally all day, I cried every day, I wanted to die, total bullshit dramatic crap, etc.

It was a lot worse than how I explained it, but there you have it.

 

[Celica]

My life begin to suck through 2007 and the first months of 2008. Back in 2007, I was just entering junior high and my grades begin to drop badly. I was depressed really bad at that time and school wasn't so good either.

Well that's my story.XD

 

[10th Doctor]

I'd have to say two years ago.When my mom had gotten drunk. She had been in such a bad shape, luckily, my sister was there to help her. She ran to the police station at 2 am, because she was so scared for her. When the police saw the condition of my mom, they took my sister away, and back to my dad (where I was staying because technically, it was his weekend) He took his opportunity, and sued. At first I was glad, my mom sucked at being a parent. But it was a long ard battle, and suffered a lot of emotional abuse from my mother... I still do. In the end, my dad won, and I was able t adapt to my new home in Pennsylvania (rther than my city... NY) and I made freinds. I had transformed from my mopey self into a pretty cheery person. I still have my moments, but who doesn't?

 

[Volbia]

probally this last year or two has been worst. family is trying to move to another state (my dad works there) we need to sell the house.
I have decided that college isn't for me. decided to be a plumber, I always had an interest in fixing things.
of course I can't get a job because we need to move.
can't join a band (played bass for 10 years)
can't see friends from highschool (all left for college)
girls in this town in the middle of nowhere have no interest in a redhead intellectual.
then two weeks ago found out I have yet another brain tumor and my neuroseurgeon has gather a panel of other experts to decide if I need surgery. (would be the 4th one)

basically lonely, afraid of dieing and depressed. Never thought I might need to write my goodbyes to my family at age 19. theres no way I can escape it I have to live with that. just like my signature says.